One night, Minho can’t sleep. He sat on his bed. Soa was sleeping beside him. He can’t sleep because he thought something from his past.

{Flash Back}

“Minho? Minho?”, His father called him.
Minho went out. “Yes appa?”, He smiled and hugged his father.
“I have a gift for you.”, His father smiled.
“What is it appa?”, Minho asked excitedly.
“Wait there, okay.”, His father said as he went to the other room and getting something.
Minho surprised. “Woah...?! Did you made this appa for me?”, He asked with an amused face.
His father nodded. “I’m glad you like it Minho. I had a hard time doing that just for you. So, take care of her, okay son?”, His father smiled.
“Deh appa! I will take care of her even if I get old!”, Minho said happily.
His father was happy.
“Thank you appa!”, Minho said happily.
“You’re welcome son.”, His father said.
“She’s very different in all of the mannequin that you made appa! She really looks like a real human!”, Minho said happily.
“Thank you again appa! Saranghaeyo!”, Minho said and hugged his father.
I love you too, son.”, His father said and hugged back.

{End of Flash back}

“That was the time I met Soa.”, Minho smiled.

{Flash Back}

“Appa! Appa!”, Minho called his father.
“Yes son?”, His father asked.
“Do you mind if I call her umma?”, Minho asked happily.
“Why?”, His father asked.
“Because I realized that she’s always with me. She’s always there beside me whenever I go.”, Minho said happily.
His father smiled. “Whatever you want Minho. It’s fine to appa.”, He patted Minho’s head.
“Thank you appa!”, Minho said happily.

{End of Flash Back}

“I call her umma that time.”, Minho smiled.

{Flash Back}

He was 11 years old.
He sighed. “I think I should stop calling you umma. I think, I like you for all what we’ve been through together.”, He smiled. He kissed Soa on the cheeks.
“I hope you’re with me until the rest of my life.”, He said and hugged Soa.

{End of Flash Back}

He just smiled and looked at Soa.

{Flash Back}

He was 15 almost turning 16.
“Minho, meet ____.”, his manager said.
Minho was just looking at the girl and shook his hand with her and bowed.
The girl bowed too and smiled.
“Okay guys from now on you guys will be the partners in every cover magazine. Okay? So I’ll leave you guys first, I have something important to do.”, His manager said.
“Deh manager”, both of them said.
They looked at each other.
“So uhm..”, the girl said.
“Uhm.. So Nice to meet you.”, Minho smiled.
She smiled. “Nice to meet you too.”, “How long you’ve been here as a model?”. She asked.
“Oh since when I was 11yo. So It’s been 4 years from now.”, Minho said.
“Oh.. That’s cool! We’re the same!”, She said happily.
“Oh really?”, Minho asked with an amused face.
“Yeh..”, she smiled.
“Then, why you move here in Korea?”, Minho asked.
“Oh my appa has work here. Well, in every country, he has business like in U.S., Italy, Spain, Paris, Canada, Europe, Australia and more.”, She said.
“Oh.. That’s cool.”, Minho said.
She smiled. “You?”, She asked.
“Oh I only have now is my appa. He’s making mannequin in every country too.”, Minho said.
“Really?! Wow! I love dolls!”, The girl said happily.
“My appa made me a doll. It’s very different in all that he made. This one that I have is like a human.”, Minho said happily.
“Really?! Can I see it someday?!”, the girl asked with an amused face.
“Sure! Anytime you want!”, Minho smiled.

{End of Flash Back}

“That was the time I met her and I don’t have time with Soa that time because of her.”, Minho said looking at the ground.
“And that was the time I had a crush on her and it’s became deeper and deeper every time we have photo
shoot and hang out together. It’s been 1-2 years we’re together.”, He said, then he shook his head. “Erase memory”.
He looked at Soa. “You have your own name now Soa.”
He sighed. “I can’t believe this. The one that I love since I was a child was still here with me and not a mannequin.”
Suddenly,his eyes teared up.
“I’m scared Soa...”, he said.
“I’m scared to lose you. You’re the only one that I have now Soa. I’m scared that maybe someday, this is all just a dream.”, He said and still looking at Soa.
“I’m scared to lose you because I love you Soa. But we can’t be together. You’re just a mannequin.”, He said.
“I’m scared to love you because this is the first time I’m in love seriously, but why in a mannequin? Not in a real girl?”, He frowned.
“I’m scared to love AGAIN.”, He said.
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I’m not sure if the song fit this chapter? XDD I didn’t try it first. LOLs.. XDD And........ That’s right! You read it right, “AGAIN”. I wonder why? Hehehe.. :P