confused feelings
God Gave Me You (BCWMH)DONGHAE'S POV
"let's go!" jessica said and cling on me.
" give me space" i said but she didn't listen to me.
i sit at the driver seat and ignore her. she open the door and sit beside me.
" your so mean to me! i thought your gentleman?" she ask me with her poker face
" i don't want to talk about it jessica, " i said and drive off.
suddenly my phone ring. and jessica grab it quickly
"jess! give it to me!" i said and try to snatch it from her.
" your driving! i will answer it for you" she said and she answer it .
"hello?"
" im jessica, donghae is driving so don't disturb him" she said rudely
"who's caling?" i ask her but she ignore me.
" just call him later! your too clingy to him!" she said and hung up my phone.
i glared at her but she just look at me like nothing happened.
YOONA'S POV
jessica answer his phone, so he's with her.
"hey, what's wrong with your face?" yuri ask me and sit beside me
" nothing," i said but she didn't believe me
" is it donghae?"
"no, it's jessica" i said and her face changed when i said her name.
" what did that do?! tell me!" she said
" unnie! calm down" i said
" just tell me what did she do!" she said and glared at me
" nothing! she just answer donghae's phone. so it means donghae is with jessica" i explain
" are you sure?"
"yes. don't worry unnie, i will not let her ruin us" i said firmly and she just smile at me
" that's HIM YOONA" she said
JESSICA'S POV
we reached the famous restaurant in korea. we go inside and found our parents.
i walk towards their table and sit beside donghae.
" so son, what do you want to talk about?" donghae's father ask him
" what do you mean uncle? i thought we were just having a family dinner?" i ask him and feel confuse.
i look at donghae and find an answer but he didn't look at me
" donghae didn't tell you? he said he want to talk about your marriage" uncle said and i feel nervous
" talk about marriage? oppa don't tell me your excited and want to reschedule it as soon as possible?" i ask him and hide my nervousness. i know that he will cancel our marriage but i will not let him. i really love him and i will not give him to yoona that easily
" who told you that im excited?" he ask me sarcasticaly
"stop that! donghae, what is it that you want to talk about?" my dad ask him
" Im sorry to tell this but i want to cancel our marriage" he said.
"what?! you can't donghae!" his father said and slammed the table.
" im sorry but i will not marry your daughter Mr. Jung" donghae said and ignore his father
tears start to form in my eyes. i feel like im not important to him. i feel like a trash to him
he didn't care about how i feel.
" why? can you give me a valid reason?" my father ask him
" i don't love jessica and i don't want to hurt her" he said
" you don't want to hurt me? your hurting me now!" i said and run away.
i run as fast as i can. i feel like to run away from this world.
i gave up everything for him. i sacrifice my life just to be with him.
DONGHAE'S POV
" Look what you did!! you hurt her!" my dad said and want to punch me
"but dad if i just let you do this thing. i will hurt my wife" i said and he glared at me
" wife? you don't have a wife!" he said
" fine! she's not my wife yet but i will marry her" i said
" no! you will marry jessica not that woman!! " he said but i shook my head
" you don't have rights to do that. i will do what i want appa" i said
he approach me and punch me. i stand up and wipe the blood in my lips
" i will ruin her life donghae!" he threaten me
" do what you can. im here to protect her" i said and leave them
I walk to my car but someone get my attention.
a lady sitting on the bench crying. she cover her face with her hands.
i can hear her sobs. i feel guilty.
i walk towards her and sit beside her
"jessica, please stop crying" i said and she look at me
her puffy eyes with full of hurt, hatred
" i don't want to lose you" she whisper but i heard it
" and i don't want to hurt you so i did this" i said but her tears just escape her eyes
" your hurting me no matter what. " she said
" i don't want to hurt yoona either" i said
" why you only care for her?! i know that you don't love me anymore but you used to loved me. why don't you show your care towards me." she said and look at me like begging
" you don't know how i feel! it's really hurt me seeing you with her." she said
" donghae, i really regret everything." she said
" but it's too late" i said
" what do you mean?" she ask me
" you still love me right?" i ask her and she nodded
" your too late because im with yoona now" i said
" do you still love me?" she ask me with her teary eyed.
i admit that my weakness is seeing her crying. i really hate it when she cry. when you see her teary eyes you can feel how she feel.
" i don't know" i said.
" i thought you love yoona?" she ask me with some hope.
i take a deep breath and look at her
" to tell you the truth, i really don't know how i feel for her" i said and she smile
"so i have a chance?" she ask me.
i just look at her.
i don't know what to say.
i really don't know
im really confused now.
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A/N: im really sorry for not updating :)
im so busy at school. i have to do all my requirements and project.
don't be mad at me for not saying to all of you how donghae trully felt for yoona.
i just have a new idea how to twist this story.
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