gayoon❤ connected

gayoon❤: Jiyoon?

JI✭: Hmm dear?

gayoon❤: You know. It’s strange that I dislike the class for the longest time.

gayoon❤: But when it finally comes to say farewell, when it finally comes to say goodbye.

gayoon❤: And goodbye, maybe forever?

gayoon❤: I’m actually reluctant to do so.

gayoon❤: It might not have been the smoothest or sweetest journey.

gayoon❤: But the thought that middle school as I know it is drawing a close…

gayoon❤: Knowing that when I wake up on Monday, I’m faced with studying for the exam.

gayoon❤: And this time alone.

gayoon❤: Knowing that I won’t have to sit in class with the other girls listening to some teacher drone on and on (and then fall asleep).

gayoon❤: I don’t know, maybe class isn’t that bad after all.

gayoon❤: Maybe I’m not that eager to go to high after all.

gayoon❤: Maybe I’m not yet ready to leave this all behind.

gayoon❤: And after the final exam, I might not seem some of them ever again.

gayoon❤: Like seeds scattered by the wind in too many directions.

gayoon❤: People who I once knew as friends will fade out of my life.

gayoon❤: And they’ll be no different from the indifferent stranger you meet along the street.

JI✭: Yup.

JI✭: But everything inevitably comes to an end, does it not?

JI✭: Life goes on. People exit our lives, people enter our lives.

JI✭: And there’s nothing we can do about that, like it or not.

JI✭: Except accept it s a fact of life.

JI✭: We can’t keep living in the past, with many of our friends right now, it’s impossible for us to remain as tight as before.

JI✭: Sure, the emotional connection might still be there, and the affection for one another still greatly felt, but it’s not the same.

JI✭: And I’m afraid it won’t ever be the same again.

JI✭: Cause everyone moves on, and we need to do so too…

gayoon❤: I know.

gayoon❤: I know. I know.

gayoon❤: It’s a pity though.

JI✭: But I do think that most memories are rose tinted, and we remember things more ideally than they ever were.

JI✭: I guess even if you let me go back to that point in time.

JI✭: I would still have done what I did.

gayoon❤: You’re really weird.

gayoon❤: Like I have a whole list of things that I would have done differently.

JI✭: Don’t like to think about the things that I could have potentially done differently much.
JI✭: And for the most part, I don’t really regret what I’ve done.

JI✭: It wouldn’t make you feel much better about it anyway would it>

gayoon❤: Guess not.

gayoon❤: But even if time passes and things change, know that I’ll be here for you. Always.

JI✭: Me too. Always. Come what may. Love you dear <3

gayoon❤: Love you too <33

kyu♣ connected

kyu♣: How was leaving today?

JI✭: Quite bittersweet, I guess.

JI✭: But we don’t really have time to mull too much over it.

JI✭: With the exams in the horizon I mean….

JI✭: Was talking with Gayoon about it.

JI✭: She was feeling quite sentimental and reluctant to leave.

JI✭: I guess I feel the same way, but to lesser extent?

kyu♣: She’ll get over it soon enough.

kyu♣: Even if it forced thanks to the looming exams.

kyu♣: And when that’s over, everyone is too busy with their own thing to think back.

kyu♣: So…regrets?

JI✭: No, not really.

JI✭: I can’t exactly see myself doing much differently.

JI✭: So no.

kyu♣: Then you’re okay.

kyu♣: The worst thing is to regret what you’ve done, lose sight of the present and have something more to regret.

kyu♣: Though I definitely think you know better than to let yourself descend into that kind of state.

kyu♣: I’d say, don’t think too much about it.

kyu♣: Focus on the task at hand.

JI✭: You regret something oppa?

kyu♣: Kinda. I guess.

kyu♣: But atoned for it later.

kyu♣: Fell out with a good friend over something hilarious petty.

kyu♣: Didn’t make up even on farewell.

JI✭: Now?

kyu♣: Tight as ever. No worries about that.

JI✭: That’s a relief.

kyu♣: But if you ever need someone to talk to, don’t forget to look for me.

kyu♣: I’ll gladly listen to a good friend.

J