The Truth

One Direction: A life of being a fan

I was watching the television. My mom went outside from her room and asked me to come with her in buying groceries. Since I 

don't have anything else to do in this house, I went to my room and changed. We went to the grocery store. I was the one who 

kept on pushing the shopping cart and my mom was busy looking at the things she wants to buy. While I was waiting for my mom,

a guy who was wearing a hoodie bumped into me and he fell the drink that he was holding. I bent down to get the drink. I gave

it to him and said "Sorry" He looked at me curiously. He was wearing a sunglasses. I gave him a puzzled look.

"Jessy" he mummbled

"Wait, why do you know me?" I asked him

He got his sunglasses and I was surprised on what I saw, it was Zayn!

"What are you doing here? Don't you have rehearsals today?" I asked him

"Actually we have but I'm tired" he smiled at me

"Bradford bad boy" I mummbled

My mom towards me and said "Zayn"

Zayn smiled at my mom and said "Can I go out with her for a while?"

"Why?" my mom asked as she put the canned goods inside the shopping cart

"Umm... I need to show her something which is really important"

"Is that really important?" my mom put her hands on her waist

"Yes!" Zayn gave my mom a big smile

"Okay" my mom said and smiled at him

I was surprised knowing that my mom agreed about it. Zayn put his sunglasses on and he grabbed my wrist. We went to the cashier

to pay the drink. We went outside the grocery store and we decided to go to the mall. Since the mall is just a few blocks away from

the grocery store, we decided to walk going to the mall.

"Why didn't you attend the rehearsals?" I asked him

He looked at me "I told you, I'm tired"

"What if they'll see you here walking in the streets" 

"Don't worry" he smiled at me

I smiled at him and we went inside the mall. He grabbed me going to a store which has a lot of wigs and accessories. 

"What are we doing here?" I asked him

He looked for a wig and got the wig with a curly hair and put it on his head. He looked at the mirror and looked at me 

"Is it okay?"

"Wait, why are you doing this by the way?" I asked him curiously

"Let's disguise! Let's wear something so they won't recognize us. What if Brian will see you here, having some fun and not doing your

work. And what if someone will see us that we are going out together. What will you do?"

I sighed "Fine"

He got a long blonde wig and said "Try this"

I got the wig from his hands and tried fitting it on. I looked at the mirror

"You look good"

I smiled at him

"You should wear glasses" he said

He looked for glasses and I followed him behind. He got the glasses and he put it on me. I looked at him and smiled

"Pretty" he mummbled

"What?"

"Nothing" he said

I pouted

"Why don't we wear a scarf?" he suggested

"Okay!" I smiled at him

We got scarfs and tried putting it on. After we put it on, Zayn payed the things we put on ourselves. We went outside the store and

walked inside the mall. So far, no one recognized us. We we're just walking like we're an ordinary people. We went to an ice cream

store and bought ice cream. We looked for a table and took a seat. Zayn started to take some pictures of me. I was trying to get

the phone from his hands so he won't take picture anymore but I can't. Instead, I ended up laughing at him because there was an

ice cream beside his lips. He looked at me with a puzzled look. I pointed beside my lips so he'll know that  there's something

beside his lips. Instead, he was confused. I got the ice cream from his lips and he looked at me straightly to my  eyes. I looked at

his eyes and I don't know what to do. He moved closer to me. I don't know how to stop him. All I did was to put back the ice cream

back to his face. And we ended up laughing. After we ate our ice cream, we took a picture together. After we took a picture together,

we decided to go the park. We walked going to the park. When we arrived at the park, there were only a few kids because it's

getting darker. Zayn's phone rang and he didn't answer the call.

"Who was that?" I asked him

"Liam. I think they were looking for me" he looked at me

"Why won't you go home?"

"I want to spend the whole day with you before we would go to our tour"

"Oh... yeah. Tomorrow, you'll go to US right?"

He nodded. Zayn's phone rang again and he didn't answer the call. He decided to turned it off

"Why did you do that?" 

He looked at me "They're annoying"

My phone rang and I got it from my pocket. I saw Louis' name on it. Zayn got it and didn't answer the call

"Hey!" I said

He turned off my phone and gave it back to me

"Why did you do that? Louis will really got mad at me" I looked at him

He started to walk going to swing and said "Just tell Louis that your phone has low battery"

I walked behind him and we sat on the swing

"Jessy, I need to tell you a lot of things that's why I need to spend this day with you" he said while watching the sky

I looked at him and he looked at me

"Do you remember when you were in the airport? A guy bumped on you" he said

"Yeah. Why?" 

He laughed and got something from his pocket. He showed me his picture. That picture! That was the picture which got lost when

I arrived in the airport. There was a letter behind the picture telling how much I love Zayn Malik. I got the picture from his hands and

he ended up laughing

"I already read that"

"You were the guy whom I bumped to in the airport?" I asked him

He smiled and nodded

"Gosh! I didn't expect that. I thought that was just some random guy. You know, I was trying to find you because I know you have the 

picture but my mom called me"

"Since that day, I kept the picture inside my wallet. I searched your facebook account and twitter. Until I heard that you were stuying

in Birmingham City University. Have you also remember that you were sitting on a bench and a guy was looking at you behind a tree..."

"Don't tell me that was you" I said

He nodded 

My eyes went huge "What?! You know Zayn, you gave me goosebumps. You also did it in the park, right?"

"No!" he said

"Don't tell me that wasn't you"

"I didn't peek you out in a park"

"Zayn!" I exclaimed

He laughed "Okay, that was also me"

I slapped his shoulders "Zayn Malik"

"I already like you when I first saw you in the airport" he smiled

"Love at first sight?"

"Yes"

"Actually, I don't believe in that"

"You should"

"Why?" 

"Since the day I first met you, I already like you and... until now"

"What about during the sleepover? You told Louis that you didn't saw me before"

"Yeah.. that one. While we were in US, I told them that I met someone and I like her. They were curious if who it was until that interview

came. They asked me about the girls in US and I told them that I like someone. While you were in the boutique shop, I was surprised

knowing that you were also in US. I didn't expect that you would also go there. I was happy and I grabbed your hands. I also saw you

in our concert. Have you also remembered before the concert started, someone whispered on your ear..."

"You're the one who whispered on my ear?"

"Yes. And during the interview in US. I don't know if you have watched it, I was actually referring to you"

My eyes went huge and I was speechless on what he just said. The mysterious guy in my life is Zayn Malik and I can't believe it.

"During the sleepover, we saw a shooting star right?"

I nodded

"You know what I wished for?"

"No" I mummbled

"I wish that you would also love me like the way I do"

I sighed and looked down

"I was waiting for this time to tell all this to you but I can't find time since you're always with Louis" he looked at the sky

I looked at him and I looked at the sky

"Zayn, you don't know how much I love you. I was waiting for the time that you would also tell me that you love me too. But, I got tired and

gave up. I knew back then that it wouldn't happen. Zayn, I just want us to stay being like this, being friends. Enjoying each other's

company and share stories together"

"I know, I'm too late to let you know all about this"

I looked at him and he looked at me

"When you fell in love with one who belongs to someone else. The reality is really painful. When you know that the two of them really

love each other, the more pain you have. You have to keep every feeling inside waiting to be seen you're right there"

I stood up and said "I need to go home now"

He stood up in front of me and pulled me for a hug. I hugged him back. We let go of each other and I saw him crying. I wept the tears

that kept on falling from his eyes.

"I'm willing to wait for you even though it will take forever"

"Zayn, I don't want to let you know that you still have a chance. Maybe in the future, you have the chance that you and me will be

together...but not now"

 He leaned closer and kissed my head "I love you"

I leaned back and gave him a smile. We walked going back to my house. While we we're going back to my house, he held my hand

tightly. When we arrived in front of my house, he took a deep breath "Always take care of yourself"

I nodded "Good luck on your tour"

He sighed and walked away. I looked at him walking away and went inside the house. I went directly to my room and my

phone. When I my phone, I received a lot of text messages from Niall, Harry, Liam and Louis. They were looking for Zayn

and Louis was looking for me. While I was reading their text messages, Louis called. I answered the call.

"Jessy! Where have you been!? I called you a while ago but you didn't answer it"

"Sorry Louis, my phone got low batt"

"Okay, have you seen Zayn? He's not here in our dorm"

"I don't know. I went to the grocery store with my mom a while ago"

"Are you okay now? Is you right ankle still hurt?"

"No, I can walk and I think I can go back to work tomorrow"

"That's good. Tomorrow is our flight going to US. You should take care of yourself while I'm not here"

"Yes. Take care of yourself too"

"Sorry if I didn't visit you today. I was so tired after the rehearsals"

"It's okay. You should sleep early so you wouldn't be tired on your flight tomorrow"

"Okay. Good Night and I love you"

"Good Night. I love you too"

Then I hang up the phone. My mom went inside my room

"Where have you been? I was worried about you" she said as she sat next to me

"Mom..."

"Yes?"

"Zayn told me that he really loves me but Louis and I are now together"

"Don't tell me you also love Zayn?"

"Mom, you know that I'm totally in love with him but I don't want to lose Louis. I don't want to hurt him and I love him"

"You should be sure about your feelings"

"I told Zayn that it would be better if we stay as friends. He also doesn't want to hurt Louis"

"That's true. It's better if the two of you should stay as friends. Promise me you won't ever hurt Louis. Louis really loves and cares

for you. He's a guy which is so hard to find these days"

"Yes mom. I won't hurt him"

"Are you okay now? Are you going back to work tomorrow?" she asked 

I nodded 

"Okay. Dinner's ready"

I smiled at her and nodded

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KenzieHollingsworth #1
Chapter 58: I respect the author... One Direction isnt really on my playlist. Lol Henry and Nickhun are!!
leejoonswife
#2
ITS ASIANFANFICS!!!!!!
yejiapsaranghaja
#3
I don't like 1D at all, but I respect you as a writer!
I was just confused why they were floating around on AFF!
minseon #4
I'm sorry, I found this when I was scrolling though the 'you' & 'completed' tag and I found this. You know, this is ASIANfanfics, right? If you want to write 1D or whatever; go to wattpad or fanfictionoverflow.
But at least thank you for using kpop faces- yet you changed their names expect for Nichkhun! Orz.
LocketyLover_Bunny
#5
One direction? In an "Asian" Fanfic account?! That's a first for me lol well at least you've got Henry and other kpop idols in the mix
ChoiMiYoung
#6
Not a fan of 1D... But Hwaiting~