it's killing her inside
God Gave Me You (BCWMH)
Yoona’s pov
I go to my room and lock it.
I throw myself at my bed. I look at the invitation that still on my hand
My name should be written here if i didn’t attend that party.
My name should be here if that thing didn’t happened.
Donghae and i should be happy and excited right now But no.
I just stared at the ceiling, subin keep on knocking on my door.
I sigh and open the door.
“you okay?” she ask me.
“im okay” i said and lay again on my bed.
“liar” she said and lay beside me.
“this is your fault” i said. Subin look at me,
“why me?”she ask
“because if you didn’t insist to come to that stupid party, this should not be happening” i said.
Subin sit up and throw a pillow at me.
“are you mad?” i ask her while laughing.
“no”she said sarcastically and walk out the door.
I follow her outside, “subin~ah! Im just joking” i said and hug her behind.
“hmmmmpp” she ignore me
“sorry” i said
“did you hear something seohyun?” she ask her sarcastically.
“yah! Talk to me!!” i yelled at her
“omo/! Is that a deer yelling?” she ask again.
“talk to me! i will do everything” i said.
“everything?” she look at me and grinned at me.
“i know that grin” i said and she chuckle.
“treat us”she said.
“who will treat?”suddenly sooyoung popped out from nowhere.
Subin point at me “yehey!! Guys! Yoona will treat us!!” sooyoung called the others and they all run to me.
“jinja?! Let’s eat outisde!”yuri said
“im hungry!” sooyoung said.
Subin and seohyun just laugh. “aish! Fine!” i said and they all cheered.
“nice one subin” taeyeon said and high-five with her.
“too mean unnie” i said but she just chuckle at me.
“we’re ready yoongie!!!” they all yelled and drag me outside.
“wait! I want to rest” i said but they push me outside.
“let’s go!”subin said and go to the van.
“so,who will drive?” subin ask
“taeyeon unnie will drive!” yuri said.
“hell no! I don’t know how to drive!” she said.
“is that donghae and jessica?” suddenly seohyun’s innocent voice echoed the van.
“where?!” subin yelled and ready to kill someone.
“there!”yuri point outside.
“i thought donghae already left”taeyeon mumble.
“wait, let’s invite them” hyoyeon said
“why?!”tiffany ask her irritatedly.
“ no one will drive us. We need donghae”she said.
“you got a point” sunny said.
They all look at me like asking permission .
“is it okay?”subin ask me”
“sure! No problem” i said
“don’t worry yoong, if that girl touch you or hurt you, i will kill her here inside this van”tiffany said.
“i will invite them”taeyeon said and go outside.
I just watch her walk to them. when taeyeon talk to him,
Donghae’s eyes met mine, but i quickly look away.
“i saw that”subin whisper to me
“whatever” i said and she just laugh at me.
They run inside the restaurant like a little kids. While taeyeon, seohyun, subin and I just watch them.
“yoona, sit beside me”subin drag me.
“yoona, can we order steak?” sooyoung ask.
“can i see the menu?” i ask her and she hand it to me.
I widen my eyes at their prize. “subin! It’s too expensive” i whisper to her and cover my face using the menu.
“why did your ex bought us here?” she ask me
“ order guys, it’s my treat” suddenly donghae said.
I sigh in relief “my money is safe” i said to her and grin at her.
I handed the menu to taeyeon since i don’t know what to pick.
“you will treat me later” she said
“only you” i said
“don’t forget me~” taeyeon said beside me
“the maknae!” seohyun smile at me.
I sigh “fine!” i said
“wait, yoona said she will treat us right?”suddenly yuri said.
“but donghae treat us” tiffany said.
“don’t worry guys, she will treat us later.”subin said
I hit her arm “yah!” i yelled at her.
She stuck her tounge out to me “yoona, let’s shop later” tiffany said
“agree, you should buy me new set of make-up”subin said
“aish! I should get a ticket to china very soon” i said.
“who told you that i will let you?” taeyeon ask me
Subin smirk “wae? Can’t I?”
“you can’t” she said
“unnie!!” i shook her
“yah!” she hit the menu to my head.
“ouch!” i pout.
Donghae’s pov
“oppa” jessica cling on me.
“why?” i ask her
She place her head on my shoulder. “nothing” she said and smile at me.
I sigh as i saw Yoona was looking at us. Why she have to see us like this?
I know it’s killing her inside! Behind that smile, i know she’s really hurt.
“let’s visit nalla later” jessica said
“okay” i nodded at her.
“are you okay?” she ask me as she cupped my face.
“im okay” i said and smile at her.
She nodded and lean in to kiss me. i didn’t move, i just let her kiss me.
“yah! Get a room!” yuri said.
“sorry”jessica said.
I look at Yoona again, her smile fade.
She look at me but I look away.
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a/n: i don't have to do today, so i update again
double update!!!
im free today, should i end this??
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