Chapter 21

My Painful Tears

The 3 of them entered the house, Yoona walked so fast to her room like she was mad, Heechul noticed it and looked at Jinkyu

" I don't know what's with her ...i'll take a look..go and sit in the living room" Jinkyu said as she stepped to Yoona's room

Yoona was sitting next to her baby, Soojung was awake , Yoona was playing with her baby's little fingers

" Yoona...what's with you darling? " Jinkyu asked gently as she browsed the girl's hair

"...why did you tell him to stay with us here? " Yoona asked and tried to calme herself

"..because he doesn't have where to go.." Jinkty replied simply

" what?!...you don't know that man halmeoni.." Yoona said in a serious voice

"...who's...that man? " Jinkyu asked slowly

"....he...is.." Yoona took a deep breath as she looked at her daughter

"...hm?" Jinkyu continued

"...the person who runied my life...Kim Heechul.." Yoona said

"..you..m..mean this man is soojung's dad?!! " Jinkyu put her hand on

"......." Yoona's eyes became teary

"...oh my god !...do you know how much soojung will be happy next to her dad !" Jinkyu smiled

"..what?! never ! i don't want her to know how much her dad was a fool.." Yoona said loudly

"..but...Yoona...that boy doesn't look like.." Jinkyu said awkwardly

"..doesn't look like what? ...you don't believe me? " Yoona said

"..no, it's not that...but...if he will approach you or disturb you then just tell me ,i'm going to fire him, deal?" Jinkyu said

"..huh? what?! " Yoona felt awkward

"..ok? because he has no where to go ,so it's good to help people...but if he'll do anything bad then i'm gonna fire him" Jinkyu continued

"......" Yoona took a deep breath as she looked at her daughter

"...i left him alone in the living room ,i'll go back"Jinkyu said as she went away

Heechul was sitting in the living room with Jinkyu facing him ,drinking tea

"..so...how you know her? " Jinkyu asked

"...didn't she tell you?..e..well...i was her lover.." Heechul said

"..ah!....ok..." Jinkyu noded

"...i don't understand why did she run away, but everyone in Seoul thinks she's dead" Heechul sighed

"...really?! but how can they know while they didn't find her dead body? " Jinkyu asked curiously

"..i don't know, but surely they have mistaked...thanks god she's alive, i still can't believe i saw her in front of my eyes " Heechul smiled happily

"...you still...love her? " Jinkyu asked

"...i do...and i will forever..." Heechul said

"...actually..she isn't the same ...i don't think she'll be happy if you approach her " Jinkyu sighed

"..i know...from her first look at me i knew she was mad at me, but i don't know why.." Heechul said

"..you..d..don't know why? " Jinkyu went confused

" yes...i don't know why did she even leave.." Heechul sighed

"...a..aha..son, you better don't disturb her, ok? " Jinkyu asked gently

" well...i love her and i won't hurt her" Heechul smiled

"....e...nice " Jinkyu smiled softly

"..heheh..." Heechul smiled

"...well, come on, i'll show you your room " Jinkyu said as she stood up, heechul followed her, he went to his room , organized his stuffs and layed on his bed on the ground , he took a deep breath " is this a dream? i hope it's not, and if it really is then i hope i'll never wake up "

2 hours passed, the atmosphere was so silent just like Dr.Hwang said, Heechul went out from his room walking slowly trying to discover the place, he walked and found a room , he knocked , no one opened or even replied, so he slowly opened and entered ,he found a baby girl laying with her eyes opened playing with her hands like any baby do, he stepped to her and kneeled down , he slowly smiled and touched her fingers " who are you little baby? " Heechul asked softly as he kissed her forehead

Yoona was preparing milk for her daughter in the kitchen ,she tasted it from her hand the noded cuz it was ready , she walked to her room , she found the door opened she pushed it then found heechul sitting next to soojung playing with her, her eyes went so wide , she ran to him and held her  baby so fast

" MOVE AWAY !" Yoona said loudly as she was hugging her daughter so tight

".e..Yoona?! what's with you?! " Heechul went frozen

"..i told you move away...get out from my room " Yoona said

"..w..what?! your room...but this baby...who is this baby? " Heechul went confused

"..don't try to know just get out or i'll call Halmeoni " Yoona nearly shouted

"..e..well...i'll go..just don't be mad "Heechul said as he woke up and went away, he was so confused

Heechul walked to the living room ,he sitted alone there, Jinkyu came and found him alone

" son..." Jinkyu said slowly so she won't freeze him

"...yes? " Heechul replied

" why are you here? sitting alone..hehe.." Jinkyu smiled

"..i just...wanted to be here hehe "Heechul continued

"...do you want to eat or drink something? " Jinkyu suggested

"..no , i'm neither hungry nor thirsty " Heechul replied gentely

"....as you want " Jinkyu smiled

"..can i ask you something ? " Heechul asked

" Yes? " Jinkyu.

"..I saw a baby here...who's she?" Heechul.

"..e..that..baby..e..is..." Jinkyu lost her words, she wasn't sure she should tell him

"...it was in Yoona's room..." Heechul added

".....actually...it's...our neighbour's baby .." Jinkyu lied

"..ah really? " Heechul noded , Jinkyu felt so wrong when she lied to him, so she changed her mind

"..i don't want to lie..but please...don't tell yoona that i told you..." Jinkyu sighed

"..what do you mean?" Heechul went confused

"..it's....actually...your baby.." Jinkyu said , Heechul's eyes widen , his expression totally changed

".w..what?! " Heechul asked confused

"..yes...when i first found Yoona, i found her pregnant..she told me about you and about her family and problems.." Jinkyu sighed

".w..what the heck is going on? i don't understand ! please ma'am explain to me !" Heechul nearly shouted , he realised he knows nothing.

"..please, calme down, yoona musn't hear us or she'll be mad at me, i know she doesn't have the courage to tell you but i will.." Jinkyu continued

"..oh my godness" Heechul said

"..look, Yoona tried to suicide in the sea, but luckily my husband saved her while he was fishing , so the 1st words she said when we saved her was " please take me away from here, i beg you " we felt pity and we brought her here , my husband passed away 3 months ago, Yoona helpt me a lot and i considered her as my daughter, she told me everything happened with her , and how she became pregnant " Jinkyu said, Heechul was silently listening to her

"...she decided to leave and never comeback to her hometown, she told me that her family is so scary and that her lover....Kim Heechul dumbed her" Jinkyu.

"..what?! me? i didn't ! i swear !" Heechul said loudly

"..please son ! calme down , from here i can't continue " Jinkyu said

" what ! please ! what did i do? i swear i loved her more than myself !" Heechul said

"...that's all " Jinkyu.

"..i..i..." Heechul lost his words

Yoona entered the living room , she found heechul sitting with Jinkyu

" ah yoona, come on and dirnk some tea " Jinkyu smiled

"..i'm going to work.." Yoona said

"..didn't you tell you don't have work today?" Jinkyu.

"but...i..i will just go to work..watch soojung " Yoona .

"..fine, then comeback early.." Jinkyu. Yoona closed the door and went

"..is she working? "Heechul asked confused

"..yes..for her daughter.." Jinkyu sighed

"...i want to see my daughter..." Heechul said

"..well, come on " Jinkyu said

Heechul and Jinkyu used Yoona's abscense and went to see Baby Soojung, they sitted next to her and Heechul kept starring at his daughter

" she's....s..so much like her mom" Heechul membled as his eyes turned teary

"..yes..she looks a lot like here " Jinkyu smiled

"...i..i..wish i was here...the day she..was born " Heechul's eye dropped a tear

" it's not the time for blaming..." Jinkyu said as she rubbed heechul's back

"...i.feel myself as...a real dumber..even though i know..i did nothing bad..but i feel like i've done many bad things " Heechul cried

" son...don't cry..." Jinkyu comforted heechul

"...daughter..." Heechul cried again

'...soojung...she named her soojung " Jinkyu smiled

"..s..soojung?...such a beautiful name...it fits her "Heechul smiled under his tears

"..son...did you really dumb yoona?" Jinkyu asked seriously

"..no, this is the only thing i can't do in my life...i love her...more than everything.." Heechul swore

"...actually, i somehow believe you..but as Yoona said , you ruined her life " Jinkyu sighed

"...i wish i can talk to her, i need an explaination " Heechul said as he browsed his tears and carried soojung

"...well...this is between you two , but don't disturb her please..well, i think soojung just peed , change for her " Jinkyu said

"..me? i don't know how hehe" Heechul laughed

"..i'll teach you how..she's your daughter " Jinkyu smile

" No problem then " Heechul smiled

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yoUneyChul
#1
I love it, more stories plssss
Va_asianloverz
#2
Chapter 1: it is a nice chapter
please write more
ajussi #3
Chapter 32: this is areally a nice story! :) i love it really! :)
YeonZyNaSuYoonAra
#4
Chapter 32: wow! this is the first fanfic that made me cry out loud!!!!!!!!! Good job Author-shi............. rate: 10/10 ^_____^
Jennynana #5
Chapter 32: Asdghbvgygefuh....loved it^^ sad yet sweet lovestory!!!
LoveLikeRain
#6
Chapter 32: It was so amazing...
I have happiness, sadness and anxiety throughout the whole thing!
GREAT story!
Milky_hee #7
Long time i didn't reed this story.... T_T
Many misunderstanding between them...so complicated....huft....i hope heechul and yoona will keep together with their baby no matter what happen...
kimkim96 #8
Omo.. This is very tragic!
What happened next? Curious~
Milky_hee #9
Omo...finally update...what happened with yoona..??she's so weak... :(
taesunamo
#10
Yoona and Heechul weren't sure that Kibum will be happy with it because Heechul his best friend and should have treated yoona as his sister