Diary,

         I don't like it!!!!!!!!I saw seohyun and senior cho hugging! I'm jealous! how can he hug her while me, he never even have the guts to do that.!grrrr.. I hate him and her.. I hope Minho is here to comfort me.. I wanna get even but I can't.. So to stop my temper, I get out of the house and I went to the cliff..

         It's almost sunset when Senior Siwon was able to find me. He said that everybody's been looking for me.

         me: nah..i'm fine senior

         siwon: But you were bitten by a snake. It might happen again.

         me: I'm being careful this time.

         siwon:( he sat by my side) why did you leave by the way?

         me: I just want to think.

          siwon: about what?

          me: my friend who doesn't want my friendship that i've been offering for 17 years..

          siwon: kyuhyun?

          me:yah.he's a bit changing now. he's nit the senior cho that i grew up with..he's really different now..

          siwon: people change. We all need to change for our own betterment. If we don't change, we will be alone. It's not bad to change, all we have to do is to cherish the past to make our present meaningful.

          me: but, what can i cherish if all these years, he rejected the friendship that i am offering.

          siwon: maybe he wants something better tahn that.

          me: like what?

           siwon: that's what you need to find our yourself.(he smiled and stand).lets go.

when we reached the house, everybody's in the dining room drinking coffee. the first person to welcome us was senior hee who gave me a big hug..he's really weird. the last one was senior Cho. He told me not to do it again then he hit my forhead with his finger. he used to do that whenever i said bad words before..

memories,

something we cherishes,

but how will i do that,

if all my memories is all about rejection?

IU