confused feelings

God Gave Me You (BCWMH)

DONGHAE'S POV

"let's go!" jessica said and cling on me.

" give me space" i said but she didn't listen to me.

i sit at the driver seat and ignore her. she open the door and sit beside me.

" your so mean to me! i thought your gentleman?" she ask me with her poker face

" i don't want to talk about it jessica, " i said and drive off.

suddenly my phone ring. and jessica grab it quickly

"jess! give it to me!" i said and try to snatch it from her.

" your driving! i will answer it for you" she said and she answer it .

"hello?" 

" im jessica, donghae is driving so don't disturb him" she said rudely

"who's caling?" i ask her but she ignore me.

" just call him later! your too clingy to him!" she said and hung up my phone.

i glared at her but she just look at me like nothing happened.

 

YOONA'S POV

jessica answer his phone, so he's with her.

"hey, what's wrong with your face?" yuri ask me and sit beside me

" nothing," i said but she didn't believe me

" is it donghae?" 

"no, it's jessica" i said and her face changed when i said her name.

" what did that do?! tell me!" she said 

" unnie! calm down" i said

" just tell me what did she do!" she said and glared at me

" nothing! she just answer donghae's phone. so it means donghae is with  jessica" i explain

" are you sure?"

"yes. don't worry unnie, i will not let her ruin us" i said firmly and she just smile at me

" that's HIM YOONA" she said

 

JESSICA'S POV

we reached the famous restaurant in korea. we go inside and found our parents.

i walk towards their table and sit beside donghae.

" so son, what do you want to talk about?" donghae's father ask him

" what do you mean uncle? i thought we were just having a family dinner?" i ask him and feel confuse.

i look at donghae and find an answer but he didn't look at me

" donghae didn't tell you? he said he want to talk about your marriage" uncle said and i feel nervous

" talk about marriage? oppa don't tell me your excited and want to reschedule it as soon as possible?" i ask him and hide my nervousness. i know that he will cancel our marriage but i will not let him. i really love him and i will not give him to yoona that easily

" who told you that im excited?" he ask me sarcasticaly

"stop that! donghae, what is it that you want to talk about?" my dad ask him

" Im sorry to tell this but i want to cancel our marriage" he said. 

"what?! you can't donghae!" his father said and slammed the table.

" im sorry but i will not marry your daughter Mr. Jung" donghae said and ignore his father

tears start to form in my eyes. i feel like im not important to him. i feel like a trash to him

he didn't care about how i feel. 

" why? can you give me a valid reason?" my father ask him

" i don't love jessica and i don't want to hurt her" he said

" you don't want to hurt me? your hurting me now!" i said and run away.

i run as fast as i can. i feel like to run away from this world.

i gave up everything for him. i sacrifice my life just to be with him.

 

DONGHAE'S POV

" Look what you did!! you hurt her!" my dad said and want to punch me 

"but dad if i just let you do this thing. i will hurt my wife" i said and he glared at me

" wife? you don't have a wife!" he said

" fine! she's not my wife yet but i will marry her" i said

" no! you will marry jessica not that woman!! " he said but i shook my head

" you don't have rights to do that. i will do what i want appa" i said 

he approach me and punch me. i stand up and wipe the blood in my lips

" i will ruin her life donghae!" he threaten me

" do what you can. im here to protect her" i said and leave them

 

I  walk to my car but someone get my attention.

a lady sitting on the bench crying. she cover her face with her hands.

i can hear her sobs. i feel guilty.

i walk towards her and sit beside her

"jessica, please stop crying" i said and she look at me

her puffy eyes with full of hurt, hatred

" i don't want to lose you" she whisper but i heard it

" and i don't want to hurt you so i did this" i said but her tears just escape her eyes

" your hurting me no matter what. " she said

" i don't want to hurt yoona either" i said

" why you only care for her?! i know that you don't love me anymore but you used to loved me. why don't you show your care towards me." she said and look at me like begging

" you don't know how i feel! it's really hurt me seeing you with her." she said

 

" donghae, i really regret everything." she said

" but it's too late" i said

" what do you mean?" she ask me

" you still love me right?" i ask her and she nodded

" your too late because im with yoona now" i said

" do you still love me?" she ask me with her teary eyed.

i admit that my weakness is seeing her crying. i really hate it when she cry. when you see her teary eyes you can feel how she feel.

" i don't know" i said.

" i thought you love yoona?" she ask me with some hope.

i take a deep breath and look at her

" to tell you the truth, i really don't know how i feel for her" i said and she smile

"so i have a chance?" she ask me. 

i just look at her.

i don't know what to say.

i really don't know

im really confused now.

 

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A/N: im really sorry for not updating :)

im so busy at school. i have to do all my requirements and project.

don't be mad at me for not saying to all of you how donghae trully felt for yoona.

i just have a new idea how to twist this story.

46 subscribers??? wowXD

welcome to my new subscribers!!

P.S : don't forget to comment!!

 

 

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Deery00ng #1
Chapter 94: DaebakKk . .
I'am so addicted to the story and I was reads this story from chap 1 until 88.like Marathon hehe
can't resist yo0nhae n nalla sweetness n sica unN Bitterness whole story . .
Love Luyo0n moment to here n all CAST its ECT ;-)

waiting your new Fanfic n wonderful story with YOONHAE . .
LoveYoonhae
#2
Chapter 94: This story is just….....PERFECT. I cried a lot with this! I laugh a lot! It is just awesome! There is no words to describe !!!!! Good job!!!! Oh my god, I was about to put update soon! I can't believe this is the end!! I love this story so much!!! Thank you for writting it.
bcupz_simpLe #3
Chapter 94: Waww daebak your story is really nice..
I like yoonhae couple.. ^_^
Thank u author..\^_^/
iLoveSJ01 #4
Chapter 94: wahhh...I read this story because the title caught my eye.."God Gave me you" Its one of my favorite songs :">
I really love this story because it made me feel a lot of emotions..happiness, sadness, anger, etc...
I would say that this story is really nice ^^ hwaiting~!
lovingyoonhae #5
Chapter 94: Congratulation you completed your story hope more stories come !!!? :D
fourleafclover909
#6
Chapter 94: WAIT, WAIT! I thought Luhan was Yoona's first? or was it just me? Hihihi. Just asking :) Nice Story :D
ashleybururu #7
Chapter 93: Annyeong author~ it seems like i cant send you a message so i will just post it... thank you for this story~ i promise if ever i get my child i will let her read this ^^ this is just so awesome~ i cried a lot because of all the drama and man i like the last part~ it's so funny~ hahaha xD thank youso much for the story~ you gave ma a life lesson ^^ morepower to you unnie~ fighting ^^
fourleafclover909
#8
Chapter 93: Yehey! Jessica woke up~~~ Update soon`~ :)
Yoonayoona1 #9
Chapter 93: cant wait for the real update so happy Jessica woke up
Yoonayoona1 #10
Chapter 92: please don't let nalla die update soon and please don't let anyone get hurt
ur stories are so great