heechul was so happy with hankyung , and he already told his parents about it...hankyung being a nice young man , kang in and leeteuk didn't disapprove...but kibum wasn't exactly on the happy side like his brother..while at the mall with siwon, kang in and leeteuk were also there tobuy some stuff and the four crossed paths that surely didn't go well..

"KIM KIBUM!" kang in yelled as he saw his son holding hands with the student that got expelled from SM Town High

"aa..aapp.aapppa..." kibum stuttered while he lets go of siwon's hands immidiately"i..i can explain.."

"Kang In sir---" but before siwon could say anything kang in already cut him off

"you! let's go home...and you! stay away from my son!" kangin pointed at kibum then at siwon

"but appa!" kibum tried to protest but was already being dragged by his mother

"common kibum ah..let's talk at home..your father is very angry right now..."leeteuk said as he lead his son to where their car was..

siwon could only watch as kibum is being taken away from him..he doesn't want him to get into anymore trouble and he understands where his parent's rage are coming from...

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

no one spoke while in the car and when they arrived home..they all sat down in the living room..kibum across from his parents..

"what were you thinking kibum? why were you with that low life?" kang in yelled as he sternly looked at his son

"appa...i'm inlove with siwon..." kibum stated

"inlove? how can you be inlove with someone like him? and i thought you were the smart one!" his father spat while slamming his fist on the table

"you don't know him like i know him appa..he maybe a monster to a lot of people but there is a good person in him too..not once did he lay his hands on me..he treats me well appa.." kibum kept on defending his boyfriend

"kibum ah..siwon is not exactly the man we want you to be with..plus you will just get in trouble because of the nature of his life...please listen to your father..." leeteuk pleaded his son

"from no on kibum..you are not to see that boy again..ill make sure of that...you are grounded..you can't use your car..i or heechul will take you to school and take you home after..hell id go out of my way to make sure you can't see that boy again" kang in stood up and left

"but appa..."kibum tried to protest but his father just kept on walking

"eomma.."he tried with his mother but only got an im sorry...

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

that night heechul came home to find his brother in his room crying...

"bummie ah..what's wrong?" hechul asked as he sat down beside his brother..

"i..appa and eomma found out i was dating choi siwon..." kibum answered

"you what?!" heechul shocked with what he just heard raised his voice

"oh not you too hyung..yeah i know siwon is not the best guy ever but i know the real him..that's why unlike other people i am not leaving him!" kibum turned his back to his brother and cried some more..

"so what did appa say? im sure he threw a fit..." heechul tried to hug his brother

"well im grounded..either you or him will take me to school and he will get me after school..i can't use my car...so that i can't see siwon ever again...i hate them" kibum sobbed as he hugged his brother...

"bummie...appa and eomma are only thinking about your safety...siwon is..well not your typical bully..he is associated with a gang..and you might just get in danger..you got me?" heechul tride to explain their parent's reaction...

"but still! its my life..it's my heart! hyung i can't make it without him..." kibum said

"shhh..common sleep..you look very tired from cryinng already...ill sleep with you tonight ..." heechul said as he hugged his brother on his bed..carresing his back until the younger one fell asleep....

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

siwon somehow learned about what happened to kibum..so he would always sneak into SM Town High to meet his lover in secret corners of the school..which will go through their senior year...

"wonnie...i can't take this anymore..." kibum uttered as he rested his head on siwon's shoulders...they are at a fire exit stairs in kibum's school..kibum cut class just to see siwon...

"bummie..just wait a little longer..after you graduate high school..you can decide to stay with them or leave with me...but finish school first neh?" siwon hugged his boyfriend

"promise you'll take me when effin high school is over..ok?"

"yes baby..i promise..."

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

fast forward to kibum's senior year and heechul's first year in college...

hankyung, heechul, key and onew both got into seoul university...the four just became inseparable...they even rented a two bedroom apartment near the university so they can all live together..surprisingly heechul was smarter thatn everyone thought he was all thanks to his boyfriend who got heechul to make his life straight.

as for kibum..life still isn't turning out good..kang in has been more and  more strict with him...and that drove kibum to the edge but he still endured it until the day of graduation...

the next day was THE day for kibum...

"kang in! kibum..he's missing!" leeteuk frantically said as he run to his husband at the living room

"what do you mean missing?"

"i went to check him on his room this morning and he..he's gone..he left this note on his bed..." leeteuk handed him the note as he tried to sit down and calm himself up

dear appa and eomma,

i am sorry i had to do this...but its suffocating already...

i am still inlove with siwon and im running away with him...

im already fo legal age so i have the right to leave now...

appa..i know you'll hate me for this..but weren't you the one who taught me

that when you believe something is right, you should fight for it?

i believe in our love appa..so im doing this...

eomma..please forgive me..i can't be your perfect son anymore

because i have found my imperfection-love...

i love you both...and i hope we will see eachother again

when we all are ready to forgive and accept...

-kibum

Leeteuk cried harder and when he tried to walk he fainted...

-------------------------------------------------------------------

"hows eomma?" heechul rushed to his mother's bedside..kang in called him when leeteuk just fainted

"Well he is fine..the doctor said he was just shocked at what your brother did" kang in explained

"what did kibum do? and where is he?" heechul asked and was only handed the letter kibum made..as he was reading, somehow he felt his brother's pain...and his parent's too..

"appa..don't worry..just let bummie be..maybe he needs this to grow up...and realize about certain things in life..." heechul explained to his father

"but not with a man like choi siwon..your brother is putting his life in danger just by being with him,," kang in retorted

"appa..bummie fell inlove..love does make you do things people won't expect you to do..if it was me, i would risk being in danger just to be with hankyung..."

"but hankyung is different chullie..hankyung is a nice boy with ambitions...someone we do dream for you to be with..siwon? he is a different story.." kang said.."if something happens to your mother, im not going to forgive them and kibum can forget he has a father.."

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

kibum called his brother that night and asked to meet him at the han river but made him promise not to tell their father,,,

"bummie!" heechul yelled as he ran to his brother and hugged him "are you ok?"

"neh hyung i am...how's eomma?" kibum asked looking worried

"well..he is just shocked.."

"and appa?"

"hella mad...bummie why did you do this?" heechul asked

"because i can't take hiding anymore..and i love siwon .."kibum answered

"bummie..is it worth it?"

"love is worth anything hyung..."

"love isn't everything bummie..love can't save your life when you are put in danger,,,"

"hyung don't worry..siwon will protect me.."

"bummie just come back..please?"

"no hyung..im not coming back until they accept us..im sorry..."

with that kibum hugged his brother one last time and left...as he rode the car siwon provided for him he got a txt message from his brother...

"be safe bummie...hyung is always here for you..i love you..."

"mianhae appa, eomma, hyung....mianhae.."he thought as he drove home to where he and siwon lives...