Chapter 30

My Painful Tears

Yoona went home and left her mom working , She went and found her dad taking care of Soojung while watching TV .

" dad , Soojung is alsleep? " Yoona asked softly.

" No, she kept playing since the morning " Jwa laughed .

" hehe...great " Yoona smiled and carried her daughter.

" she's so beautiful just like you, i remember you were the same when you were young " Jwayoung took a deep breath and stood up from the Sofa.

" hehe...thanks dad for taking care of Soojung in my absence " Yoona smiled.

" it's okay daughter, just take care of yourself, i heard from your mom that you're sick " her dad worried.

" i'm getting better dad ,thank you" Yoona smiled again.

" great"

" dad, want me to make you some food ? you look hungry."

" no ,daughter, i have to go to work now, cook for yourself and eat "

" ok, dad, have a good day"

" you too "

Jwayoung went out , Yoona was left home alone with her daughter , she suddenly felt pain under her stomach so she slowly sat down and posted her daughter in the Sofa , she couldn't handle the pain , she started to make a sound as her phone rang ,it was an unknown number, yoona replied slowly

" h..hello"

" hello ,are you yoona? "

" y..yes, i'm, who are you?"

"i am Boa, and i guess you know me, i'm coming to your home,hope we can meet there"

"w..why?"

" just want to say some words to you, can i ? "

"...ok..."

" fine ,i'm coming, see you there"

Yoona crossed the phone, she felt the pain going now, she felt strange about Boa's phonecall, she grabbed her baby and took her to her room to sleep.

After half an hour, Yoona heard the doorbell rings, she went to it and opened, it was Boa.

" Hello " Boa spoke

" e..Hi, come in" Yoona said and opened the door wider to Boa

Boa stepped in, Yoona told her to sit on the couch and both did.

" First of all..as you know me and Heechul are seeing each other " Boa said.

"...." Yoona's heart broke into pieces again.

" so I came here to tell you to ..stay away from him " Boa said harshly.

"..huh?!..." Yoona's eyes opened wide.

" yes, I know you two have a relation between each other, and it's your daughter, but that doesn't mean you are together, right?" Boa continued.

"..yes...right " Yoona spoke softly with her teary eyes.

" so the only thing i wanted you to go is to keep a distance between you and my boyfriend ,he's fine with me now " Boa smiled.

" ...." Yoona's eyes started tearing.

"...why are you..crying? " Boa's eyes went wide.

" n-nothing...just...nothing " Yoona browsed her tears and faked a smile.

" well, it's not important , hope you'll support us " Boa said and stood up.

Yoona stood up with her.

" i have to go now " Boa said and walked to the door , Yoona followed her and opened the door for her, then she closed it and started crying hard , she felt she is not herself, the fact that he's looking at another girl just made her so mad inside, she sat on the ground still crying, it was her only chance to cry loudly because no one was home excpet her sleeping daughter, she cried and cried abour half an hour .

Heechul was on the company's restaurant sitting with Kibum eating launch.

" where is Boa? " Heechul asked curiously.

" why? miss her suddenly?" Kibum asked

" no..just i mean, do you know where is she? " Heechul asked

" here she is " Kibum said as Boa sat with them on the table.

" Hi guys " Boa smiled

" hello ,where were you? " Heechul asked

" why ? miss me already? " Boa joked.

" i'm serious " Heechul spoke seriously

" i was ..somewhere " Boa answered.

" wow , i guess i need to go " Kibum said and walked away.

" you frozed him? it's like you're going to kill me, just because i went away for a few minutes you're being mad? " Boa said

" i"m not being mad, i'm just asking " Heechul continued

" well, ok, i went to..Yoona's house" Boa spoke honestly.

" ..." Heechul's eyes turned so wide.

" fine now? " Boa smiled.

" why did you go there? " Heechul asked feeling strangle

" i just..wanted to tell her some stuffs " Boa took a deep breath and started fixing her make up.

" which stuffs?!" Heechul started getting mad

" I told her to let us live in peace " Boa answered .

" what?! why?! it's like she's disturbing us or something " Heechul said madly

" hey hey ! calm down ! i did nothing to her, are you worrying about her? " Boa went mad

" her brother just told me she's sick and you're doing this to her, don't you have a heart? " Heechul couldn't control himself

" what?! so i see from your words that you're worrying about her Mr kim heechul " Boa stood up

" Boa , sit down ,everyone is looking at you" Heechul sat her with his hand

" explain to me, just because i wanted nothing to our relationship you're doing this !" Boa said between her teeth

" she's not ing us , you did that to break her heart " Heechul membled between his teeth

" how can her heart break while she doesn't even love you" Boa spoke harshly

"...." Heechul's eyes got widen, he lost his words, he always thought about that but wasn't sure about it

" she told me that i can do whatever i want with you, she told me that she doesn't love you and she never did" Boa said

"...." Heechul's heart skipped a beat, he can't imagine yoona doing this.

" you're loving doving her while she doesn't even care about you huh! " Boa said and drank water

" Boa, don't do that again ,ok? " Heechul calmed down

" ok, baby, just don't get mad at me ,ok? " Boa did some aegyo

" hehe..ok" Heechul faked a smile.

 

Heechul's heart never accepted the yoona-doesnt-love him thoughts, he always believed she's an honest person , although he's feeling that's true but always tries to deny it. A whole day passed,the hall was full of people ,the ceremony of Boa's birthday looks like an award ceremony .

" wow ! you look so stunning " Kibum was so amazed by Boa's pastel mini dress

" thank you" Boa smiled.

" Kibum, your family won't..come? " Heechul asked while keeping his poker face.

" they'll come soon " Kibum replied.

" Baby..you didn't tell me how do i look " Boa turned to her boyfriend.

" ah..you look amazing " he faked a smile.

" thanks.."

" here they are !" Kibum pointed as he saw his family coming in from  the door .Heechul turned his head fast to see them which made Boa glare at him madly

" let's go to geet them " Heechul said.

"ok " Kibum smiled.

As Heechul started walking Boa locked his arm with hers which made him feel so awkward ,Hayin was carrying SooJung ,Jwayoung was dressing up simply same as his daughter , Yoona's sadness was so obvious on her face.

" Welcome " Heechul bowed.

" Thank you son " The parents replied.

" Please come in " Heechul smiled gently.

while everyone started walking inside the hall, Boa stopped Yoona from her arm .

" Who told you to come? " Boa whispered harshly in her ear.

"..huh..!" Yoona was shocked.

" Did I even invite you? " Boa asked again.

" b-but..." Yoona lost her words.

" Look, it's my  birthday and I don't want you to ruin it for me so you better go " Boa whispered.

" your...b-birthday?!" Yoona's eyes opened wide, she didn't know it was her birthday.

" go !" Boa fired Yoona shamelessly.

"....." Yoona glared at Boa with her watery eyes.

" what are you looking at? just go already " Boa whispered to make sure no one will hear her

Yoona stepped back slowly and went away from the door.

The party started, everyone was drinking and having fun ,Boa blowed on her candles and everyone clapped their hands to congratulate her.

Heechul was looking right and left searching for Yoona, but he didn't find any trace of her , he walked to every place and didnt find her.

He went out from the company and walked some miles until he saw her sitting in the Bus Station crying , his heart ached from the pain , he saw the bus coming so Yoona stood up slowly and rode the bus , Heechul stopped the bus and rode it from behind , Yoona couldn't see him, there was only them in the bus ,He was looking at her back putting her head down trying not to cry, his heart just hurted him more seeing her like this, he wants to end everything, the pain ,the hurt.

Boa was looking for her boyfriend in every place in the hall but she didn't find him which made her go nut.

The bus arrived to Yoona's house, she slowly got out and Heechul went behind her smoothy so she can't see him , she walked slowly to the door, he stood behind the wall and watched her , she looked for the house's key in her bag but didn't find it then remembered that it's with her mother , so she sighed until she heard a voice coming from her left side.

" You lost your keys? " Heechul appeared and came walking to her with his hands on his pockets.

"..." Yoona's eyes opened wide when she saw him, her hear skipped a beat.

" need somewhere to go? " Heechul asked as he's stepping to her until he arrived and faced her.

" n-no...i'm okay " Yoona said and looked at the door with her sad eyes.

" are you sure? " Heechul asked again in a gentle voice.

" I have to go " Yoona said and wanted to step forward but Heechul grabbed her and stock her with the door ,without any hesistation he put his lips on hers and kissed her , Yoona's heart started beating faster, it shocked her, he stayed kissing her softly ,she couldn't move and her knees started shaking , he never wanted to move away , she cried a tear while closing her eyes, he slowly moved away and looked at her eyes, their faces still close.

"  I love you Yoona...I love you so much, it hurts." The young man confessed looking at her eyes.

Yoona cried even more when she heard those words from him, he wiped her tears with his slim fingers and kissed her forhead slowly, she closed her eyes feeling him on her skin , he put his arms around her and hugged her tightly.

In the ceremony

" Kibum, didn't you see Heechul? " Boa asked.

" no ! why? he's not here? " Kibum asked strangely.

" I looked for him in everywhere ,it's like he disappeared !" Boa said with a mad voice.

" you don't have to be mad, he must be just some around here" Kibum comforted her.

" please! help me looking for him " Boa begged.

"well, ok " Kibum sighed.

In the bus

Heechul was sitting with Yoona laying on his shoulder closing her eyes, he was putting his arm on her shoulder making her lay on his chest, he kept starring at her and kissing her hair from time to time until they arrived o his apartement.

In the apartement

Heechul slowly layed her on his bed to make sure he won't hurt her , she opened her eyes to face him.

" are you fine now? " Heechul asked softly.

"..." Yoona slowly noded.

" don't worry baby, you're safe here with  me " Heechul whispered and gently kissed her forhead.

" Heechul..." Yoona talked weakly.

" hm? "

" I guess..I have to use the toilet " Yoona asked shyly.

" Ok, let me help you " Heechul said as he wanted to carry her.

" No..no..I can..go alone " Yoona replied shyly.

" baby..I said let me help you " Heechul ignored Yoona's request and carried her , she slowly grabbed his neck, he took her to the toilent ,he put her standing with the toilet chair behind her, he knew she's going to feel pain doing that ,that's why he wanted to stay with her,although yoona was shy but she tried to ignore it, she slowly put down her from under her skirt and sat on the toilet chair, on the second when she started peeing ,she felt a hard pain on her abdomen, Heechul hugged her and she hugged his head tightly with tears on her eyes.

" shh..." He slowly comforted her while rubbing her back .

" ah..." she made a sound from pain.

" it's okay baby.." He moved and kissed her forhead while she forced on hugging his neck .She finished and the pain slowly started going away.

" is it done? " Heechul whispered.

" ..hm.." Yoona noded slowly and stood up. He helpt her putted her on, she was nearly exploding from shyness when he did that action,even though they had before but he was the one who did it all.

He carried her again and put her slowly on bed ,he layed next took a deep breath , she slowly turned to him, he turned his face to her and smiled soflty.

"..Heechul..." Yoona finally spoke.

" yes baby, want something? " Heechul replied as he put his hand on her cheek.

" ..." She noded.

" what do you want? " Heechul whispered close to her lips.

" I want to say something.." she said softly.

" I'm listening..." He turned curious.

"....Heechul.." She said again.

"..."He was starring at her eyes, his heart starts beating whenever she wants to talk.

" ...I love you..." She said as she cried.

" ..." His eyes turned watery as he starred at her.

" I love you so much..Heechul...I love you " she cried harder.He couldn't do anything but starring at her.

"....I love you till death..I can't live without you .." She continued while closing her eyes and crying.He hugged her tightly and put her head on his chest while crying silently.

" I love you too baby..." Heechul said and rubbed her hair ,she hugged him back and cried on his chest

 

 

 

 


 

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yoUneyChul
#1
I love it, more stories plssss
Va_asianloverz
#2
Chapter 1: it is a nice chapter
please write more
ajussi #3
Chapter 32: this is areally a nice story! :) i love it really! :)
YeonZyNaSuYoonAra
#4
Chapter 32: wow! this is the first fanfic that made me cry out loud!!!!!!!!! Good job Author-shi............. rate: 10/10 ^_____^
Jennynana #5
Chapter 32: Asdghbvgygefuh....loved it^^ sad yet sweet lovestory!!!
LoveLikeRain
#6
Chapter 32: It was so amazing...
I have happiness, sadness and anxiety throughout the whole thing!
GREAT story!
Milky_hee #7
Long time i didn't reed this story.... T_T
Many misunderstanding between them...so complicated....huft....i hope heechul and yoona will keep together with their baby no matter what happen...
kimkim96 #8
Omo.. This is very tragic!
What happened next? Curious~
Milky_hee #9
Omo...finally update...what happened with yoona..??she's so weak... :(
taesunamo
#10
Yoona and Heechul weren't sure that Kibum will be happy with it because Heechul his best friend and should have treated yoona as his sister