Author's note: flashbacks are in italicized text ^^

"Hyung..."

Donghae called. Sungmin looked at him as he saw his brother peeping from the door. "Kyuhyun is here. Do you want a ride?" he
asked.

Sungmin freed a smile and shook his head. "You guys go first, I'll just take a bus."

"Oh...ok then. See you in school."

Donghae closed the door as Sungmin's smile slowly disappear. He looked at the mirror as he fixed his hair. Finally, he heard
the noisy sound of Kyuhyun's car which made him look by the window. Donghae has already left with his boyfriend, Cho Kyuhyun.
He looked down and suddenly his phone vibrates.

Sender: 42365980
Message: see you tonight.

He looked down slowly and then a short smile was planted on his lips. He deleted the message as he took his school bag and get
ready to leave the house.

This is him. Lee Sungmin, Donghae's elder brother. He cannot keep any message from the said sender as he needs to be extra
careful they might get caught. As much as he wanted to keep all those messages to re-read them before he sleeps...he can't.
He cannot keep anything visible or concrete...for in memories everything is being kept.

He met his brother during lunch time in school. "Hyung, have you eaten?" Donghae asked him. He smiled showing his bunny teeth.

"I'm waiting for you." he said. The younger smiled at him. Their closeness cannot be denied even if they have 3 years ,
they treat each other as if they were born on the same day. They are each other's bestfriend, companion, the closest person they
could ever have.

When they sat down on their table in the cafeteria, Sungmin looked up to see Kyuhyun doing a quiet sign. The younger man
tip-toed and was about to place his hands on Donghae's eyes but the latter suddenly looked back and saw him. "I knew you would
do that!" he said while smiling. Sungmin watched them as Kyuhyun scratched his head feeling defeated from his lover. Donghae
smiled as he extended his hand to reach for Kyuhyun's hand. The latter smiled and sat down along with them.

"Hyung, you don't mind me joining, right?" Kyuhyun asked the very quiet Sungmin, looking at him in the eyes like sending
messages.

"No...take a seat." he said with a big smile.

Sungmin looked down and quietly eat his food while his brother and his lover is doing lovey-dovey things such as feeding each
other using their mouths. He never see Donghae that happy from the time their mom died. Thanks to Kyuhyun, his dear brother is
more cheerful than ever. He could have been that cheerful as well... but...

Kyuhyun looked at Sungmin busy munching on his bread and pumpkin soup, he then looked at Donghae. "Donghae ah...wait here, I'll
get you guys something to drink."

"Oh..." he said in between chews. Kyuhyun stood up and walked away leaving the two to watch his back. Donghae looked at his
brother.

"Hyung... I hope you don't feel awkward with us." Donghae said quite embarassed. Sungmin smiled at his brother.

"I thought you wouldn't realise I'm here." he said.
Donghae could just smile and hold the side of his hair childishly. "I'm just kidding." Sungmin said. He bite on his bread once
more and secretly watched Kyuhyun walking looking for the beverage station of their cafeteria. He then looked at his brother.
Donghae meet his eyes and exchanged smiles.

"Hyung...when are you going to start dating? Don't you feel like you're not getting young?" he asked.

"Yah!" he said while chewing... "stop that getting old thing!"

Donghae chuckled as he knows Sungmin doesn't like it when they talk about ageing. Who doesn't like to date, anyway? He has been
waiting for that someone...and even if he wanted to say it out loud, he just can't. He looked down as he slowly focused on his
food, his bow lips pouted a little bit. Suddenly, he was startled when his phone vibrates. He put down his bread and read the
message.

Sender: 42365980
Message: Stop frowning, it makes me want to kiss you.

Sungmin chuckled shortly as he deleted the message. Donghae looked at him confusedly, what kind of messages could actually make
his hyung smile like this? Sungmin kept his phone exactly when Kyuhyun came holding two bottles of drinks. The youngest offer
one bottle to Sungmin which he gladly accepts. "Thanks." he said.

The two lovers continuesly play around exchanging smile while keeping the bottled drink away from each other. Sungmin smiled,
almost laugh at how the two can be childish and yet not shy in front of him. He shook his head and looked at his watch.

"I need to go, I'll catch up with you later." he said taking his bag and the bottled drink and started to take his leave.

"Oh... See you later, hyung!" Donghae said shortly still busy taking the bottle away from Kyuhyun's hand. Kyuhyun didn't even
spend time looking at their hyung instead continuously keep the bottle away.

As Sungmin walks away, he looked at the bottle and drink. He then noticed a pen mark at the side. "8pm" it says. He looked at
his watch and silently wish time could fly double time until it reaches 8 and slow down until tomorrow.

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"Bye. I'll see you tomorrow." Donghae said as he get his things inside Kyuhyun's car. The latter smiled at him waiting for him
to finish taking all his things. Donghae was about to go down when he pulled him back in the car.

"Donghae ah..." he called. He looked at the younger Lee with a smiled as he pull Donghae for a kiss in the lips. Donghae closed
his eyes and held Kyuhyun's face while they continuously kiss each other. When they separate, Donghae smiled and give a shorter
kiss on the lips. "Goodnight."

"Goodnight." Kyuhyun said as he dashed off his way home. Just in time, Donghae received a message.

Sender: Minimin
Message: going home late, don't wait for me.

Sungmin was standing there, outside of a seemingly luxurious condominium, a cctv camera focused on his side, he looked at it
shortly and shifted to the other side of the wall, now opposite of the door, waiting for the owner to open it. While waiting, he
looked down and saw himself reminscing about his past...

"Sungmin ah... you're the older one now, you should always give in to your brother, understand?" The sound of his gentle mother's
voice said while looking at him. He just look up as he sees a baby in the crib, crying. A two year old kid... what does he
understand about giving in to a younger baby?

"Umma...I want to learn how to dance!" Donghae said when he was 8 years old. Sungmin secretly looked at him and wondered why his
mom agreed immediately to enroll his younger brother to a dance class when the fact is that he was the first one who told their
mom about it. That night, he went up their mom's bed.

"Umma, I also want to learn how to dance." he said shyly. He has always been the timid one, the introvert. Whereas Donghae is the
aggressive, outgoing. His mom looked at him and smiled.

"Donghae is already in a dance class, why don't you try taekwondo instead?" he made an oh shape in his mouth. He did at some point
enjoyed the thought of learning taekwondo while he was already at it. Still, the thought of wanting to attend the said dance class
was still a secret want for him.

The elevator from the right lighted and made a ting sound. He looked at it and smiled as he sees the handsome man he has been
waiting for. Somehow he has forgotten about the thing he was thinking a while ago.

His bag still slinged around his body as he walked towards Sungmin and held him on his waist as he started kissing him on the
lips. Sungmin smiled as their lips met, he wrapped his arms around the other man's neck and continuously kiss each other letting
the cctv watch their intimacy. When they break away, the guy took his card key and inserted it on the door. Click.

"Did you wait for so long?" he asked Sungmin. The latter man shook his head keeping his bunny teeth while smiling.

"Have you eaten?" Sungmin asked, the other man shook his head. "I'll cook for you." he said making his way towards the kitchen.
It is not the first time coming to that place and he has helped the owner organised everything in order, making him know where
every possible utensils is placed in that place. He took the knife and prepared some tomatoes and ginger, took the chopping board
and washed them.

The other man walked behind him silently, making Sungmin jump when he wrapped his arms around the older's waist, swayed both their
bodies and started kissing his neck. His lips are very warm, making Sungmin get goosebumps all over his body.

He closed his eyes feeling the heat from the warm mouth. "Kyuhyun ah..." he called feeling ticklish when the young man's lips
reached a certain sensitive area. Kyuhyun looked at him with a gentle smile.

"Don't bother cooking, Min. I want a more special dish tonight." he knows what it means since that is one of the many reasons
why he is there.

This is him. Lee Sungmin, Lee Donghae's older brother, and Cho Kyuhyun, his younger brother's lover, shares an evening intimacy.
Often times, they would meet in the younger's place and spend time telling stories, laughing together and making out like
ordinary lovers.

It's not easy, he knows it. Since everyday he needs to pretend he doesn't bother, he doesn't care about Kyuhyun being intimate
with Donghae. He needs to pretend he is fine with Kyuhyun being so close and gentle to his real boyfriend, his younger bother.
He needs to pretend it doesn't sting whenever his brother and Kyuhyun would kiss in front of him. He needs to pretend he doesn't
feel anything at all.
But he has gone used to it. Because at a night like this, he would feel the young man's touch, his burning kisses, his dirty
stares and even if he thinks lowly to himself...he doesn't care.

Kyuhyun lay him on the bed and looked at him. He loved that as well, those naughty gentle stares. Whenever Kyuhyun does that,
Sungmin feels he is the real lover, he is the only one. He forgets that Donghae is his brother and that he is betraying no one.

Their perfect lie, he has learned how to supress his feelings during daylight and would only reveal himself like a thief in the
night. He knows it's wrong. Everything...but he, too cannot stop himself. He has accepted the fact that he can only have
stolen times with the young man, that he can never keep any sms from him, cannot hold hands in public, cannot walk together closely,
cannot feel jealous at all. He has accepted the fact that he has to share Kyuhyun with his brother. He has accepted the fact
that shamefully...he is the other person.

But the bitter fact of them releasing body heat at times like this has become a false tale
for them, because they both know the truth, that they both share a little secret. They both know a little truth which other
people doesn't know... the little secret that if they reveal might be the end of everything. This little secret... nothing
else but the feeling they shared.

----------------FLASH BACKS FROM SUNGMIN'S PAST----------------------

Sungmin worked hard as a student. They were quite well off so money is not a problem with them. Their parents were kind enough
to leave them their landed house and enough money for them to finish school. Then again, Sungmin took some part time jobs so
that Donghae can still have a life outside school. He knows he shares his love for music with Donghae and they both take classes
with the money the older earns. They use the money Sungmin earns for their additional luxuries in life such as guitar and trips.

One day while in the cake store he was working at, Sungmin saw a tall handsome guy, staring at the glass windows where cakes with
different decorations are. He will at times stay inside the kitchen to decorate some cakes but today seemed to be a lucky day since
he was staying as the cashier. His heart skipped a bit, he doesn't know whether he is blushing or not but he felt like his heart
is popping out of his chest. How could such a guy like this exist in this world? He's too beautiful to fit in here, he must
be an angel. He thought.

"I'll take this cake." the guy said pointing at a certain cake through the glass. Sungmin cleared his throat that instant as he
looked down and check the cakes inside the glass.
"This one?" He asked, now both of them leaning opposite of the glass and looking at each other in the eyes. The guy smiled at him
and shook his head. "No, the one beside it." Sungmin took the strawberry cake and bit his lips as it was his very own design, he
needs to stop his lips from curling up.

He wrapped the cake and placed it in a box gently and handed it to the guy. The guy smiled at him gently and so he awkwardly smiled
back. Seriously, for an introvert like him, he doesn't even know how to respond to a simple smile like that. The guy freed a
wider smile as he sees how awkward it is for the cashier man. "Don't be so awkward to me, Sungmin Hyung."

Sungmin looked up and wondered how this guy knows him. The guy just smiled gently again. "I'm a new student in the music class,
I heard about you a lot, they said you were really good in piano and guitar. I hope you can teach me both sometime."

"Uh-"

"Kyuhyun..." he said extending a hand. "I'm Cho Kyuhyun." Sungmin made an oh sound and nodded accepting the hand, Kyuhyun pressed
his hand a bit making his heart almost stop beating. Kyuhyum smiled at him. "See you around, Sungmin hyung."

So it is true, Kyuhyun is indeed in his music class and being a new guy, he is quite popular with the people around him. However
the younger man doesn't pay attention to it at all. Day by day, they would spend time together. Day by day, they will play music
together. Day by day... Sungmin hoped for Kyuhyun to tell him that probably... just maybe... they might be sharing the same feelings.

"Hyung..." Donghae called Sungmin one day... the day that probably got twisted and got crazy it moved upside down. Donghae run
towards Sungmin and hugged him. "Hyung... I think I'm in love with Kyuhyun." Sungmin's eyes widened shortly. Surely he knows that
his brother also share another class with Kyuhyun. He also knows that Donghae has been eyeing on Kyuhyun's beautiful orbs. He also
knows that Donghae is crushing on the younger man and he knows very well that Kyuhyun has been treating Donghae nicely. But...
does anybody knows about how he feel for Kyuhyun? Nobody. Because nobody really cared.

He patted his dongsaeng's back and smiled. "Well... he is a good person. And-"

"I'm going to confess to him soon." Donghae said making Sungmin unable to say anything more. And from that day, he knows what an
older brother like him must do. Do the thing his mother has always asked him to do...

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Author's note: Alright... I know it's quite complicated so
please tell me if you're all on the right track hihihi^^ I didn't
know how I ended up writing something like this but it
does excites me ^^
By the way, this week might have a slower update because I'll
be on leave hihihi~ going back to my hometown!!!

Comments and Subscriptions are appreciated kekkekekekeke~!^^