Uncertainty
Two Meetings.Just before the start of the school year, 2005
JI✭connected
gayoon❤: I heard the class allocations are out!
JI✭: Where did you hear that from?
JI✭: I haven’t heard anything about it yet, but I know it should be released around now…
gayoon❤: Someone said that the list was on the school notice board.
JI✭: I really hope I get placed in a good class gosh!
JI✭: Is there really no way to find out besides making the pilgrimage down to school just to look at the notice board?
gayoon❤: Unless you trust her info?
JI✭: I think her memory is more questionable.
JI✭: Anyway, it’s like three days to school reopening.
JI✭: Maybe it’s a better idea to find out when we get back.
JI✭: I’d rather enjoy what’s left of the holidays before we get into the hectic schedules of the next year…
gayoon❤: I wish the holidays never come to an end.
gayoon❤: Life is great during the holidays!
gayoon❤: And I get to game, which is a highlight.
JI✭: Next year will be hellish.
JI✭: But the worst thing is that there’s no respite. High school is not any better.
gayoon❤: Why not? I am looking forward to high school!
JI✭: You must be mad.
JI✭: High school is many times more hellish than middle!
gayoon❤: At least there’ll be boys there… Being in a girls school is suffocating!
JI✭: For people like you, being in a girls school is suffocating.
gayoon❤: Aren’t you even the slightest bit excited?
JI✭: How about, no?
JI✭: Plus that’s more than 1 year in the future. Too far in the horizon.
gayoon❤: You’re not normal.
gayoon❤: So many girls are excited to be able to meet boys.
JI✭: You should have already known that.
JI✭: Suffice to say that I am not one of them.
gayoon❤: Okay, I gotta go for dinner now!
JI✭: With family, out?
gayoon❤: Extended family, gathering, out.
JI✭: Okay have fun! Bye!~
gayoon❤disconnected
A few days later
gayoon❤connected
JI✭: Hey!
gayoon❤: You’re so enthusiastic when I’m just feeling miserable
JI✭: Okay, I get it.
JI✭: Maybe hey :[[[ would have been more appropriate.
gayoon❤: I’m just trying to tie up the loose ends of my game, putting things in the right place…
gayoon❤: I’ll miss gaming :[ miss the adrenaline thrill of jamming the keyboard, miss the late nights.
gayoon❤: Miss the whole partying thing, and the nonsense we chat about.
JI✭: But no matter what, it’s no more for next year at last.
gayoon❤: I’ve had my fair share I think.
gayoon❤: Hopefully nothing new and more interesting will come out to tempt me.
JI✭: Don’t count on it!
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