Chapter 19

My Painful Tears

Sungmin was sitting in the hospital carrying Yoona's bag thinking that it was Seohyun's bag , he grabbed the phone and called her dad

" Yoona! who told you to go out?! " Jwayoung replied madly

"..excuse me! but Your daughter's name is Yoona? " Sungmin asked

"..yes , who are you? " Jwayoung relpied

"...actually...i want to tell you....please come to the hospital...your daughter just died" Sungmin said

"....w..what are you saying?!!.." Jwayoung shouted loud

"...i found her drawing in the sea...i'm sorry..." Sungmin said and ended the phonecall

after a few minutes , Kibum , Hayin and Jwayoung were there , They found Sungmin, he came to them

" are you Yoona's family? " Sungmin asked

" where is my daughter? " Hayin sobbed hard

" please ma'am ! calme down! the doctors didn't allow me to see her, because they said the look is just...." Sungmin apologized

"...i want to see my daughter right now !" Hayin screamed loud while crying, she regreted every bad she did for her daughter , Jwayoung was crying hard as much as Kibum

" how did that happen ??!! explain please !" Kibum asked sungmin loudly

" i wasn't there that early..b..but i think she wanted to swim..or something..." Sungmin said embarrassingly

"..what?! swim?! that's crazy...maybe...s..she wanted.. to..." Jwayoung opened his eyes wide

"...suicide?.." Kibum said

"...oh my god! my daughter !! " Jwayoung cried so hard, Kibum hugged his dad and cried so hard too

Kibum knew that his parents are going to be so hurt if they are going to see his sister dead, so he prefered to not see her , all can be heard in the hospital was the crying sound coming from Yoona's family , Sungmin felt so sorry , he felt himself a weak person because he couldn't save her

- One day passed, everyone was preparing for the funeral , everyone wearing black with sad faces , no one smiling, Hayin's tears couldn't ever stop, she regreted it when she didn't stop her daughter when she saw her with Heechul, and Jwayoung's sadness turned into a silence crying, he was crying without tears , Kibum felt so sorry to himself because he lied to his sister and told her that Heechul dumbed her, he felt like a fool, but he was still mad at Heechul and turned all the mistakes to him, he felt his best friend was the reason why his sister died, so all he wanted to is to punish him.

The sun was shining brightly , the atmosphere was very calme in Seoul , Heechul was going out from the airport , feeling normal , He went directly to a place where he can use the phone , he called Yoona's phone , no one replied , it was ringing but no one answered , Heechul sighed and told himself " i hope she's not mad at me.." he tried to call Kibum , the phone was ringing , Kibum was in the cemetery where everyone was silent, the phone rang ,he felt embarrassed ,he walked away and replied

" who? "

" Hi Kibum ! " Heechul spoke

"..I want to meet you" Kibum said and his expression turned into a mad one

"..meet me? ok, where are you now? " Heechul asked

"..come to ...the cemetery.." Kibum continued

"...WHAT?! huuh?! cemetery? Kibum , are you drunk? " heechul joked

"..just come, i'll wait for you" Kibum said in a mysterious way and ended the phonecall which made his best friend feel uncomfortable

" cemetery? weird !" Heechul sighed .

a few minutes passed, the people in the cemetery started hugging Yoona's family giving them comforts , Hayin still couldn't stop crying, Jwayoung was holding her in his arm trying to calme her down, Kibum was waiting for Heechul , Heechul's car finally arrived, he went out from it with a smile on his face, he came walking to the angry kibum

" Hey ! what's up man?!" Heechul said while stepping to Kibum , Kibum didn't reply anything but punched him on the face a hard punch, Heechul's eyes went widen as a few blood dropped out from his mouth , he looked straight at kibum

" Are you crazy?! " Heechul nearly shouted

"...You're...a fool.." Kibum said madly and punched Heechul again , Heechul didn' understand what Kibum is doing

"YAH kibum ! hold on ! what's with you? " Heechul said while trying to catch Kibum

"..You're...never a best friend...neither a brother...you're a dumber !" Kibum madly said

" can you explain?! i don't understand !" Heechul said, Kibum stopped hitting and faced him

" because...because of you ! my sister....lost her life..it was all because of you !" Kibum yelled

"..WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?! what do you mean by lost her life ? and who's the sister you're talking about, Tiffany or ..Yoona? " Heechul asked curiously

"..because of you ! " Kibum yelled and punched heechul again, heechul couldn't resist this time and punched Kibum back

" Kibum ! you don't have the right to do what you're doing ! and explain to me !" Heechul yelled

" BECAUSE OF YOU MY SISTER DIED! you ruined her life ! " Kibum yelled and a tear dropped from his eye

"...h..huh?...what do you mean?! died?! who ? .." Heechul's face turned nervous all of sudden

".....you know who's the one i'm talking about " Kibum membeled between his teeth

"..k..kibum-ah! ..who?!...tell me! WHO?! " Heechul nearly shouted, his heart was beating so fast

"...Yoona..." Kibum screamed

" WHAT??!! Yoona?! are you serious?! Kibum ! tell me you're joking !" Heechul yelled , he couldn't believe it

"..i'm not kidding here! it was all your mistake !" Kibum screamed , Heechul kept silent , his hands shaking, his eyes so wide , he was breathing so hard,he directly went running inside the cemetery right to the tomb where everyone was circled there, he kneeled next to it with a priceless face, a tear fell from his eye

" NOOOOOO !! that cannot happen ! NOOOOOOO " Heechul cried so loud while hugging the tomb , he destroyed every flower was posted there, he was screaming hard , everyone was shocked even Hayin stopped crying seeing him like this, she never thought he really loves her

" YOONA!! please! don't leave me pleeeeeease ! no !" Heechul cried like a baby, tears overflowing in his cheeks , Kibum came walking and saw his best friend crying shamelessly like a baby in front of everybody , he couldn't stop him, he told his family to go already , so everyone walked away and left heechul crying on the tomb

" Yoona....please....don't ...don't leave me...please...i can't ...yoona..!" Heechul cried even harder till his eyes turned so red, he couldn't believe he just lost her,she didn't even said goodbye, he didn't want to loose her that fast , he kneeled again and started digging the tomb, he wanted to see her face one last time , he digged so hard while crying like a baby

" don't worry ! yoona! i'll come ! i'll save you my love ! i told you ! i told you i'll never leave you! " Heechul spoke loudly , a few people saw him from a far place digging the tomb , they went running to him, 3 men Siwon , Hangeng and Henry

" please man ! what are you doing?! " Siwon said while he was trying to stop him from digging

"..LET ME !! I WANT TO SAVE MY GIRL !! let..m..me !" Heechul cried while trying to push Siwon off of him

"..please! you're not allowed to do that! this person is dead !" Henry spoke while helping siwon to stop heechul

"...no ! let me! don't touch me ! Yoona ! baby i'll save you ! you won't die ! you'll live forever !" Heechul cried hard , Hangeng felt so touched , he knew he lost someone very special

" guys help me please! we should take him to the hospital , he doesn't look ok " Siwon said

"...let him " Hangeng spoke

" what? " Henry and siwon went suprised

" even if he digs ,he can't open it , so let him do what he wants " Hangeng said

"..e..well..he's right " Henry said

"..ok.." Siwon said as he stepped away, heechul started digging again while whispering " i'll save you , i'll do , i promise "

They went away and left him there.

after digging everything , he couldn't open the tomb ,so he just layed above it while crying silently , he knew he lost her and started to accept the fact that he'll never see her again.

The time was passing so hard to heechul, days were like years to him without Yoona, he lived with his grand mother , gave up on his job ,and stayed only at home for 9 months, nearly a year , Kibum and his family never saw heechul again since the funeral , They lived so silent , while Kibum looked for another job .Everyone used to live withou her, forgetting her day by day but only Heechul rememberd her always, he prays for her everytime before he sleeps and wish he can meet her in his dreams always , even though his doctor told him to forget about her to get better but heechul never listened , his love for her was incredible.

There was a mini house which looks like japanese houses situated next to the sea, It was nearly dark , in that little house, all which can be heard some crying , it was more like a pain-crying , a girl was crying in pain with 2 old women surrounding her , she was giving a birth , trying hard to get the baby out of her

" more ! you're close !" The old woman , Jinkyu said with a smile, the girl was full of sweat on her face and her whole body

"...just a little more! come on ! you can do it !" Jinkyu gave the little girl more courage , suddenly the little girl screamed a long scream and put the baby ,it was a cute baby girl , another old woman who was helping her talked " a baby girl , awww she's so cute "

" see ! you got a baby girl !' Jinkyu smiled while carrying the baby

"..m..my...god...i want...to see..my baby.." Yoona spoke with a heavy breath as she wanted to carry her baby, she was strength-less , she couldn't feel her legs but she carrying her crying-baby

"...oh god...so...cute.." Yoona nearly cried seeing her daughter , it was her first time.

"..so , what do you want to name her? hm? hehe" Jinkyu spoke

"...name?....e...i want to name...her..soojung...Im Soojung " Yoona said and kissed her daughter's little forhead, she was still crying

"...nice name! Soojung-ah, welcome to the world !" Jinkyu smiled

" she totally looks like her mother , now i gotta go " The other old woman spoke

"...thank you so much.." Jinkyu thanked

Yoona was left alone on her room, carrying her baby girl between her arms ,since it was cold she tried her best to warm her

"...say mommy..." Yoona was in a rush, she knew her baby can't speak but she loved her so much.

"...you're...so cute...mommy will buy everything you want...and will let you live the happiest in your life.." Yoona whispered as she kissed her baby's forehead

"..i'll just...wish from you one thing...don't ever ask me about your daddy...ok?" Yoona nearly cried .

Like this story? Give it an Upvote!
Thank you!

Comments

You must be logged in to comment
yoUneyChul
#1
I love it, more stories plssss
Va_asianloverz
#2
Chapter 1: it is a nice chapter
please write more
ajussi #3
Chapter 32: this is areally a nice story! :) i love it really! :)
YeonZyNaSuYoonAra
#4
Chapter 32: wow! this is the first fanfic that made me cry out loud!!!!!!!!! Good job Author-shi............. rate: 10/10 ^_____^
Jennynana #5
Chapter 32: Asdghbvgygefuh....loved it^^ sad yet sweet lovestory!!!
LoveLikeRain
#6
Chapter 32: It was so amazing...
I have happiness, sadness and anxiety throughout the whole thing!
GREAT story!
Milky_hee #7
Long time i didn't reed this story.... T_T
Many misunderstanding between them...so complicated....huft....i hope heechul and yoona will keep together with their baby no matter what happen...
kimkim96 #8
Omo.. This is very tragic!
What happened next? Curious~
Milky_hee #9
Omo...finally update...what happened with yoona..??she's so weak... :(
taesunamo
#10
Yoona and Heechul weren't sure that Kibum will be happy with it because Heechul his best friend and should have treated yoona as his sister