Hyosung was alone in her room in SECRET’s dorm. She found herself was lying and staring to the ceiling. And her brain started being a narrator toward her minds. She didn’t know why, but the negative thoughts kept appearing, none of them were good thoughts.

When the good thought tried to show up, the negative one shot it down. Unknowingly, she had been crying hard. She panted a few times because of the lack oxygen after the hard sobs, which really uncomfortable for her. Especially when she was thinking about her hard days. About her future and about the present time.

“Although people give us good responses, there are still many of antifans on us,” She thought about that. And then she thought about the debut days, when people didn’t really give them attention, when she was being jealous on MBLAQ and B2ST.

“Why even now, people not recognizing us like what B.A.P got?” She asked herself, and thus, the tears appeared again. “Ah.. This is stupid and hurt myself,” She murmured softly. She woke up slowly as she felt dizziness hit her head slowly but surely. “Unnie!! The lunch is here!” Her dongsaengs called her, with their usual cherish voice, and it was success to make her smile a little. Because, every time she was thinking about her problems and then the girls came in her mind, she would smile. Because of them, they were able to reach their position like now

She was thankful for the efforts they gave in their dreams. “Nde! I will go to there in a few minutes!” “Unnie! You don’t need to make up your face!” JiEun’s whining voice was heard clearly by her. “I don’t want to make up myself!” Hyosung yelled and the dongsaengs went into silence as she didn’t hear any voices after that except the plates and fork