With few, long steps he closed the space between us.

His lips were soft on mine.

Just like our first kiss.

“Heechul, I-” He interrupted me with an other one, but I pulled away quickly. He didn't seem hurt though, actually he seemed rather eager to go on. But I held him with my gaze, and so the there was tension between us. The tension was so strong, I just didn't know what to do.

“I need time to -” think about this. I didn't say the end of the sentence out loud, he had stopped me by putting one of his fingers on my lips. “You don't need to say anything. I get it.” A long and delicate index finger left my lips making me sigh of desire. And then he walked out, closing the door behind him. “Well CONGRATULATIONS on your face and fingers and, over all, perfection!” I hissed towards the door, but only in a whisper so he wouldn't hear it.

What a simple tease he was... still I couldn't help but feeling it, I wanted him. Badly.

But then he wasn't the only one. He was one of my eleven boyfriends. Letting him have all the fun... it just didn't seem right, did it? I still hadn't kissed any of the other members yet.

The rest of the day was spent trying to avoid him. He and his perfection. It was easy enough. I just locked the door, didn't go out to eat anything. I don't think he noticed.

♧

Siwon was the first one to come home. I heard him from behind the door. “Honey, I'm home! Now get your out here and make me some dinner.” he said, obviously joking. I, somehow, did not find it funny. I opened the door with a frown on my face. I felt my heart break a little seeing how Siwon's face changed from smiling and carefree to concerned, troubled.

“What's up? Is something wrong?” his hand moved up to caress my cheek. “No” I lied. “Maybe I really should make you some dinner, hm?” The thought of it actually made me feel rather sick, considering I can't cook and have lived on ramen ever since I started living by myself. But I hated seeing him like this. “You know I'd love it if you'd cook for me,” I just nodded to him, with a fake smile plastered over my face, “but we're going out tonight!” he finished. I let out a sigh of relief. “That sounds great!” I gave him a peck on the cheek. Maybe I'm feeling a bit too relieved.

Siwon's eyes were wide open. Yes I was definitely a bit too relieved. “Um... I'm gonna go get dressed.” Both of our faces were now tomato red. “Yeah, you do that! The other's will be here soon so you might wanna get out of that.” He pointed at the pink Tom and Jerry t-shirt that I was still wearing. He then face palmed himself “Uh, I mean... you look good... but yeah!” I couldn't help but laughing at him. “Yeah, yeah I get it. I'll go get changed.” I then closed the door, suddenly feeling rather stressed out. “WHAT TO WEAR?!”

A/N: I've been gone for more than ten days now. I know, I know. And I'm so sorry. But I've been working. Singing for 8 hours or more each day. I LIVE IN NORWAY, NOT CHINA HOW IS THIS POSSIBLE? Anyways... I promise to update this within the next two days. I PROMISE. I love my subscribers, I don't really know how many of you still reads this fic, after all I haven't updated it in ages. ;___; I just wanna say I'm sorry I've let you down. I love you so much though! x.x Please comment, and if you haven't done it yet, please subscribe! ♡♡♡♡