It was week after and Sungmin has been skipping music class. He stayed at home to think properly and to avoid Kyuhyun and Donghae.
He only comes out of his room when his brother has gone out to school, he turned off his phone as Kyuhyun sends him sms and even
call him which he never did before. He wants to think, be alone, let the real lovers alone. On the other hand, Donghae is
guarding Kyuhyun very well, not wanting to have a single chance to glimpse at his brother. He always catches Kyuhyun as he
press keys on his phone, he knows the young man is sending messages to Sungmin but as long as they don't meet each other, as long
as Sungmin doesn't reply to any of his messages at all; he feels
secure. He is paranoid and worried and jealous and tired. It was the craziest and most awkward week. There was a tension at home
and even in school.

One evening, Donghae finally saw Sungmin out of his room, preparing food for dinner. During the whole week, the younger Lee would
find a ready food on the table waiting for him as his hyung is avoiding him. He looked down, he never saw his older brother that
lonely until today. He swallowed. It's not his fault. His hyung was the one who betrayed him and he was not supposed to feel
guilty about anything. But Sungmin has been giving in to everything he wants since they were young, he's been giving him even
the last piece of his hyung's most favourite cake even before he could put it in his mouth. Right now, Kyuhyun must be the only
one his older brother really wants and yet he took it away before his hyung even say he wants to have him. Without saying a
thing...his hyung has given in to him yet again. But...is he the one at fault?

Sungmin met his eyes and then back to the food. "Let's eat." he said. Since he cannot escape Donghae now, might as well join him
for dinner. One of the things he knows very well is that Donghae hates eating alone and even if he hates his hyung now, Sungmin
thought it is still better than eating on his own alone. He must have been agonizing for the past week for eating on his own.

Sungmin sat down and started eating without waiting for Donghae. The younger then sat down and eat quietly. "It's not good if
you wont attend your classes." Donghae said making Sungmin looked up shortly. "Your professors are looking for you. They keep
on bugging me. Please be responsible enough to go to school." That's a lie. Sungmin's professors didn't bug him at all, in fact,
they only asked him once. Indeed, he feels secure about having Kyuhyun beside him but that doesn't mean he will let his hyung
fail in his music course because of this matter.

"Oh..." Sungmin said feeling as if he is the younger one and Donghae is the hyung. His younger brother is still worried for
him...even though he angry with Sungmin, he wouldn't want his hyung to be like this in some other way. Sungmin felt a bit of joy because of it.

The next day, Sungmin indeed went back to school. He quietly sat down inside the music class and prayed Kyuhyun wont be around
but even before he finished putting his bag down, the young man stood up in front of him. He met Kyuhyun's eyes shortly and
looked away.

Kyuhyun crossed his eyebrows showing an upset look. After the break up that Sungmin proposed the other week, he wasn't able to
talk to the older man. He thought it was an impulsive decision which he will take back after a while but it was not. It seemed like Sungmin
is really going to stand for what he said that night. He didn't answer calls or sms, he didn't come to school and now he is obviously ignoring Kyuhyun.
Does Sungmin knows how crazy Kyuhyun gets every single day without seeing him?
He grabbed the older's arm and pulled him to stand up. Sungmin was in shocked as he find himself following Kyuhyun in a small
corner of the corridor. The young man pushed him hardly on the wall making a soft thugh sound and then looked at him. Suddenly,
Kyuhyun's upset eyes turned gentle as he wrapped Sungmin in his embrace tightly. He misses the older Lee that he could go crazy
day by day. "Sungmin ah...let's run away." he whispered. His voice sounded desperate and yet heartmelting.

Sungmin looked at Kyuhyun, confused. "Let's forget the whole world...let's go together."
It was the first time he heard Kyuhyun saying something about running away. Usually when he has troubles he will readily face
it...he will try to solve everything but right now...what is he saying?

"Kyuhyun ah..."

"I cannot think anymore... Lee Sungmin...let's just run away." Kyuhyun said looking at Sungmin's eyes. The older finally noticed
Kyuhyun's tired look, his eyes are with dark circles and now he sees small mustache and beard coming out around his lips. Was it
because he tried ignoring the calls the young man makes? Was it because he deleted all the sms even before reading it? Or was
it because... huh, there are so many reasons why Kyuhyun could look desperate but the reason will always end up to be him.

"Tonight. Let's run away...yes?" Kyuhyun asked again, holding his hands and pressing it.

He wants to be with Kyuhyun and yes, he wants to forget the whole world so they wont bother him anymore. He smiled at Kyuhyun
and nodded and hugged the young man tightly. "Tonight. Let's forget about everything." he said. His voice soothing the young man's
trembled heart. Kyuhyun smiled as he closed his eyes hardly freeing tears while hugging Sungmin back.

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On that night, Sungmin pretended to sleep early but in fact, he prepared his things for their run. He only brought few clothes,
his passport, his necessities. He made everything fit inside a backpack. His breathing is fast... he swallowed as he watches
the clock ticks. In a while, Kyuhyun will be coming to take him away. While waiting, he took his time to get a pen and a
paper...he started writing.

Donghae ah...

I'm sorry for everything...

Before he could write more, he crumpled the paper and took another one.

Kyuhyun ah... 

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Donghae was fixing something in his room when he saw Kyuhyun's car parked at the opposite side of their house and then he saw
Sungmin running towards the young man, embracing him. He saw his hyung carrying a backpack, he was wearing a cap probably to
cover his face. Donghae saw everything, even when Sungmin ride in the car...he saw everything... the two betrayed him yet again
and still he didn't do anything at all.

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It was almost breaking dawn when they reached a big rest house in front of a lake. Sungmin and Kyuhyun dropped their bags on the
floor. The young man, now cleaner and looking better knowing that Sungmin is with him, looked at the side with a smile. "Let's
stay here for the meantime." he said.

Sungmin, amused with the breath taking view of the spacious and yet traditional type of house, looked at Kyuhyun. "I always knew
you were a rich kid but I never thought you own something like this."

Kyuhyun chuckled shortly. "You have no idea." he said proudly making his lover smile with his egocentric words.

They found themselves sitting on the swing in front of the lake. Fingers interlaced, Sungmin's head on Kyuhyun's shoulder. The
stars beneath them, the sound of the crickets, the warmth of the night. If time could just stop there. Sungmin sighed
contentedly. He dreamt of being in this kind of scene with Kyuhyun, and now it is happening. "This is beautiful." he said with a
smile.

Kyuhyun turned to him looking at him intently, Sungmin's doe eyes that always hide what he really feels yet will always look at
him as if he's the only person in the world, his nose that is so close to perfect and those bow lips that never loses its
sweetness, the dangerously tempting lips that he enjoys owning, his warm skin that is tender. He smiled. "Indeed beautiful."

Sungmin met his eyes and blushed instantly. He pouted cutely... "Which one?"

Kyuhyun chuckled a bit. "I've been here a million times and yet only now that I am seeing you here with me made it look so perfect." Sungmin smiled
widely, showing his bunny teeth. Kyuhyun surely knows how to play with his words and yet whether it was just a sweet talk or
not it still melt the older's heart.
He leaned on Kyuhyun's shoulder once again. "It really feels so real right now." he said. "that we're together."
He heard Kyuhyun chuckled again. "It is real. Don't you believe it?"

"It won't end, right?"

It won't end, right? They both runaway for the same reason and yet both of them are keeping their guilty hearts in silent. Both
are being bothered with the decision they both agreed on. But can they stop themselves from worrying about Donghae? He is
Sungmin's brother... and even if Kyuhyun doesn't want to be concerned about him. The mere fact that he is the younger Lee's
lover made him concern. It's not true that he doesn't love Donghae... he loves him by heart but as a brother, he loves Donghae
they way Sungmin loves his younger brother. It has always been that way for him.

Kyuhyun kept silent as they both know the answer. As much as they both want to say yes... the answer is no. Eventually, time
will come that they will separate ways and Kyuhyun will go back to being Donghae's lover and Sungmin as his older brother.

However, for now, since they are together; at this given time they will cherish every minute of this short forever... the dark
reality of them being deeply in love, the chance for them to become real, right now; at the darkest point, it shines.

*Author's note: I had a blast tonight! woohoo!^^ got a good seat as well so it
was more fun. Anyways, because of the concert. Lee Sungmin officially spoil
my bias list. He's not supposed to be my no.1! he's supposed to be no. 3. alright
he effortlessly stole the no.1 place. OFFICIALLY THAT IS!!!

I don't really wish to update this chapter tonight since I'm still in the height of the
event but anyways, I wanted to be the other person in Sungmin and Kyuhyun's life
BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! I want to steal Sungmin away!!! as in for real *alright so much for the
concert feel... I'm going crazy and I can barely hear myself now becus yeah... I was
screaming like hell.*

Alright back to the topic. I really want a long Kyumin moment in this fanfic becus
its quite tough for them to do anything else other than staying in bed. and I know that
i cannot write s so I do suffer trying to imagine things and being unable to write such so
I want them to experience being real. Please don't think about Donghae being with
Eunhyuk now... he'll probably won't appear. really sorry for that.

Week is about to start... I'm not quite ready for work I want 10 clones of this weekend!
*If there's such a thing*
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