I woke up early in the morning and I realized I don't have practice anymore since the X Factor is done. Director Brian will

give my salary next week. I will be receiving my first salary and I'm happy about it. I went downstairs and saw Louis in the

living room. I completely forgot. My mom, Eleanor and I will be fitting for our dress today. After a few minutes staying inside the

shower, Eleanor and John arrived. I went outside the shower room and changed. I wore a green sweater, jeans and a sneakers.

After I changed, we went outside the house and hopped inside the car. It was completely silent inside the car. I was looking

at the buildings and the all the people who were busy in the streets. I saw one kid stealing apples and he gave it to the poor.

The old woman who were selling the apples didn't know that the kid stole one of her apples. The kid has a generous heart. 

He stole the apple just to give to the poor. I was happy looking at him. He was smiling when the poor took a bite in the apple.

"Jessy" it was Eleanor

I looked at her

"Are you okay?" she asked

I nodded

She took a deep breath. I looked away and continued looking at the people in the streets. We arrived in the bridal shop. We

went inside and saw a lot of dresses for wedding. One wedding dress caught my eye. I went closer to it and looked at it. I 

really like the cloth, the design and all! For me, it's perfect. I want to use this kind of wedding dress in my wedding soon. 

My mom stood beside me and touched the dress. 

"You like it?" she asked still touching the dress

I looked at her and nodded

"Every girl dreams of her wedding dress. Every girl wants to look beautiful on her wedding" 

"Mom, in your wedding day, you will be the most gorgeous girl!"

She looked at me and smiled "I want to see you soon in your wedding day"

"That would be how many years from now" 

"When are you planning to have your wedding?"

"Maybe when I'm ready. I'm still 19, mom. I'm too young. I can still do what I want"

She put her hands on my shoulder "I don't want you to end up like me. Where I fell in love with wrong person. Before you 

plan to get married, please make sure if you are really sure of that person. If that person will be there for you in your ups and

downs"

"So, are you telling me mom that Louis isn't the right person yet?"

"No. We don't know what's ahead of us, Jessy. You're still young. You'll meet a lot of people when you get mature"

"Vilma!" John called my mom

"I think I need to fit my wedding dress" she smiled at me

"You fit your dress okay?" she planted a kiss on my forehead and walked away

I'm happy knowing that my mom is happy too. Her wedding day would be next week during our 8th monthsary with Louis. She's

the best mom ever! I won't be like this if it wasn't because her. Eleanor walked towards me and gave me the dress

"We have the same dress?" I asked her

"Yes" she smiled at me

Why is she so gorgeous? I admit it, she's prettier than me. Even though she's just wearing simple shirt and jeans, she still looks

gorgeous. I've been wondering why doesn't she have boyfriend yet? She's pretty and has a good attitude.

"Let's fit the dress together" 

"Okay" I said and we went together inside the fitting room

After we changed, we went outside the fitting room. I saw my stepdad sitting one of the couch. He stood up and looked at us

"Oh, look at my two daughters. You two look beautiful" he walked towards us

It was the first time I heard him calling me as his own daughter

"I can't wait to see your mom" he said

"But you're not allowed to see the bride in her wedding dress before the wedding day" I said

"Yeah! That's one of the superstition" Eleanor said

He put one of his hand on his forehead "Oh, yeah. I completely forgot that"

Eleanor and I looked at each other and laughed

"Anyway, you two look like twins" he smiled 

"No, Eleanor's prettier than me"

"You're pretty like me since you're my sister" she tuck my hair beside my ear

"Jessy! Eleanor!" it was my mom calling us from the fitting room

"I think mom needs our help" Eleanor said

"Dad, we'll help mom" I said

Wait, what just did I call him. Did I call him dad? It was my first time either calling him dad. Wow! Just wow! We went inside the 

fitting room and saw our mom in her beautiful wedding dress. She was standing in fron of us. We were looking at her like

she was an angel sent down from heaven. She's really beautiful. 

"Do I look good?" she asked us

"You look great, mom. You're so beautiful" I walked toward her

"I can't wait for your wedding day, mom" Eleanor followed me

"Are you sure that I really look good in this wedding dress? You know... I pick out this wedding dress and I thought maybe it won't

come good when I wear this..." she said while looking at the wedding dress

"Mom, stop thinking that you don't look good. Everyone's beautiful in our own way. Mom, you're beautiful" I lifted up her chin

She smiled at me and leaned closer to me "Thanks, honey"

"Mom, you will be the most beautiful girl in the whole word...in the eyes of us, Henry and of course, dad"

"Thanks, sweetie" my mom smiled at her and pulled her beside us. We hugged her and let go of her. 

"So, we have our nicknames. I'm sweetie and you're honey" Eleanor looked at me

We laughed together. When we went outside the fitting room, we saw Louis and Henry having a talk with dad. I didn't know

Louis would be coming here. When they saw us, they stopped talking.

"So guys, have you already fitted your suits?" my mom asked

"Yeah. You took long inside the fitting room" Henry said

They're done fititng their suits? How come? We were inside the fitting room for a few minutes.

"You know girls change slow. They will take time inside the room" Louis said

"Where are we going next?" my mom asked

"Let's go to the shop where we'll be buying the cake" dad stood up and went towards mom

"Let's go guys" he said and put his arms around my mom's shoulders

We hopped inside the car and dad started to drive. Louis and I were seated together while Eleanor and Henry were seated

together. I looked at Louis and he looked at me

"You don't have work today?" I asked him

"My schedule today is coming here with you"

"Louis, I heard you were writing a song together with Liam"

"Yes. Where did you hear that?"

"Internet. You know"

He smiled "Don't worry you'll be the first one to hear that song after we finish it"

I smiled at him

He got my hands and locked his fingers into it. We went inside the bakery shop. There were three cakes in front of us. We 

need to taste each one of them and choose the best cake. The cake will be chosen will be their wedding cake. Mom and 

dad let us to choose the cake. We started to eat each one of the cake. We had a talk and decided with the cake. Well, this

cake is unique and refreshing to the eyes and it's also delicious. 

"Yeah, this is nice" mom said

"This is unique!" my dad said

"I told you, Henry. They will like it" I tuck my tongue at him

"Okay, you win" Henry said and pouted

"It's okay big bro" Eleanor tapped his shoulders

After choosing for the cake, we went to the restaurant to eat our dinner. It was a long day choosing for the wedding cake and

dress. I can't wait to see my mom during her wedding day. After I ate my dinner, I went inside the comfort room. Before I went

inside the comfort room, I heard someone talking. I leaned to the wall so she won't see me.

"You know, he's not in love with you anymore! He's happy with her. You should know where you're place is. He's over you. 

You are never ever getting back together with him. He really loves her and it's too late to tell him that you still care for him and 

the most painful fact is... you still love him" 

That's Eleanor's voice. Do she still love... who? Who is she talking about? I really don't get her

"Louis, I know you love Jessy so much. Louis, I'm happy for you"

OMG! So, he's talking about Louis?! She's still in love with Louis? I need to get out of here before she founds out that I'm 

eavesdropping. I walked back going to the table. I still can't believe what Eleanor said in the comfort room. Eleanor walked

going to back to her chair and drank her iced tea. I looked at her and looked down. Louis looked at me.

"Are you okay?" he asked

I looked at him "Me?"

"Yes, you. What are you thinking about?"

"N..n..no... I'm okay"

"Are you sure?"

"Yes. Don't worry about me" 

I took a deep breath. When we went outside the restaurant, I told my mom that I want to go to Louis' dorm

"Why?" she asked

"Mom, I just want to visit the boys"

"But the.." Louis didn't finish his sentence because I pinched his arm

"Okay. Louis, you need to send her home okay? Before midnight" my mom said

"Sure" Louis smiled at my mom

We took a taxi cab going to their dorm. I put my head on his shoulders. Louis, I still love you. What Eleanor said in the comfort

room is still on my mind. It won't get out. Maybe Louis was the one Henry and Eleanor were talking about during that late night.

We arrived in their dorm and I sat on the couch. 

"Where are they?" I asked him

"They are in the studio right now"

I nodded

He sat beside me "Is there something wrong?"

I shook my head

He touched his pocket "Where's my phone?" he searched in the couch and find nothing. He put his hand on his forehead

"I almost forgot. I left it in Zayn's room" 

I stood up "I'll be the one to get it. You should take some rest"

He nodded and sat down on the couch. I walked going inside Zayn's room. It was clean. I saw a lot of pictures of them in 

a picture frame on the top of his drawer. I saw one picture beside his bed. Their family picture. His mom is so gorgeous as

well as her sisters. I looked for Louis' phone. I opened one drawer and saw Louis' phone. Beside Louis' phone was a box, it

was written there, Childhood Crush. I got the box and opened it. I saw his picture. Wait, this picture is familiar! This picture was

the picture I was bringing when I arrived here! I lost this on the airport when a guy bumped into me. He was the one who got 

the picture and that guy was...Zayn?! I flip the picture and saw my message there. I love you so much Zayn. I looked below it and

Zayn wrote there. Hey, there little girl. I saw you again :) I looked at the other things inside the box. I saw the wrapper of the lollipop.

The wrapper of this lollipop was the one I gave it to the boy when I was young and he also gave me a lollipop because I was lost.

So, that kid again was...Zayn?! I really can't believe this! I saw one picture of a girl and a boy. Wait, this is me when we we're

waiting for my mom to fetch me and beside me was the little Zayn. I saw again one picture of me, sleeping. I think Zayn took

this picture when we we're waiting for my mom. I can't believe this! Zayn is my childhood friend...and I am her childhood crush?

"Jessy!" Louis called me from the living room. I returned all the things inside the box and returned the box inside the drawer.

"Yes?! I found your phone!!!" I took a last look on the box. Childhood Crush. I smiled and went out of Zayn's room

"What took you so long?" he asked while I was walking towards him

"You know, it's hard to look for your phone" I sat beside him and gave his phone

"Are you sure or are you looking at my phone"

"No! I wasn't looking at it"

"You know, it's okay to look at my phone"

I smiled at him "I need to go home now"

"Okay, I'll send you home"