1 year and 3 months later
The Idol and his love
1 year and 3 months later..
Gd's P.O.V
She already left..
We are back again to normal.
The issue was cleared. Thank God.
It's been a year and three months..
Since everything..
I still continued my solo album but I made a quick changes.. The title of the album was changed into heartbreaker from butterfly, this is also one of the tracks in the album. Right now I'm writing a new song.. It is still about her.. The title of it is cafe.. And i hope this will be the last song that i am going to write for her..
Café by Big Bang (English Translation)
I remember when you walked through that door
Sat down in that chair
The times that we shared
But you’ve been here
Only the white chair that you sat in
Has your scent on it
You left leaving only a heartless silence
Waiting for you, this little cafe
The usual Ice Coffee, Expresso double shot
Close your eyes,
Let it slide smoothly down your throat, Music we used to love
My heart beats Faster
The tremors when i first met you
The Cafe helps me remember that attraction
I always helped her get the syrup
Now I hate that sticky sweetness
Oh please don’t leave me alone
What have you made me do?
In a night when everyone is asleep
Why am I left alone?
Tell me the truth,
Unlike yesterday, I’m a little late today
All that we promised,
all that we talked about
It’s all lies, Don’t make me a fool
Only the white chair that you sat in
Has your scent on it
You left leaving only a heartless silence
Waiting for you, this little cafe
You don’t need me anymore
Please don’t say that
Do you mean that you hate me now?
Lying to yourself
Etched on that old table are our names
But now let it be buried in memories and the past
Oh my God, Even if it bury it away
It’s just comes back to me again, Facing my fear
My wandering heart is frightened
Alone and lonely, lying in a lightless room
Thinking of you, remembering you, this pathetic painter
My only masterpice is our love tragedy
My heart is an art gallery filled with you
Without you, Seoul is but a desolate desert
Only the white chair that you sat in
Has your scent on it
You left leaving only a heartless silence
Waiting for you, this little cafe
I will always be waiting for you
When i think of you, i call your name
The coffee I made for you, and the folded bookmark
And the rain falls down
on the white house that belongs to only you, baby
Only the white chair that you sat in
Has your scent on it
You left leaving only a heartless silence
Waiting for you, this little cafe
(Whenever you fell lonely) Only the white chair that you sat in
(I miss you) Has your scent on it
(The coffee I made for you) You left leaving only a heartless silence
And the rain falls down
on the white house that belongs to only you, baby
Last song?
that’s impossible..
I actually released a song entitled this love..
Actually this is the song from maroon 5..
But i just changed the lyrics of it..
This Love by GD (English Version)
This love (Yea, yea, yea)
(I gotta holla about my girl full of ''mazing') [note: amazing?]
(Yea, yea, yea) Let's do it ch'all
Yea, it's really taking me from high-low
Let's see, where should I begin?
The club on Friday night yo
Just having a good'ol time yo
The music's banging; people's like 'word'
But there was one that caught my eye, so I just had to get closer to her
She's super-fly yo, I must confess some
I'm thinking, 'Damn I need her' with a lovin' gesture
I'm about to hit her with a, 'How you've been'
'You don't remember me?' 'Hey!'
Instead I'll stick with the traditional, 'Hi, what's you're name?'
I be the GD, I'm a cool gentleman
Check out my melody, the flavor straight like your cinnamon
Feel the adrenaline; I'm pumpin' for your honey lovin' [note: HAHAHA... honey lovin']
It's all about the two of us getting together, now that's what I'm saying
Chorus:
This love got me high, I'm soarin'
Baby girl, you know I live for it
And I'll never ever hurt you
Without you, there's no life in me
This love got me proud to show it
Ain't no doubt, I'ma keep on holding
And it's on til forevermore, well baby
On and on, you know we have each other's back yo
(Whoa) Baby got them looks so deadly
And every time I think about her, man I get chills
Blessed with her beauty, yea that's for real
You know that's she's my only love
My only love baby
(Yea) She's steady by me
And no one phasin' mommy
She holds her game and that's the way she fully gains control
You ain't never wanna test her
It's surely for the best yo
Unless you wanna mess around, don't say I never warned ya
These type of girls, they goin' everyday (everyday)
It just don't stop, it comes like every way (every way)
My baby got it locked, and she came to bless me, yes we
Gon' definitely reach our destiny
Repeat Chorus
(Whoa) Baby got them looks so deadly
And every time I think about her, man I get chills
Blessed with her beauty, yea that's for real
You know that's she's my only love
My only love baby
(Yea)Come girl now take my hand (Oh)
Let us love until the end ('til the end)
Never gonna let you go
Baby we are both so deep in this (No, no, no, no)
Not a second I regret (Oh)
Gonna cherish all of it (All of it)
So amazing glad I found ya
Got me crazy for your loveliness
Once again...
Repeat Chorus
This love ....
Hey J, look at me
After you left, it ain't the same
I'm not what I used to be
It hurts so much you know?
I need you girl
Always, one-time
This love
People start asking me who is that girl.. Who’s J? But I just zipped my mouth.. I don’t want to make it a big deal for everyone.. ‘cause I know they’ll going to kill me..
But Why J?
Because i used to call her jagiya.. When we were still together..
J stands for Jagiya..
It's true..
I was not me anymore..
I was not the same person when she left..
They told me that I am a cold person..
I don’t care!
I might change, but the my hatred towards her will never fade.. I'm mad at her.. I didnt hear a thing about her after everything. Everyone in YG know it.. Some people hated her.. But some didn't..
I guessed this the end of us..
The End of our story..
Maybe.
To tell you the truth..
Trying to forget her was next to impossible. Because that spot between my neck and shoulder, where she used to lay her head, would forever feel empty..
No one can replace her.. but on the other side, she still used me. I don’t know what should I feel.. I want to tell her that..
See?
I don’t know..
I really don’t know.
I want to tell her that I need her..
I dont't want to think about it..
'cause I don't know.
YG: Ji? Are you listening?
GD: Neh, I'll work with the song after this..
YG: I want it to be a fantastic song..
GD: I know you appa.. There's no need to tell me..
YG: OK. Are you going to the cafe?
GD: Yah, I am. Why?
YG: You always.. Aish. Nevermind.
GD: Yeah, I always go there when I am writing a song..
YG: wah..
GD: It's for her, Appa.
YG: Forgive her..
GD: Not this again..
YG: Can you?
GD: when the time comes..
YG: When you can't her anymore?
GD: I don't know appa.. I don't what is right and what is wrong..
YG: It's what your heart is saying..
GD:...
YG: You better go..
GD: Neh.
It's true..
When can I forgive her? When I can't have her anymore? When she's gone.. Forever? I don't know.. I need her.. I know I love her.. But can I forgive her? Is love enough to forgive her? But will she be honest this time? Aisssh! THAT BASTARD! He's making me insane! Tell me what is right and what is wrong..
I guessed it's another song.. What is right..
Here’s the demo
Check mic, check on, two
Murf, peejay, feel it
You know when you lost a love
Don’t know what to think or do
My mind is spinning ‘cause of it, you know?
Tell me what is right and what is wrong
I don’t even know why I’m fighting with you
Your face is flushed
You’re getting upset
But even when you’re looking like that,
I…
I still don’t get it
(Right) I’ll never know the difference
Between man and woman
Different situation
But always the same episode
Lower your tail girl
I didn’t come here to fight with you, baby
What more can I say? Sorry, sorry
These repeated fights will be history
Once tomorrow comes around
Making pathetic excuses
We can’t understand each other so we fight
Every moment we’re wondering
Who’s fault is it? [Tell me]
I don’t even know why I’m fighting with you
Tell me what is right and what is wrong
I don’t even know why I’m fighting with you
Your face is flushed
You’re getting upset
But even when you’re looking like that,
I…
What is right and what is wrong?
What is right and what is wrong?
You’re ready to cry at any moment
Just like a baby (hey!)
I like you because you’re my girl
Looking only at you
Talking on the phone at night
And sometimes preparing a surprised event
Never forgetting our anniversary
Never doubting you
Taking your side
And saying “I love you”
Doing everything the way you want it
I’m trying my best, but it doesn’t get any better
If you can feel my sincerity, don’t be angry
Just close your eyes and kiss me baby
[TaeYang]
I don’t even know why I’m fighting with you
Tell me what is right and what is wrong
I don’t even know why I’m fighting with you
Your face is flushed
You’re getting upset
But even when you’re looking like that,
I…
What is right and what is wrong?
What is right and what is wrong?
You’re ready to cry at any moment
Just like a baby (hey!)
I like you because you’re my girl
Say yeah, yeah, yeah
We’re heading faster towards the end
I can’t that it anymore, yeah yeah
(C’mon) Baby hold on, hold onto me
I’m shaking, ooohh~
(Listen) The problem is always after the first year
Then what?
Love doesn’t change, people do
Otherwise, I’d be as comfortable as family
“I’ll do better”
Those words are meaningless not girl
Open up your heart, honestly, right now
I don’t even know why I’m fighting with you
Tell me what is right and what is wrong
I don’t even know why I’m fighting with you
Your face is flushed
You’re getting upset
But even when you’re looking like that,
I…
What is right and what is wrong?
What is right and what is wrong?
You’re ready to cry at any moment
Just like a baby (hey!)
I like you because you’re my girl
What is right and what is wrong?
DONE. I wrote it for like an hour.. It's true! when you lost the most important in your life.. you don't know what to do.. some people even get insane.. What should I do? should I fight for you? or should I forget about you? When I ever think of fighting for you.. the thing that you did to me always pop out of my mind..
Waitress: Sir, a fan of yours said to give it to you..
it was coffee.. a cappuccino.. then I remembered her.. she used to buy me a coffee.. and even I want to drink latte, she always buy me a cappuccino because she want to. Aish.
GD: where is she?
Waitress: She's there, sir..
and I saw girl.. I went to her, to thank her..
GD: Gomawo
Girl: Anniyo! I am great fan, Oppa!
GD: what's your name?
Girl: I'm Lee EunJi! My sister and I are fan of you, oppa!
GD: really? Kamsahamnida,
EunJi: I really hope she'll meet you! Her name is
GD: oh sure..
I took a picture with her and signed her a autograph.. after that I said I want to give her something for her sister.. No wonder why she looks like
EunJi: I'm really glad that I did not die! cause if I did.. I'll never meet you Oppa!
GD: wae?? what happened to you?
EunJi: I have a problem with my heart.. so I have a heart transplant.. I am happy that my sister really worked hard for me..
GD: Great that you're now fine.. I better go.. here, give this to your Unnie..
EunJi: Kamsahamnida!
I went back to YG studio , to work with Teddy hyung for the song.. Is this the reason behind? Is this what appa meant? Is this the sign I'm waiting?
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