Twenty
I fell in love with a gang member
you scrunched up your nose smelling what smelt like.. Lavender and..salt water? the grainy feeling of the sand rub against your arm when you moved it and yours ears perked when you heard the waves crashing onto shore, it sounded...relaxing.
you opened your eyes and sat up to realize you were sitting on the beach. amazed at the crystal blue water as the sun shined onto it giving you a clear view of many colorful fishes. getting up onto you feet you started to roam around to soak in the view. After a good 15 minutes of walking by the shore and taking in the scent of salty sea air, something caught your eye. a little boy running your way with a huge smile plastered on his cute face
"appa!"
at first you thought he was going to run right into you until you felt him run threw you instead which made you shriek in fright. it did scare you, seeing a small form run threw you like it was nothing and running up the path "how'd he do that" you mumbled to your self patting your body with your hands without it going threw your body "appa your home~" hearing the little boy again you turned your gaze towards his voice and started to walk threw the path seeing the little boy throw his arms around who you thought was the father in front of a beautiful two story house.
the older man flashed the little boy a smile. ruffling the boys hair. the only thing you could think about was that smile which looked familiar and made your heart race making you feel all warm inside. only one person made your heart race like this and that was "thats myungsoo" a deep voice said behind you making you jump in fright. spinning around you saw yunho standing behind you with a soft smile on his face wearing white skinny jeans, a white button up shirt and soft looking wings on his upper back. you stared in awe at him which made him chuckle
(HAD TO MAKE THIS BIG.. i drew a HOT yunho as an angel)
"Umma! appa messing with my hair again!" the little boy whined which made you turn your gaze away from the angelic yunho. you saw a women with long brown wavy hair that reached the middle of her back and a kind smile on her face.getting a better look of the little boys face, he looked a lot like myungsoo but he had the eyes of the mother. "thats you.. in the future" yunho mumbled placing a hand on your shoulder giving it a small squeeze "so.. thats my i mean me and myungsoos child??" you asked him starring at the future you in shock seeing her walk up to an older looking myungsoo giving him a loving peck on the lips
(future you and myungsoo)
"welcome home jagiya" she softly said with a smile on her face and love reflected in her eyes. "it wasnt really your time to die y/n" yunho told you as tears welled up in your eyes making things blurry "i dont want to die if i was going to have a wonderful life with myungsoo" you whimpered out twitching slightly from yunho wiping your tears. he gave you warm smile "you dont have to" he let out a chuckle making you confused at his statement "what do you mean" you asked him looking up into his eyes wondering why he would say those things "your barely hanging on to life right now. you lost a lot of blood from that shot. even though you were a babo to take the shot" he said thumping you on the forehead which made you yelp in surprise and a mixture of pain as you rubbed your forehead trying to sooth the pain
"YAH! why'd you hit me and what do you mean im a babo for jumping in front of oppa?!" he only chuckled seeing your angry expression on your face "because it wouldnt have hit him. it would have only graze his arm" he explained to you which only made you scrunch up your nose in dislike. so all of this wouldnt have happened if you didnt push him out of the way. you could have lived and have this wonderful life with myungsoo in this beautiful place. "y/n!" you heard a familiar yet distance voice yell out to you
"yunho do you.." you stopped mid sentence to look up at yunho to only find out hes not there anymore. you head it again, your name being called out but it was becoming louder and louder every minute. your tears started to cascade down your cheeks looking every where for the voice now you knew who those voice belong too. all of a sudden your world became black and the only thing you could hear was beeping and something warm on your hand. "y/n.. please wake up.. " oh you wish you could open your eyes but you couldn't everything felt heavy and slowly you started to fall asleep
myungsoo pov
i sat in the chair next to her bed its been about a month since she got hit by the bullet and today was Christmas eve and in an hour would be Christmas day. this would have been the first time spending Christmas together as a couple. everyone told me i had panda eyes and lost a lot of pounds since i did stay up most of the time i was camping out in her room waiting.. just waiting for her to wake up. she looked really pale when we brought her to the hospital, the doctor said she lost a lot of blood and this results her in a coma. now the color to her face came back after three weeks of being here and she would twitch her fingers once in a while if i wasnt holding them in my hands. tears would cascade down her beautiful face mumbling my name but that would all stop when i grab a hold of her hand in mine
. she didnt have a breathing mask on anymore or any tubes except for the IV in her arm. the guys finally convinced GD to go home and actually sleep for the first time. me and GD were the only ones who stayed the while time, while some of our friends would stop by to visit bringing gifts for her and food for the both of us. if only i am in her state now, she wont suffer this much. "y/n.. please wake up" i missed her big brown eyes;
the way her eyes shined when she would open them, I love how it melted my heart and my knees completely weak just from her stares. I love how her eyes looked into mine when i hold her in my arms. i loved how she would blush when we are affectionate in public. oh god how i missed kissing those lips of hers, the way it pressed against mine made every troubles i felt away just by a single kiss from her. i looked out the window at the pitch black sky to see the stars littering the midnight sky as snow littered the streets. i remember when we would go outside at night
"what would it be like to swing on a star or walk on a cloud? would it be anything like what i feel whenever you are near?" i asked her which made her blush ferociously turning her head away from my loving gaze to stare up at the sky. she crossed your arms over her chest
the clock on the wall dinged indicated it was Christmas day snapping me out of my flash back. "all i want for Christmas is y/n to wake up.. " i softly said before laying my head on her stomach with my right hand interlaced with her right. my eyes fluttered shut in slumber
ah sorry for the late update D: i was actually deciding what to draw for this chapter for a Christmas present to you all~ btw sorry if this is kind of short .___.
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