I waited for Yixing infront of SM's building.

"Why are we here?" He asked me "Why did you message me to come here? Let us go somewhere else."

"No." I hold his hand, maybe this is the last time I will hold his hand. "We will meet someone here, inside."

We arrived in front of Mr. Lee's office and he holds my hand trying to pull me away.

"You know everything?" He asked.

"Yes, and we are here to achieve your dream." I smiled at him.

In the office Mr. Lee smiled at me, I talked to him yesterday already.

"I will be break up with him. I know this relationship will just give burden to his career." I said and let go of Yixing's hand and looked at him, he was crying now. I try to hold back my tear because he will just not listen. 

Mr. Lee explains everything about the reason why he will be giving a dating ban to the members for one year. After talking to him we bow and I take Yixing's hand so we can get out from the office.

"So this is goodbye?" I am still holding the tears and smiled at him. "This is it, your dreams were approaching."

"Nooooo, please don't go. Please stay....." Yixing was hugging your knees trying to hold on you.

"Yixing, you dream for this since the start. You deserve this. You worked so hard for this, you know that. I do not want to end your dream without you even starting it." I said as I try to hold on the tears.

"You are my life Yoohee, I can never be happy without you!" Yixing was crying out loud while kneeling infront of you.

"Look, I need to be strong for you. I need to sacrifice my happiness for you. You are the most important person in my life, and you know that the reason I loved you is your passion for your dream. I don't want that to be gone." I said as I kneeled also infornt of him.

"We can hide this... look, we can tell them we broke up but we can still continue to see each other. Do not leave me..."

"Did you hear what Mr. Lee said a while ago? Paparazzis are the geniuses in this industry. They can make different things about you. Yixing, I am doing this for the both of us. This is also hard for me." You were saying this strongly but deep inside you, you don't want to let go. You don't want to go away and leave the boy you love the most. You don't want to break up with him.

"Why are you saying this?! You don't love me right?" Yixing asked you while all the tears from his eyes keeps on flowing.

You slapped him and then hug him "Don't look at me. I love you. You know that! Yixing please, make this easy for me. If I will leave this room and close the door it can be the hardest decision I will make. You, the most important person to me and your dream." I can't hold the tears anymore.I don't want him to see me cry because he will just make me stay.

"I love you..." Yixing said as he hugged you back. "One year, the dating ban will be for one year, I will be back for you...pro-"

"Nooo, don't promise me that. Let us just wait what will happen. I will be waiting for you but that is not a promise. You can go back to me but please do not promise. The only thing that I will promise is that; I LOVE YOU AND I ALWAYS DO, YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE THAT CAN MAKE MY HEART MELT LIKE THIS."

"I will be back..." He said and finally let go of my hand.

I am walking throught the cold street of Seoul and find my self in front of the Han River, I had been holding this for too long. 

I finally let it out "Zhang Yixing I love you!!!" ...and cried a river.