'" Last Box!" says Kangin after bringing in the box at my new apartment... 

Finally we're done shifting all my things from my old apartment to my new one... Thanks so much to all Super Junior members for helping me.. I feel bad that they need to put me in despite for their super busy schedules.. oh God, I'm so thankful to this boys...

"So are you fine arranging all this things alone? "

"I'm gonna able to manage it so don't worry...''

"I'll call you later ok..."

I smilled and he kiss my forehead before leaving...

"yah kyu, is you and Kiwie are couple right now?"

"not yet Kangin hyung"

"jinjja???? but you two really look like one..."

"So when are you going to officially ask her out?"

I really more than wanted to ask her out officially Donghae hyung... but I just don't know how to say it....

"we can help you!" Siwon smiled...

"meet me at our dorm" 

Kyuhyun sent me a text message earlier asking me to meet him at their dorm.. weird! Even we are now staying at the same building, I don't really go to their dorm to meet him. They have the rules not to let any girls in... 

I knocked the door and Siwon opened it for me... 

"Hi!!!... where's kyu?"

"he's not here... but I got something for you.... "

"okay............what is it??"

he gave me that 'wait' sign and he turn on the CD player... I smiled when "SORRY SORRY" start playing.. and siwon sings some part of it..

~  Inside the glaze that stares back at me

Inside the glaze it’s as if I’m
As if I’m a guy bewitched by something
I can’t even escape it now

He left the dorm and Sungmin came in.... He smiled and like Siwon did, he turn the CD player on and start singing some part of SJ song

Just one love from you is enough for me
Even if I must lose everything
I will never let you go
You are my everything, my love~

I only see you
I keep thinking about you
That never fails to make me smile
You’re my everything, my heart~

I feel like crying right now.. "ANGEL" one of my favorite song of them... Sungmin gave me a note writen by Kyuhyun :

"I will take some of Sungmin hyung's wine and we will have fun enjoying it together... just you and me.. even I'm sure you would you like me even with out wine"

PABO!!! Sungmin gave me a hug and he signal that the next person is coming.. I was standing in the mindle of their dorm with my heart floating .... Donghae came in with his melting smile... He didn't turn on the CD player, instead he start dancing and singing...

Your bashful smile, your shy words, your cold hands

I thought of you every day

I couldn’t do anything....michigesseona

Cause you are so beautiful

Let me gasp against your lips, to say this phrase, “I love you”

Cause you are so beautiful

Just stay by my side you belong only to me

Donghae wrap me with Super Junior baseball jacket with kyuh's name on it... I put my hands inside the pocket and there' s a note 

~ : Just like this jacket, I promise to keep you warm.. I will proctect you and walk with you for a life time...: ~

Ahhh jinjja!! I'm going crazy.. where is this guy!! 

Shindong oppa came with jigsaw puzzle... behind it there's a note that says

" See there's a missing piece here, if I'm this puzzle, you are my missing piece... It will only be comple if you stick with me.." 

Then Eunhyuk came out... and both of them start rapping their "No Other " part 

You know, I’m a little bit shy sometimes, you don’t know but you’re burning like the sun, please understand my feelings

Even those girls that appears on TV shows are sparkling, you’re always be the one in my eyes neaga michyeo miycheo baby!! 

Hearing you tell me that you love me, I have everything in this world, You & I, You’re so fine, is there someone like you?
I love you Oh, please know it, to me there’s only you, that I stupidly see you as my everything

I laugh at this two dorkiness.. They are dancing while rapping and shindong did his 'no other' trademark move.. just so cute!!

Leeteuk, Ryeowook, Yesung & Kangin Oppa came in all at once.. okay this is cute.. KangTeuk and YeWook..I giggle on that thoughts.... They start singing "All My Heart" soothingly... even kangin oppa sang it extremely good along with them.. Then the rest came in and sing ihe song together.. just Kyuhyun is not here..... 

Baby
It’s all my heart,Babe.
My hearts filled with you
Give me your hand on my chest
It’s beating

You’re everything in my head
Within the difficult day in the world
You make me alive in the tiring day
After wandering for a long time (Alone)

I’ve been with standed without you (Without you)
Now I gradually feel peaceful and suddenly smile
Bind up the dark curtain (Far away)
Hold up the feeling (Your feeling)
Facing me, you shade away my sadness

I still can’t saying that
I’m falling head over, tingling to say that word
Love you more than anyone else
Only you and me and me, and me, and me

I’m really happy in this moment
Really thank you for coming to me
Thanks for the one who loves me
Only you and me and me, and me, exactly you,

Rap>
Baby Boo, My hot little figure
Whom I was searching anywhere on earth
When I almost collapse with exhaust

I just eye on you, my beloved Venus
It feels like a dream, so don’t wake me up
We so fine Do you want to fly to the sky
I mean no one can interfere us
Both holding hands will never let you go,I admit
I promise that everybody will envy us.

Babe
This is what I’m begging,Baby.
Can I be the only guy who stay with you and holds your hands
My significant thing is you.
I’m afraid that you would leave. I wouldn’t let you go.
How can I keep you this way?

Big money or nice car (For me)
They’re not what I’m satisfied. (Satisfied)
Your existence is special

Nothing can be measure
The more I getting know you (closer)
I completely have a crash (head over)
Having dream is a little delight
Drewing to see you

I still can’t saying that
I’m falling head over, tingling to say that word
Love you more than anyone else
Only you and me and me, and me, and me

I’m really happy in this moment
Really thank you for coming to me
Thanks for the one who loves me
Only you and me and me, and me, exactly you,

To unfold my only crumble wish
Within my wish, you and I may be together
You’re very far away
Whenever you come back closer Yeah~
I’m having my tears Yeah~
Yeah~

I still can’t saying that
I’m falling head over, tingling to say that word
Love you more than anyone else
Only you and me and me, and me, and me

I’m really happy in this moment
Really thank you for coming to me
Thanks for the one who loves me
Only you and me and me, and me, exactly you,

I still can’t saying that
I’m falling head over, tingling to say that word
Love you more than anyone else
Only you and me and me, and me, and me

I’m really happy in this moment
Really thank you for coming to me
Thanks for the one who loves me
Only you and me and me, and me, exactly you.

I can't help it anymore... My tears eventually fall... infront of this 8 amazing guys... Ryeowook came to me and held my shoulder... "Kiwie ah... go to your apartment now.. the person you're waiting is there waiting for you to come... and please listen to his heart..."

I bow to them and rush my feet to my apartment... 
When I open the door... there he is, smiling fooly to me... He have my favorite champagne roses..... He point on the table.. My favorite strawberry milk, chocolate, cup cakes and cookies are all place nicely with a heart shape balloon hanging around..

"yah.. cho kyuhyun... when did you did this?? are you gonna make me suffer diabetes by giving me all that sweet... and are you planning to give heart attact with that kind of confession....."

He walked closely to me but stop......

"I planned to make you sick and the only medicine that can cure you is me.... are you sick right now?"

I nod my head....

"Do want to take medicine?"

I nodded my head again...

"So  what about coming here to me......"

I took my step and walk to him... he opened his arms and just in second I was wrap around him....He look right to my eyes ... he smiled and sing......

My heart listens to you from Head to toe

even though the whole world laughs

my heart hears only you

everyday I collect your spirit and kiss you to say I love you
eternally

love  you.......

Oh my baby my love… 

I didn't hesitate to kiss him... my namja chingu.. Cho Kyuhyun!!