It's over

One Direction: A life of being a fan

Jefferson who just entered the room, he asked direclty "What's wrong?"

I stood up from the bed and said "Can you help me to find tickets? I really need to go home"

"Why?"

"Louis' grandma died and he really needs me right now. I really need to be there as soon as possible"

We went to the airport and booked for my flight. My flight would be next week. We can't find any schedules

for this week. Louis' grandma burial would be next week. Maybe I can't come on time but I will really try my

best to there for him. I booked for the schedule and I got my ticket. I was still worried the fact that Louis'

really down right now. If I'm there beside him right now, he won't be this problematic. I wish I was beside him

right now. I want to comfort him. When we went home, dinner's ready. After we ate our dinner, I told them

that I'll be leaving next week.

"Why did his grandma die?" Uncle Rudy asked

" cancer" 

"Oh...send our condolence for him" Aunt Vicky said

I nodded

After a few days, it's my day to go back to Birmingham. They sent me to the airport. Before I went inside going

to the waiting area inside the airport, we had a talk with them.

"Aunt Vicky, Uncle Rudy, thank you for taking care of me while I'm still here. I will tell mom about this" I smiled

"No problem, Jess. You were always my daughter ever since you were still a kid" Aunt Vicky smiled

"Thank you"

"Take care of yourself" Uncle Rudy touched my shoulders

I nodded and gave him a smile

"Jessy, I will really miss you" Elizabeth said in a teary eyed

"I will miss you too" I gave him a warm hug

We let go of ourselves and I saw Jefferson walking towards us

"We'll be going now, Jessy. Take care okay?" Aunt Vicky said

"Yes" I smiled at them and waved at them

"Can we have a talk for a while?" Jefferson asked his mom

"Sure. We'll be waiting for you outside" Aunt Vicky said and they walked away

Jefferson looked at me and took a deep breath "Thank you for telling me to forgive my dad after what he did

to me. Dad allowed me to reach my dreams because of you. Thank you so much, Jess. Thank you for being

a great friend and as a sister. I will really miss you"

"It's okay. Why are thanking me a lot of things like am I never coming back here?" I laughed

He smiled "I just wanted to thank you a lot"

I touched his shoulders "I'll be back here. That's a promise and if we ever meet again someday, I'll be expecting that 

you'll be a professional photographer"

He nodded and smiled at me. I gave him a warm hug "I will miss you"

"I will miss you too" he said

 

When I arrived at Birmingham, I went home directly. When I arrived home, no one's home. I received a text

message from my mom telling me that today is the burial of Louis' grandma and they were all there. I put my bags

and one luggage downvand went directly to the place where the burial of Louis' grandma. When I arrived at the

cemetary, people started to go home.vI saw Eleanor and Louis near the tree. I went to towards them. They

didn't saw me. They were busy talking at each other. As I was coming near to them, Louis stumbled down and

Eleanor caught him. Louis who looks like crying the whole day, looked at Eleanor. Eleanor looked at him. Their faces

was just an inches away. I stopped from walking and looked at them. Suddenly, their lips touched. They were kissing

in front of me. While I was watching them, my body felt numb. I can't move a single move. I wanted to ran away but I can't.

I was stucked there looking at them. I can feel my tears are going to fall down anytime. Until Eleanor saw me and she

stopped kissing Louis. Louis looked at me and he was surprised knowing that I saw what they did. A tear fell down

from my eyes and I ran away. I ran away going out from the cemetery. I saw a taxi cab and went inside. I was crying

inside the taxi cab. I never knew that they can do this to me. I wasn't expecting that to happen. Looking at them kissing

at each other, kills me. I don't know what to do. I know Eleanor still loves Louis. Does this mean that they will be getting

back together? I am now in the state of confusion. I arrived at a place where there is a bay and a park. I sat one of the

bench beside the bay and cried. I did my best to come on time to the burial. My phone rang. Louis is calling me and I

didn't mind it. I received text messages from him but I didn't mind it too. I can feel my heart is broken into pieces. After a

few hours of letting all the pain go, I stood up. My phone rang. I thought it's a call from Louis but it's from 

Director Brian. I answered the call

"Hello?"

"Jessy?"

"Yes, DIrector Brian"

"Where are you now? Are you free tonight?"

"Yes, I'm free tonight"

"Can we meet up at the restaurant near the office tonight?"

"Okay"

Then, we hang up. I took a taxi cab in going to the restaurant. Why did Director Brian called me? Does Louis told him 

about what happened a while ago? Or did Louis planned this. There's a lot of things in my mind right now. I can't think

properly. When I arrived at the restaurant, I saw Director Brian in his black polo and jeans. He was seated on the corner

near the window glass. When he saw me, he waved at me and smiled. I went towards him and he offered a seat to me.

He looked at me curiously "Where you crying?"

"Family problems"

"Oh, I'm sorry"

"It's okay"

I saw him with two folders on the table

"Why are we here?" I asked him

"It's better if we eat our dinner first" he smiled 

After we ate our dinner, he gave me the two folders. I opened the folders and saw American-British Next Top Model in a 

bold text in the bondpaper. I looked at him curiously

"What's this? Are you telling me that I will audition for this?"

"No" he smiled

"Then, what?"

"The head fashion designer of the American-British Next Top Model saw your works during the X Factor and he loves it.

He's asking you if you want to take the job as one of the fashion designers in the said show. The show will be taken in

Paris, France"

"How long will it take?" 

"Maybe four to six month or maybe half a year"

"Does it mean I'll be there in Paris for half a year?"

He nodded

I got the other folder and opened it. I read in a bold text Vampire Diaries and looked at him

"They also wanted you to be one of the fashion designers of the show"

"I'll be having two jobs in a day?"

"No. After working for the American-British Next Top Model, you will work with the tv series, Vampire Diaries"

"How long will it take?"

"It needs one to two years to complete a one season. It will be also taken in Paris, Monte Carlo, Spain and Brazil"

I nodded and looked at the contract

"Are you okay with it?" Director Brian looked at my eyes

I looked at him. This is an oppurtunity to take. God gave this because of reasons. I know there's a reason behind

this contract. 

"I'm okay with it"

Director Brian sighed as a relief and got his ballpen from his pocket "Sign the contract"

I got the ballpen and signed the two contracts. I gave back the two folders to him

"Jessy, thank you so much for accepting the offer"

"It's okay" 

"I'll just contact you for some informations"

I nodded 

 

When I came home, I saw Henry inside the living room

"Where have you been? I haven't you seen at the burial a while ago"

When I looked at the dining room, I saw Eleanor standing looking at me. I went directly to my room. There was a

knock 

on the door. I opened the door and saw Eleanor standing in front of me. 

"Jess..." before she can continue her words, I closed back the door

I read Louis' text messages, it all said "Let me explain", "I'm really sorry. I didn't mean it" 

I threw my phone to my table and turned off the lights and went to sleep. 

 

After a few weeks of not having a communication with Louis because I was avoiding him, really avoiding him especially

Eleanor. Mom, Henry and Unlce John knew about what happened between Eleanor and Louis. They were trying their best

to solve the problem but they can't. Until it went to the media, they knew about our relationship that it's already complicated

but they never knew the reason why. A lot of reporters wanted to ask for Louis' answer but he won't give one. There was one

time I was buying for clothes in the mall, one reporter approached me and asked about our relationship but I didn't give a

comment. I never hang out with the boys after that incident.I am now busy preparing for my things inside the luggages and

bags. I saw the necklace that Louis gave me. I can still remember the day when he gave me this and the first fight we had 

because of I forgot to wear the necklace. I decided to put the necklace inside the drawer. I saw the bracelet that Zayn gave 

me inside the drawer. I looked at it for a while and remembered him. I decided to to put it back and closed the drawer. My

bags and luggages are now ready for my flight going to Paris. I won't be here for two or three years. I sat on my bed and 

looked at my room. I will miss this room. It brings a lot of memories. Someone knocked on the door and it opened. I saw

Henry and mom opened the door. They went inside my room and sat beside me.

"Are you ready?" mom asked

I nodded and smiled

"Is this for real?" Henry asked

I nodded and looked at him

"Jessy, always remember that if you have problems, just call us" mom said while touching my hair

I looked at her "I will"

"Take care of yourself there. No one will cook food for you" Henry said

"Of course I know how to cook food"

"We will really miss you" mom said and gave me a warm hug. Henry also gave me a warm hug

 

When Henry was putting luggages inside the car, he saw a car stopped in front of our house. I looked at the car and 

it seems familiar. A guy went outside the car and saw Louis towards me. I was standing beside the car and mom 

was beside me. Louis was teary eyed when he showed up to me. He suddenly knelt down in front of me and started

crying "Jessy, please. Don't do this to me"

"Louis, I need to end up this. I can't take it anymore. All this time, I knew that you had a past relationship with Eleanor

but you never have the guts to say it to me instead you kept it to yourself. I went away because I wanted space. I wanted

to think for myself because I observed I was all too busy of some stuffs and I forgot to have a time for myself. When you 

called me and told me that your grandma died and you really needed me. I went directly to the airport after you called.

I looked for tickets but the available tickets are for next week which is the burial of your grandma. I was thinking that I

should be there for you at that time. I know that there might be a chance that I can't come to the burial of your grandma but 

I'll try my best to..."

"I thought you won't come..." he looked at me crying

Tears started to fall down from my eyes "I never told you that I can't come. I was just late. Just late. And when I arrived

at the cemetery, I saw you with Eleanor kissing at each other with my two eyes. I never knew that you can do 

this to me, Louis. The real reason why I needed space because I had a hard time between you and Zayn. Zayn told me

that he also likes me. I know you've been jealous to Zayn because he's close to me. Yes it's true, he really loves me. 

He just doesn't show it to you because you are his best friend and he knows where his place is. All this time, Zayn is the

one who's been always there for me. He's the one who makes me laugh when I'm sad. After thinking about it, you know what?

I chose you over Zayn even though I have feelings for Zayn. I chose you over Zayn! And when I came back here, you proved

me wrong. I should have choose Zayn but I won't. I won't choose Zayn because I don't want you guys fight because of me. Me

as an ordinary girl and just a fan of One Direction. Louis, it's over. I'm sorry. I need to go. Goodbye"

I wiped my tears away and went inside the car. Mom and Henry went inside the car and we went to the airport.

And that's how our love story ended.

 

 

When I arrived at Paris, I said to myself "This is your new life, Jessy. Welcome to Paris" 

 

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KenzieHollingsworth #1
Chapter 58: I respect the author... One Direction isnt really on my playlist. Lol Henry and Nickhun are!!
leejoonswife
#2
ITS ASIANFANFICS!!!!!!
yejiapsaranghaja
#3
I don't like 1D at all, but I respect you as a writer!
I was just confused why they were floating around on AFF!
minseon #4
I'm sorry, I found this when I was scrolling though the 'you' & 'completed' tag and I found this. You know, this is ASIANfanfics, right? If you want to write 1D or whatever; go to wattpad or fanfictionoverflow.
But at least thank you for using kpop faces- yet you changed their names expect for Nichkhun! Orz.
LocketyLover_Bunny
#5
One direction? In an "Asian" Fanfic account?! That's a first for me lol well at least you've got Henry and other kpop idols in the mix
ChoiMiYoung
#6
Not a fan of 1D... But Hwaiting~