Chapter 23

My Painful Tears

after 5 mintues, Yoona opened her eyes again and sat, she couldn't take it anymore, she held her breath and stepped out of her room, she went to the kitchen , she starred at the medicines , then slowly grabbed it and put it in a tray with the water and all the things needed, she was nervous like the first time she saw him, she grabbed it, took a deep breath again and went to his room , she opened the door slowly, Heechul was only laying while closing his eyes not sleeping , she stepped, Heechul slowly opened his eyes when he heard footsteps, he was really suprised when he saw her, he directly sat from shock

"..you need to eat this." Yoona said as she sat in front of him , she gave him the medicine and the water while trying not to look at his eyes

"..e..not really... thanks but i'm fine now" Heechul smiled

"...please.." Yoona said awkwardly

"...well..if you want then okay..." Heechul grabbed the medicine and the water then ate and drank it , Yoona felt a bit relaxed now

"..thanks " he gave her the cup back , Yoona grabbed it , she felt his hand touching hers, but avoided the feelings

"...I've never thought that..you'd take care of someday.." Heechul smiled

"...just sleep now.." Yoona said as she tried to carry the tray

"...wait.." Heechul grabbed her arm ,Yoona looked at his eyes

"...please wait, sit down " Heechul said, Yoona sat down as she faced him

".....won't you ask me about...your family ..who thinks that you're dead? " Heechul asked

"....." Yoona put her eyes down ,she feels down whenever she remembers them

"...they were sad..in the last time i met them" Heechul talked

" how is kibum? " Yoona cut Heechul

"...heh..I didn't excpet you're going to ask about him , well...but he..is..fine..i think " Heechul said

"..you are still friends? " Yoona asked

"..he is not working on my comapny ,neither I " Heechul sighed

"..what do..you mean? " Yoona asked

"..I mean..my company is closed now, I'm not working on it anymore and since your fake funeral I didn't see Kibum which is about a year " Heechul continued, Yoona was speechless, she didn't except the things to change this way

"..and my parents? and..Tiffany? " Yoona asked

"...Your sister, I know nothing about her ,but your parents seemed in a mess after the funeral " Heechul talked

"...and your grand parents? " Yoona asked

"..my grandpa is very sick..and grandma is worried , while my parents are living with us in the farm they came from USA" Heechul said

"...so..many things happened behind me." Yoona said in a sad voice

"...yeah..the world turned upside down" Heechul said, Yoona felt shy again but tried to act cold

"..but seeing you're alive...just made me the happiest, because once i thought you're dead, I thought it was the end of the world, I could never imagine..life without you " Heechul whispered as he starred deeply at her eyes , Yoona just kept starring, her heart is telling her he's faithful but her mind is always telling her not to believe

"..Yoona...why did you do that? don't you know how much you've hurted me?...the worst days i've lived in my life were days you left me " Heechul said with teary eyes, Yoona was just starring at him silently

"...I thought...everything was alright...I thought we're going to live the happiest..but .." Heechul said and held back his tears

"...y...you were a fool.." Yoona cried silently

"..what?! me?..tell me! when did i fool you? and how? " Heechul said

"...you are..a..fool.." Yoona cried again

"..baby i'm not a fool ! you were my everything ..!" Heechul said as he cried

"...you...told me to wait...and i ..waited...but you fooled me " Yoona cried harder

"...what are you saying?! yes! i told you to wait but was one day a lot for you?! " Heechul said

"...it's over, you were so late...my parents nearly killed me because of you" Yoona said as she browsed her tears

"..what?! i didn't know about that ..if i was there i would really defend you and no one will dare to raise his voice on the face of my girl !" Heechul said madly

"...stop ...stop...I don't want to talk about the past anymore " Yoona tried to hold her breath

"......" Heechul starred at her beautiful eyes , Yoona looked at him with a sad face for a minute then she tried to stand up but he suddenly stopped her while she was kneeling in front of him ,he was grabbing her arms, Yoona was a bit shocked, he looked at her eyes directly, she felt that feeling again, her love for him was never gone , he kept starring

"...I miss you " He whispered directly close to her face , Yoona's heart skipped a bit, she wanted to push him away but something inside her just couldn't let her do what she wants , he moved his face closer while a tear fell from his eyes , he kneeled in front of her , their faces only 1 cm far from each other, starring at each other's eyes , a tear also fell from her eye as he put his lips on her lips softly , her eyes started tearing more , he hugged her while kissing her lips softly ,  it was like he didn't see her for centuries , he stopped as he browsed her  tears away, she stood up fast and went out from the room while crying and putting her hand on , Heechul layed back on his place with teary eyes.

-It was the morning, everybody was awake, Yoona was carrying Soojung while sitting on the living room talking to Jinkyu, Heechul entered

" Good morning everyone " Heechul greeted with a smile

"Good morning " Jinkyu replied, Yoona acted busy with her baby

"..little baby ,how are you?" Heechul said as he sat and looked at his baby, he was quite close to Yoona which made her nervous, He kissed his daughter

" she's growing beautiful day by day " Jinkyu smiled, Yoona smiled at what she said

" Yes, just like her mom " Heechul replied as he looked at Yoona, Yoona's eyes went wide as she heard his words .

" Between...I'm going back to Seoul this afternoon.." Heechul continued as he looked at Jinkyu

" what? already?" Jinkyu went suprised , Yoona's heart skipped a beat, he just came and now he's going which made her feel so bad.

"..yes, I have to go already , because now, that i'm really impressed, I can work as I used to do " Heechul took a deep breath as he looked at Yoona

" then...if you want, allright , we'll really miss you" Jinkyu said

" me too, I'm wondering if Yoona can come with me .." Heechul said as he looked at Yoona

" e..me? no, I can't .." Yoona said and put her eyes down

" Your family thinks you're dead, they're gonna be so happy if they'll see you" Heechul smiled

" but they won't be happy if they'll see my daughter " Yoona said with a low tone

" who said? I don't think so , they regreted everything they did to you " Heechul continued

" no way, I better continue my life here ,I can't leave Halmeoni alone" Yoona continued

" No, it's okay for me dear..You're still young, and have many things to do" Jinkyu said

" look ,she also wants you to go " Heechul continued, Yoona looked at him on the eye, as he was smiling

" but....what if they'll refuse my daughter " Yoona worried

" They won't, and if they will and i'll drive you back here" Heechul said with confidence

" halmeoni.." Yoona said

" it's okay baby just go ! meet your family, and solve everything " Jinkyu comforted the young girl

" just like Halmeoni is saying " Heechul continued

"...well...ok" Yoona took a deep breath

" great ! then let's prepare our stuffs , we'll go by the train" Heechul said as he woke up

- Heechul prepared his stuffs same as Yoona, Jinkyu was about upset but only because she'll miss Yoona, but she always wanted her to be happy , it's the time to go, Heechul and Yoona were in front of the door about going out , Heechul carrying the stuffs while Yoona carrying Soojung.

" Halmeoni...I'll miss you" Yoona said as Jinkyu hugged her

"..take care dear" Jinkyu said as she broke the hug and kissed Soojung.

" take care too .." Heechul said

"..oh son ! " Jinkyu hugged Heechul

"..don't worry, everything is gonna be okay " Heechul continued as they broke the hug

"..Daughter , Son, becareful and one thing i need to tell you is...love is all" Jinkyu added which made Yoona go nervous and Heechul felt emotional.

" we have to go now ..goodbye" Heechul said as he opened the door

"..Goodbye " Yoona smiled and walked after Heechul

" have a nice trip " Jinkyu said as she tried to hold back her tears

Yoona and Heechul went away, their steps were furthering as Jinkyu closed the door , They arrived to the station with no words, waiting for the train until it came and they rode it , sitting next to each others, Yoona next to the window

" is she sleeping? " Heechul broke the silence

" hm.." Yoona noded as she kissed her daughter's forehead

"..she's an angel.." Heechul whispered so he won't wake his daughter up

"..." Yoona smiled still starring at her beautiful daughter

"..can you let me carry her? " Heechul asked

"...e...sure " Yoona said shyly as she gave her to him

" ...shh.." Heechul said as he heard a sound from his daughter , Yoona was feeling a bit tired so she layed on her back and slept , Heechul couldn't stop starring at his daughter, she looks a lot like her mom , the train started moving as the time passed , Heechul looked at the sleeping Yoona, the sunray was hitting her face , He layed her head on his shoulder and put his hand on her face to save her from the sunray, she felt comfortable , Heechul felt happy  being next to his love and their daughter in the same time, and he was more happy because his love didn't die, she is still alive.

3 hours of a trip , The train finally arrived to Seoul , Yoona still sleeping on Heechul's shoulder, He did his best to stay awake to watch his daughter, Yoona's eyes started to open , she moved her head from his shoulder

"...have we..arrived ?" Yoona asked nervously

" yes...I was about waking you up" Heechul smiled

"...Soojung is alsleep? " Yoona asked

" no ,she woke up ! she's so hyper, she's saying nonsense words for 1 hour " Heechul gigled

" hehe.." Yoona smiled as she carried her playful daughter

They went out from the train , as they were walking in the station , Heechul broke the silence

" You want to go directly to your home, or we'll go to the farm? " he asked

" e..the farm? actually ..I'm a bit nervous, not so ready to meet my family , but why should we go to the farm? " Yoona said

" because my parents are there and you've never met them before ,I want them to believe that you're alive " Heechul said

"...your grand parents are also there? " Yoona asked

" yes, and i'm sure halmeoni will help  you a lot " Heechul continued

"....ok" Yoona said

 

 

 

 

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yoUneyChul
#1
I love it, more stories plssss
Va_asianloverz
#2
Chapter 1: it is a nice chapter
please write more
ajussi #3
Chapter 32: this is areally a nice story! :) i love it really! :)
YeonZyNaSuYoonAra
#4
Chapter 32: wow! this is the first fanfic that made me cry out loud!!!!!!!!! Good job Author-shi............. rate: 10/10 ^_____^
Jennynana #5
Chapter 32: Asdghbvgygefuh....loved it^^ sad yet sweet lovestory!!!
LoveLikeRain
#6
Chapter 32: It was so amazing...
I have happiness, sadness and anxiety throughout the whole thing!
GREAT story!
Milky_hee #7
Long time i didn't reed this story.... T_T
Many misunderstanding between them...so complicated....huft....i hope heechul and yoona will keep together with their baby no matter what happen...
kimkim96 #8
Omo.. This is very tragic!
What happened next? Curious~
Milky_hee #9
Omo...finally update...what happened with yoona..??she's so weak... :(
taesunamo
#10
Yoona and Heechul weren't sure that Kibum will be happy with it because Heechul his best friend and should have treated yoona as his sister