Junhyung's POV :

 

its been a few weeks and Jinnie cant stop clinging onto me even in front of my hyungs..

i feel embarasse to lift my head up..

i cant face them because they are so angry towards my action..

that day they told me to come back to the hospital but i never did..

Yoseob have no more feelings towards Yujin but he feels very upset to me and since that day, he never talk to me..

 

i cant let them know the truth and put their life on the line..

they are my friends and family..

i cant let them trough this hell..

i havent seen Yujin since that day..

i miss her like crazy...sometimes when i couldnt control myself, i would sneak outside Xander's apartment to watch her face..

i cant get near her or Jinnie would kill her..

 

" oppa...lets go to dinner.."

" i have a tight schedule today..im busy..."

her face turns into anger

" do you want to die? or do you want Yujin die? "

i look at her in disbelieve...she was acting so weird lately..

sometimes she will be laughing and smiling..then suddenly she will turn into a monster..

everytime i turn her will...she will treat me using the same words..

i feel like i want to strangle her to death right away..

but that will lead to another problem..

 

 

Yujin's POV : 

 

" baby-ah..today you are coming with me.."

" where? "

" to MUSIC BANK...ZE:A keep asking me to bring you...do you remember them? "

" owh ya...they come that day and..that Gwanhee guy is so noisy..is he always like that? "

Xander oppa giggles

" yeah..he's always like that..you should meet the others too..im sure Doongjun and Siwan miss you the most..they are your bestfriend "

i nod at him and start changing my clothes..

i start remembring almost everyone's name..

today im going to meet ZE:a...Xander tells me they are my bestfriend..i cant wait to see them..

 

 

at MUSIC BANK..

 

" YUJIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! " 

a guy running towards me and hug me tightly

then he broke the hug and smile widely at me..

" owh..i remember you..you are Gwanhee right? the noisy one at the hospital.."

he pouted while the others burst into laughter

" haha..hyung it was so funny how she remember you as a noisy person..hi ..im Junyoung the leader.."

i shake his hands and then they all start introducing themselves

" Junyoung..Gwanhee..Huicheol..Kevin..Siwan..Dongjun..Hyunsik..Minwoo..Taehun.."

i point each of them..try to remember their name..they nod when i point at them..

" im sory but i'll make sure i remember each of you..em..do we hang out everyday? i mean..Xander oppa say you guys are my bestfriend so i wonder if we always hang out.."

the gigle and smile a little..i give them a confused look..

" no..we actually never hang out..we..are just..em..well good friends that care about you a lot..but today..WE are going to have fun and hang out.."

the leader said to me...i turn at Xander behind me..he nod

" its ok..you should hang out with them..its been a while since you were out..em..i hope you guys can take a good care of her.. and.. OWH! bring her to BEAST first..they are begging to me to let Yujin see them.."

 

 

at BEAST waiting room..

 

*knock* knock *

Junyoung oppa knock the door..

he told me to hide behind them..so i did..im sure no one can see me.,

i was kind of small..and there are 8 of them covering me..so yeah..no one can see me..

 

the door opened and a blonde guy smile at us..

" owh..hyung! its ZE:A.."

he shout inside the room..

" hyung..its been awhile..what are you doing here? "

" are going to let us stand here? "

" owh..my bad..come in..the other hyung is getting their make-up done.."

the blonde guy make a way and we step into the room..

they start bowing to each other..but i saw a guy at a corner..

he ignored everyone and only sit there with a blank face..

maybe he's sick..em..

 

" owh..we have a surprise for you guys~ "

they all turn towards Junyoung oppa...

then he pull me from behind..

"TADA!"

" Yujin!! "

they all seems shock and happy..

suddenly each of them starts hugging me..

 

" owh..Yujin-ah..you must not remember us..let us introduce ourself again..im Gikwang.."

" im Hyunseung.."

" im Yoseob..and i miss you sooooooooo much Yujin-ah~ "

i giggle at him..he's funny and cute..

" im Dongwoon..you always call me Wonnie.."

i can see his eyes goes teary when he told me i always called him Wonnie..poor guy~ im sory

" call me Wonnie ok? "

i nod and give him a warm smile

" im Doojoon...your fellow leader.."

" my fellow leader? "

" yeah..you are...its because my hyung are dating your members..and we becomes good fellow since then.."

i nod at him..but i cant get my eyes at the guy at the corner..then i point at him

" oppa..who is that? is he sick? "

then Yoseob comes to me and he put his one arm around my shoulder and he make me facing that guy

" YES..HE'S SICK..HE DIDNT CARE ABOUT HIS SURROUNDINGS SINCE HE BECOMES A JERK! "

we all shock at him..i close my mouth tightly..i feel regret asking him about that guy..that guy must be hurt..

then i saw him standing up..and walk towards me and Yoseob..

then he lean lower at Yoseob..

" dont..insult..me! "

Yoseob just smirk at him

then he pull his hands out ..

" Junhyung..and i dont know you and you dont know me.."

" hyung! "

everyone includes ZE:A said that in unison..i can see anger inside their eyes...but why?

i can feel the tense air.

 

" em..ah! lets go for ice cream! "

" yeah...i guess you're right..its kind of hot in here..ice cream is good at this time.."

everyone nod and we start walking outside the room..

then i turn around and i saw Doojoon pull Junhyung with him

" you . are . coming . too . "

"aish! hyung! "

" rebel and no more coke for you.."

he just pout..i gigle when i saw him pouting..this Junyung guy looks scary but he's kinda cute..

 

 

at the ice cream store..

 

they all start making their order..

" ok..oppa..all of you go find our seat...let me pay for today.."

they all smile and cheering..aigoo...so cute

they go to their seat..but before i could pull my wallet out, someone stood beside me

" uh? owh..Junhyung-shii..what are you doing here? "

" ugh..em..Doojoon hyung told me to accompany you.."

" owh..its ok..just go and sit.."

" no..let me be here,,,i dont want him to hide my coke.."

i laugh a little and i pull out my wallet..when i opened it, something falls..

i look at the floor..it was a white small paper but in the middle its a picture..but i dont know what..

 

Junghyung's POV :

 

" give me your ice cream "

i look at Doojoon hyung

" huh? why? you're the one that told me to come and have ice cream..now you want mine? "

" no dummy...give me that..i'll hold it for you..now go and accompany Yujin "

" what? no..i dont want to.."

" ok..rebel...and no more coke for-.."

" arrasso! aish..you're such a naggy~ "

 

i made my way to Yujin..

my heart were beating fast but i try to hide it..

 

" uh? owh..Junhyung-shii..what are you doing here? "

" ugh..em..Doojoon hyung told me to accompany you.."

" owh..its ok..just go and sit.."

" no..let me be here,,,i dont want him to hide my coke.."

she laugh a little..i smile but i turn on the other side to hide it...she looks so cute when she giggle.. then she pull out her wallet..

but then something fall

i look at the floor..it was ..my eyes widened when i saw it..

my heart start beating faster than before and i can feel my eyes goes teary..

i look at it when Yujin hold it

~ Kongji..appa miss you..~

i cry in my heart and i hold my tears from falling

 

Yujin were looking at Kongji's picture..

" ugh? what is this? "

~ Yujin-ah...its our Kongji...our Kongji..~

this time i didnt realise my tears fall..

" omo Junhyung-shii...why are you crying? "

i wipe my tears away..

" no im not..its just dust..my eyes are allergic to dust.."

she nod at me..

 

she still looking at the picture..then she turn it around..

i hit my chest lightly to hold my tears...i want to scream and cry right now..

because i saw the words that she wrote behind the picture that day

 

* flashback *

 

 

" oppa..isnt the the moon looks so beautiful tonight? "

" emmm..yes it is..but not as beautiful as you.."

we both are sitting near Han river..

" Yujin-ah.."

" em ? "

" what should we call our baby? "

" what? oppa..we dont even know if our baby is a girl or boy..how can we name our baby? "

" well..at least we wont be calling our baby IT..we should gave our baby a name so it would be easier for us to call our baby.."

" em..guess your right.."

we both start thinking...

 

" ah! how about Kongji? "

" ouch! ya...ok...it sounds cute..but why Kongji? "

" i dont know...that name suddenly pop from my brain...can we call our baby Kongji? "

" em..ok...Kongji-ah...saranghae.."

i rub her tummy and talking to our Kongji..

" oppa..look at this..this is our Kongji.."

" jeongmal ( really ) ? "

i took Kongji's picture and start smiling..

" i hope our Kongji will be bright and beautiful just like you.."

then she took a pen and write : 

 

Yujin + Jaesoon = Kongji

 

*end of flashback * 

 

" owh..its my name..but who is Jaesoon and owh..Kongji? who are they? "

~ its me Yujin-ah..its me..you dont remember our Kongji? Kongji-ah..mianhe.. its appa's fault your omma forget about you..mianhe Kongji-ah...appa jeongmal mianhanda...~

i cry in my heart..only God knows how i want to scream and cry right now..

i feel so painful in my chest..like i want to dig out my heart so it will stop beating and stop making me feels hurt..

i still cant forget about our Kongji..

" em..i need to find out who is this Jaesoon.."

i look at her and she smile at me..

" Junhyung-shii...you say you dont know me and i dont know you..why? are you new here? "

" no" 

i manage to say that...but only that because i was holding my tears and my voice are shaky right now..

we made our way towards our table..

we all eat our ice cream...the others are busy playing around while im busy looking at Yujin and Kongji's picture in her hands..