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Living with Myungsoo was like heaven at first, it was indeed comfortable to be with him. But I didn’t thought that too much comfortableness can cause such big complications. I found out that we don’t work out together. There were times that we can’t understand each other, and it just brings more conflicts in our lives. Sometimes I wonder if living with Woohyun was a better choice… Is this the reality that destiny wanted me to be in? Would there be a difference if I chose to stay with Woohyun? Will I be happier? No, I shouldn’t be thinking about this. I should face our problems and solve it, together with Myungsoo.

I wish to have a happy ending.

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Living with Sunggyu hyung wasn’t that easy as I expected. Sure it was great at first, but our daily lives became boring as time goes by. We’ve been doing the same stuffs the whole year and I think that we should bring back the times when we’re such a cute couple. My busy schedules at work had been a hindrance so I think that I am the one at fault. Well, Sunggyu’s still the same old loving hamster that I love but I feel that the spark in his eyes isn’t there anymore. Maybe it’s still there, but it’s not the same. I really can’t blame him; I’ve been a bit moody these past few weeks because of stress from work. So, we sometimes argue because of little things like what brand of shampoo to buy, amount of time in taking a bath, what TV show to watch, and what food to eat. Childish, I know, but we really have different choice in almost everything. Is this part of growing up?

I wish for something exciting in my boring life.

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I still can’t forget everything about Sunggyu. It’s like everything I do reminds me of him. How is that even possible? It’s been a year and I’ve never heard anything from them. By the way, Hoya’s still helping me ‘recover’ – as that’s what he wants to call it – over Sunggyu. It was really thoughtful of him to stay with me until I move on. I am really lucky to have a friend like him. It’s still a bit lonely here at the mansion, of course, the real owner isn’t here. I still hope and pray that he’ll come back one day, and we’ll have our happy ending together. I know it’s weird for me to say things like that since I’m a cold bastard once but hey, I’ve changed. Love is really p