Chapter 20

My Painful Tears

1 month passed , It was a cold morning , Yoona was getting out from the little house , Jinkyu was carrying Baby Soojung

" I'll comeback early..soojung-ah let me kiss you " Yoona waved as she kissed her baby daughter

" becareful ! " Jinkyu said 

"..don't worry halmeoni " Yoona smiled

" ...don't tire yourself !" Jinkyu adviced the young girl

"...ok , bye Soojung-ie ! go inside ,it's cold !" Yoona smiled as she went away and waved , Jinkyu sighed as she was watching Yoona going away, she loves her as her daughter and she feels sorry for her because she has to take care of herself and her daughter on the same time alone.

Yoona was working, she was selling sushi in the village's street

" Come on ! get hot sushi ! you can taste for free !" Yoona was yelling , trying her best to work hard, she decided to do everything for her daughter.

 

Heechul was in his room laying , his phone rang , he didn't even look at it , he was ignoring everything , it stopped , someone knocked his door

"..come in.." Heechul said while sitting on his bed

"..food is ready " Minchul stepped in as she posted the food on the bed

"..halmeoni...i'm not really hungry.." Heechul sighed

"..even though...you're not, you need to eat !" Minchul said

"..halmeoni please!..." Heechul begged the old woman, he didn't have any appettie

"...come on son ! you look so weak ! i want my strong heechul back !" Minchul said in a loud voice

"......" Heechul just kept silent, he couldn't get his grand mother mad

"...say AAAAH !" Minchul said while grabbing a spoon of rice postioning it in front of heechul's mouth

Heechul's heart skipped a beat, he remembered that moment

flashback

yoona slowly smiled then she grabbed the spoon from his hand and put on it some rice then gave it near heechul's mouth

"..haha..." heechul smiled

" say AH ! " yoona said with a baby face

"...heh...AAAAh " heechul said ah while yoona feeded him

end of flash back

" what's up son? " Minchul turned serious

"..i...just....nothing...i guess i need to go to the bathroom...wait a minute.." Heechul said as he stood up from his bed , Minchul sighed.

Heechul went to the bathroom , he put his hands on the wall and his head down, the tears were dropping out from his eyes falling to the ground ,he whispered " i...miss...you..."

It was the night, the weather was so cold, Yoona was walking toward the house carrying many stuffs with her, her hands were frozen , she entered the house as she heard a crying baby voice, she threw everything on the ground and ran toward the crying sound, she found her baby crying while Jinkyu was changing for her , Yoona sitted

"..soojung-ie sweety , don't cry , umma is here.." Yoona said as she kissed her baby's forehead

"..she missed you a lot hehe...how was your work? " Jinkyu asked and finished changing for the baby. Yoona slowly carried her baby while kissing her head,Jinkyu smiled as she saw that love .

" Yoona, you look tired, go and eat then take a rest " Jinkyu said as she browsed Yoona's head

"...it's okay halmeoni, i ate " Yoona smiled

"..what? i don't think so , go and eat more " Jinkyu said again

"...ok...hehe...did she cry a lot? " Yoona worried

"..no , not really , the baby mostly cry ...hehe so don't worry.." Jinkyu smiled

"...but if she cries then that means..she needs food , or maybe she feels pain " Yoona said

"...Yoona , don't worry , Soojung is one from the most healthy babies that i've ever seen " Jinkyu smiled

"...do you think so? heheh "Yoona smiled to her daughter , as her daughter was saying nonsense things like " ea...u.n.."

- The days were passing , as Heechul's depression started to go away , he was attending the doctor regulary because his parents came to live with his grand parents , they wanted to stay by their son's side, they hated Yoona even without knowing her because she was the one who caused everything to their son , but they didn't tell him, they kept it as a secret

at Dr.Hwang Office

" there's only one last step to do and you'll go back to your natural statue " Dr.Hwang said

"....and....what's this step?" Heechul replied

"...you need to go to a place where you can organize your thoughts, a silent and a calm place next to the sea " Dr.Hwang continued

"..do you suggest any places you know? " Heechul asked

"..hmm...i think I know a place in a small village next to seoul , its name is Jongdu " Dr.Hwang suggested

"...how can i go there? i can't drive...you told me not to do " Heechul said

"..yes..go by the train.." Dr.hwang said

"..train?.." Heechul sighed

"..yes...going on a trip by a train is also helpful " Dr.hwang smiled

"..well...thank you so much doctor " Heechul smiled slowly

"...you're welcome...when you'll comeback from that place then you'll thank me even more" Dr.Hwang said

"..ok, i gotta go now " Heechul stood up

"..don't forget...what i told you.." Dr.hwang mentioned

"..sure.." Heechul bowed as he went out

 

a few days ago...Yoona was in her room laying next to her baby whom was sleeping deeply , she smiled and kissed her forehead softly , she slowly sitted and looked at the window, the weather was cold , the sky was white full of clouds , she stepped up to the window, she saw the sea , she wanted to take a closer look so she went out , she was wearing thin outfits , a long white shirt , with a long skirt till under her knees , she had a poor-look

The train sound was being heard all over the village, Yoona heard it was when she was standing in the sand looking at the sea , she took a deep breath and kept looking at the sea

Heechul went out from the train as it stopped, he was carrying a bag on his back, his hair got longer , he had a bang on his forehead he moved it to the side,he took a deep breath , he started walking

Yoona closed her eyes and breathed the sea's fresh air even more , she said in her heart " god , i have a wish...i want my daughter to be healthy ,happy forever..it's okay to take my happiness and give it to her, i don't ever want her to live like i lived.." ,then she opened her eyes , she looked sincere, all the fear she had was replaced by the power that came from her daughter.

Heechul saw the sea and walked to it , his steps were leaving traces in the sand , he saw a girl standing 10 meters far from him, he stepped and stood in the same line as her, both Yoona and Heechul closed their eyes and took a deep breath , the wind was hitting their faces, their hairs , he opened his eyes and looked at his left , he saw a girl that has a similiar and familiar face , he wasn't sure about what he was seeing , his eyes went widen and his heart skipped a beat , the girl opened her eyes and looked at her right , she saw him looking at her, when she faced him , he knew it was her , he wasn't sure if he was dreaming or it was real , she opened her eyes wide, she couldn't believe what she just saw, the man that she thought he ruined her whole life , both were starring shockingly, he wasn't sure he was alive and she wasn't sure it was him , but they were who they really thought , he threw his bag to the sand slowly and came walking to her as she started stepping back , her steps begin to go faster

" Yoona?! " Heechul said and his eyes went even more priceless when he saw her closely, as soon as Yoona heard him saying her name she began to run in the sand trying to escape

" Yoona !! " Heechul screamed her name and started running hard after her, he tried to catch her, Yoona was trying her best to run faster ,she felt tired, he caught her , turned her gaze to his and face her while catching her arms so she won't run away, the wind was hitting their hairs, Yoona was trying to let go , he moved her hair from her face so he can see her clearly

" Y..yoona !" Heechul whispered as his eyes went teary

" let me !" Yoona yelled as she tried to go away but she couldn't, he was catching her so strongly

"..Yoona! it's you ! that's you Yoona! you're alive !" Heechul yelled in her face while smiling happily, Yoona didn't have any idea about what he was saying, she didn't know he thought she was dead

"..OMG YOONA !! that's you ! i can't believe it !' Heechul hugged Yoona so hard, Yoona's eyes turned teary and mad , she tried to push him away, she was hitting his back so hard, but he couldn't feel it , his happiness was covering everything .

Jinkyu was getting out from the house, she heard some screaming, she looked from a far place and found Yoona being hugged forcely, she went mad and ran to her fast

"..move away from me! " Yoona yelled as she cried , Heechul broke the hug and caught her face with both of his hands , he was also crying , Yoona looked at his eyes for a second, she kept silent, she never saw him crying before , she tried to ignore her feelings , the old woman Jinkyu came

" HEY ! move away from my daughter !" Jinkyu yelled as she pushed Yoona away

"....daughter?! " Heechul went confused

"..don't ever try to approach her another time !" Jinkyu screamed

"..excuse me ! but ..." Heechul didn't know what to say, he was happy enough when he saw Yoona again, he couldn't believe his eyes, he was looking at her like he was going to hug her forever and never let her go

"...ok?!" Jinkyu asked to make sure he understands

"..e..ok...between , do you know any hostels here? " Heechul asked

"..e..hostel? well, there isn't any hostels here..why?" Jinkyu replied

"..i came here from seoul, and wanted to spend some days here.." Heechul said, Jinkyu felt that this boy was honest, Yoona was hiding behind her

"..e...actually...you won't find any...but you can hang out in my house if you want..for a few days " Jinkyu continued,Yoona opened her eyes wide ,Heechul smiled

"..THANK YOU SO MUCH MA'AM !" Heechul bowed with a big smile in his face, it was a long time he didn't smile like this , Yoona didn't like the idea, but the old woman has no idea what that boy means to Yoona.

" come on! our house is close to this place , between why were you hugging my daughter forcely? " jinkyu asked shamelessly , Yoona was locking the old woman's arm

"..a...actually , i know your daughter before " Heechul smiled as he looked at Yoona, Yoona wasn't happy at all.

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yoUneyChul
#1
I love it, more stories plssss
Va_asianloverz
#2
Chapter 1: it is a nice chapter
please write more
ajussi #3
Chapter 32: this is areally a nice story! :) i love it really! :)
YeonZyNaSuYoonAra
#4
Chapter 32: wow! this is the first fanfic that made me cry out loud!!!!!!!!! Good job Author-shi............. rate: 10/10 ^_____^
Jennynana #5
Chapter 32: Asdghbvgygefuh....loved it^^ sad yet sweet lovestory!!!
LoveLikeRain
#6
Chapter 32: It was so amazing...
I have happiness, sadness and anxiety throughout the whole thing!
GREAT story!
Milky_hee #7
Long time i didn't reed this story.... T_T
Many misunderstanding between them...so complicated....huft....i hope heechul and yoona will keep together with their baby no matter what happen...
kimkim96 #8
Omo.. This is very tragic!
What happened next? Curious~
Milky_hee #9
Omo...finally update...what happened with yoona..??she's so weak... :(
taesunamo
#10
Yoona and Heechul weren't sure that Kibum will be happy with it because Heechul his best friend and should have treated yoona as his sister