Without you
God Gave Me You (BCWMH)
YOONA's POV
Luhan and the others invite me to watch their practice today.
Heerin and I decided to walk for awhile outside, because EXO is in the meeting right now with their manager. We decided to go to the nearest restaurant.
"yoona, I want to go there"Heerin said as she point to the fountain outside.
"later, I'm starving here"I said and our order came.
We eat silently. Her eyes are on that fountain the whole time.
"let's go "I said as we finished eating. I grab her hand and drag her to the fountain.
She smiled "it's beautiful!"she said
"let's make a wish! Do you have coins?"she said. I give her and she start to wish. She closed her eyes and whisper something.
"your next"she said but I shook my head.
"I don't believe in that"I said
"but nothing is impossible if you believe"she said and give me a coin.
"wish for your happiness."she said.
I look at the coin and close my eyes.
'I WISH THAT DONGHAE WILL BE HAPPY AGAIN, EVEN THOUGH IT WILL HURT ME'
I wished and throw the coin. She ask me what I wished but I didn't tell her.
We walk near the park and saw a lot of kids playing.
"I really love kids. I want to have on my own"Heerin said.
"then make kids with kris"I said but she pout.
"we can't because of his career right now. His career will be ruined and I don't want that to happen"she said.
"you? You have a daughter right?"she ask me
"my fake daughter"I said
"but you treat her like your own daughter right?"she ask me.
"of course! I really love her and I don't want her to hurt"I said and she nodded in satisfy.
"yoona, kris text me and he said that we need to go back"Heerin said and I nodded.
We walk to the building until Heerin bump into someone.
"yah! Look at your way!"the girl yelled at Heerin. I look at the girl and was surprise to see Jessica.
"yah! It's your fault!"Heerin said to her.
"Jessica, it's your fault"I said
"you know her?"Heerin ask me.
"she know me. Because I'm his husband's fiancé"Jessica said. Heerin was about to slap her when donghae held her hands.
"don't try to hurt her, lady"donghae said and I feel like my heart stabbed million of times.
He protect her. Donghae didn't notice me.
"she start it!"Heerin said to donghae. I lower my head because I can't face him. I don't want to see this scene where he protect Jessica like his own wife.
Donghae turn to me and widen his eyes when he noticed that it's me.
"yoona" he said.
"let's go Heerin"I said and was about to go when he grab my arm.
"where are you living right now?"he ask me.
"you don't need to know. Beside you were going to divorce me right"I said sarcastically to him. I can see Jessica's face at the back who is smiling like an idiot.
"how did you know?"he ask me and I point at Jessica.
"your her fiancé right? "I ask him. He did not say anything.
" I already know that your arrange married to her, you still love her right? This is your chance Lee Donghae. Be with her again. Congrats!"I said
"yoona, I don't want this!"he said
I look at him "I don't love Jessica, I love you"he said.
"stop lying donghae. Your just confused"I said and walk away. I can hear his voice but I ignore him.
Heerin patted my back "I'm okay"I said
"don't tell me your okay when your not"she said and I just sigh.
What can I do? They are destiny for each other.
After a long years that they separated, they were meant for each other In the end.
If this is what you want lord, I will accept it.
If this is my destiny, I will accept it.
as long as his happy, I'm happy too.
Like I said I want him to be happy even though it will hurt me.
I love you donghae, but we're not meant to each other.
I don't deserve you and you don't deserve me.
Jessica is better than me.
He's your first love and first love never die.
I will try to forget you and live a new start without you in my life.
And I hope you will start a new life too with Jessica.
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