The next day, Kyuhyun was surprisingly not with Donghae...where is he?

"He said he has something to do at home first so he'll come a little later." Donghae said which was answered by just a simple
nod. Sungmin went upstairs to take a rest, he opened his door and stood still for a long time. Worrying about Cho Kyuhyun can
be a little tiring...for one, he has to hide his concern, two... he's not supposed to care about Kyuhyun at all. But how
could he? He's madly in love with him.

He sighed as soon as he closed it. He walked towards the not so large room and sat on his bed secretly wondering what does
Kyuhyun needs to do today? He never told the older Lee as well. He took his phone and look at it...should I call? He thought.
Maybe it wouldn't be that bad to show a little bit of concern. But he never tried calling Kyuhyun, not even once. They only
exchange short messages which is delete as soon as it is read as well. He was about to press the numbers he has memorised by
heart when a pair of arms suddenly wrapped around him.

He could have gotten a heart attack if he didn't see Kyuhyun resting his head on his shoulders. He saw the young man's childish
face looking away as if he didn't do anything at all. Sungmin looked at him... "You scared me..." he sighed.
"what are you doing here? I thought you have something to do at home?" he's quite worried but he's not upset at all. Kyuhyun's
presence always eats up the loneliness, the negative feelings... sometimes even the fear residing in his heart disappears.

"So you're checking on me..." Kyuhyun looked at him smiling.

"I'm not... Donghae happened to be my brother." Sungmin said looking away and smiling as well.

Kyuhyun freed a chuckle as he heard Sungmin joking about their ridiculous situation. The latter looked at him and wondered, his
smile disappear shortly...

"Seriously...what are you doing here?"

Kyuhyun stared at him, making him blush and look away. Who can actually stand Kyuhyun's glare? Those dark eyes that always looks
at him and melts him instantly. "I miss you." holding him even tighter than earlier.

He looked at Kyuhyun once again and smiled sheepishly...but suddenly changed into a curious look. "how did you get in? I don't
remember giving you my key."

"I just happen to be Donghae's lover." they chuckled as the younger answered. Sungmin shook his head...after all, it's the only
thing they can do to make things lighter. It felt like they are in their own world again. The happiness and the freedom of being
together and yet they are hidden in the four corners of Sungmin's room.

Kyuhyun snapped his fingers. "Before I forget..." he said as he took something under the pillow. "Tah...for you." he handed a
small pink camera.

"What's this?" Sungmin asked as he hold the camera.

"In case your primitive world doesn't know it...you call this a camera."

Sungmin rolled his eyes because of Kyuhyun's sarcasm. "I know it is a camera...but what is this for?"

"You use it like this..." he said as he turned it on and look at the lens while Sungmin just look at him. He clicked the camera
and immediately look at the screen behind. "There..." he said showing it to his lover. "That's how you use it."

"I mean...what's this for. I have my own camera." Sungmin said looking at the camera Kyuhyun is holding now.

"The camera that you own is for taking somebody else's picture. This one..." he looked with a smile. "Is for us alone. It
frustrates me that we don't cannot go out and we have no pictures at all... at least with this...be it my place or yours...
we can take a picture together."

Sungmin freed a smile and nodded. He looked at the camera and rest his head on Kyuhyun's shoulder with a closed lip smile, he
stretched his arm and took a picture of them. Kyuhyun was quite happy that he made the right decision of buying the said gift
as he sees Sungmin's eyes brightening as he looks at the picture they've taken together. Surely his lover is frustrated with
the thought that they don't have a picture together as well. At least with that small gift, he sees his lover having the feel
of being in a real relationship. Sungmin put the camera down and gasped shortly.

"What time are you suppose to come here?" Sungmin said.

Kyuhyun shrugged his shoulder... "I don't know...you tell me." Sungmin smiled and kissed the young man's lips...maybe he should
at least reward Kyuhyun for his gift. He pouted a bit and pretended to think for a while. He then used his foxy eyes to look at
his secret lover meaningfully...

"maybe earlier than what he expects..." if they start making love now, Kyuhyun can leave the room earlier than expected and can
be 'here' again in no time. Kyuhyun smiled and stood up approaching the door. Sungmin widened his eyes...didn't
Kyuhyun get it?

He followed the young man. "Where are you going?"

Now it's Kyuhyun's time to look at him meaningfully. He smirked a little...while waiting for Sungmin to come closer. He held
the knob of the door making the older fasten his pace. Kyuhyun held him and let him rest his back on the door.

"Why so anxious, hyung?" He draw his face closer to Sungmin's "I just want to lock the door." he said as he twisted the door
lock. Yeah, Kyuhyun loves teasing him, he loves seeing his older lover running to him, chasing him because he knows that Sungmin
would always go for him. And even if the older Lee lies about how he feels at times, seeing him going for Kyuhyun proves them
the he is deeply in love Cho Kyuhyun.

Sungmin pouted a bit making Kyuhyun smiled. The young man rested his forehead on Sungmin's as his right hand encircled around
the older's shoulder closing the inches parting their bodies. The older Lee's hands on Kyuhyun's waist as they sway each other.

"I should have thought of this before...coming to your room." Kyuhyun said. Sungmin shook his head.

"I'm not going to let you in my room, if I knew you would." Sungmin said not meeting the eyes of his ever teasing lover.

"And who told you I will let you know when I'm coming?" They looked at each other for a while. Kyuhyun sending dirty messages
whilst Sungmin biting his lower lip.

They both chuckled and rub each others hand on their back making warm circles with every movement. "Kyuhyun ah... I'm thinking
of telling him." Sungmin whispered. He doesn't know when he has decided on this or how he's going to do it but right now, it
just feels so real that he and Kyuhyun are so in love with each other. It just feel so real that they are in each other's
embrace. It feels like they are not the one who is lying... it feels like Donghae and Kyuhyun's relationship is the one that is
a lie and theirs is the real one. The only real thing in this dangerous world. Is it because of the camera? Probably not...he
thought that maybe Kyuhyun is right...doing this might lessen their own burdens.

Kyuhyun's smile disappeared as he met Sungmin's eyes. Even if he keeps on persuading his lover that they should tell Donghae
about them...he, too, is quite scared. But then...telling him can mean he can openly love Sungmin. He freed a gentle smile
before kissing the older on the forehead.

"You'll stay here...right?" Sungmin asked looking at Kyuhyun in the eyes and then at his lips. You'll stay beside me even if
Donghae will hate us. He thought to himself...and yet the younger man was able to hear it through his heart.

Kyuhyun looked at him gently and nodded his head. "I'll stay here..." he tighten his embrace and occassionally kisses Sungmin's
forehead as they continue swaying. I'll stay here for as long as you want me to.

The older Lee felt better after telling Kyuhyun about what he has decided. Maybe there isn't something to fear about...or maybe
there is...but if he can have Kyuhyun by his side... who cares about fears anyway? He's going to do it...soon.

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"Again?" Sungmin asked Donghae when he said Kyuhyun has something to do at home and will be coming to their house late. He is
assuming the young man is inside his room again. "Donghae ah... I'll go to my room first. Maybe you should start that project
on your own."

Donghae pouted a bit but Sungmin smiled. "I'll help you as well... I'll just rest for a while." the younger smiled widely and
nodded like a child finally persuading his mom to buy the sweets that he's been eyeing on.

Sungmin went upstairs and quietly open the door of his room. He looked around wondering where Kyuhyun could be hiding this time.
He was in the middle of his room when the person he's looking for back hug him. The older man smiled as his lover sway their
bodies. "I knew you'd be here."

"I tried to be predictable so as not to give a heart attack." Sungmin smiled feeling ticklish with Kyuhyun's warm breath behind
his ears. He turned and let his arms rest on the young man's shoulders. He looked at Kyuhyun, letting his eyes explore his lover's
face. Kyuhyun watches him as he does his exploration. "I like your bedsheet, Min." he whispered. Sungmin knows what he means...
he shook his head. "we always stain my bedsheet. I think we should stain yours as well."

Sungmin chuckled as he place his cheek on Kyuhyun's. "I like it when we're like this." the older said. The younger meet his eyes
and kissed him gently on the lips. It was a short, warm kiss and yet they both know where it's going to lead them. It doesn't
matter for him since he's decided to tell Donghae everything...soon.

Kyuhyun leaned forward for another kiss...this time longer, rougher making Sungmin gasp for breath. They do not know how they
lead each other on the bed but the next thing they know is that their clothes were both tossed on the floor. Kyuhyun looked at
Sungmin in the eyes. He rubbed the older's forehead looking at him. "When can you stop being this beautiful, Min?" the older
smiled with the question blushing as his every single inch is exposed. "Now I can't even think of what I will be without you."
Kyuhyun kissed his forehead gently and then his nose and then his upper lip and the lower lips... he looked at Sungmin once
again and smiled. He continued making lazy trails of kisses from his chin to his neck and stopping occasionally to make some squeezes
and his skin leaving some bruises. He lead his mouth in between his chest and down until his
reach the belly button. He blew cold breath to his stomach driving Sungmin crazy... he continued his trail of kisses downwards
until-

"Hyung where is the-"

Sungmin jumped to surprise when he saw Donghae standing in front of the door; frozen or getting weak or probably disgusted or
something with what he is seeing now. Donghae shifted his eyes to the curve underneath the blanket. He saw a person 'swallowing'
his brother in... it can't be...

Kyuhyun covered the older's private part and met Donghae's eyes. He swallowed bulk of saliva. There's nothing to fear about
since they are planning to tell him anyway... but why wasn't he able to say anything right now? He could just look at Donghae
who was shocked with what he see- him taking Sungmin in...intimately. He didn't expect that the fear that he is hiding at the
bottom of his heart would rise up secretly. His heart is pounding very hard as well...not only because he and Sungmin are doing
something intimate but because Donghae is standing there with no reaction except for being stone frozen by the doorway.

"D-donghae ah..." Sungmin said...he did wanted to confess to his brother everything but he wanted a good timing. Now how is he
suppose to reveal the secret when Donghae caught them...in action. He has forgotten about the 'not feeling scared' feeling awhile
ago. He has forgotten about his readiness in telling Donghae about him and Kyuhyun. He has forgotten... all the words he planned
to say to his younger brother. All tension, all anxiety, all fear came in to him.

It was only when Sungmin stood up revealing his very own body to take their clothes and put it on in an impossible speed
that everything sink in to Donghae. That his brother and his lover are having an affair. Sungmin and Kyuhyun stood in front of
him as he was still not moving from the time he barge in the room til now that they've put on their clothes.

"D-donghae ah..." Sungmin called reaching out for his brother.

Donghae freed a short sigh as if he lacks oxygen. Suddenly, he changed from a fair skinned guy to a very pale looking trying
to catch his breath quickly holding his chest like feeling like his heart is being pounded. He was coughing. He cannot breath.
He held onto the door knob while the other hand on his chest, his knees felt weak, wanting to give up on him as he continuously
breathe in. Kyuhyun looked at Sungmin shortly and worried for Donghae's as well. They know Donghae as a healthy man...so
what is happening to him?

"I-can't breathe." Donghae said breathing in and out quickly like choking. Coughing every now and then. Eyes are getting red
and teary as he tried to breathe in properly. He is as if fainting, his visions getting blurry and his coughs are rubbing his
throat overly hard. He tried stopping his own fast breathing but it felt like he's going to die. His heart beat is in dangerous
speed. As if he felt like he'll be exploding both in heart and brain and the worst thing... he cannot remove the scene
of both people he loves dearly in his mind.

Sungmin freed a tear. "He's palpitating..." he whispered making Kyuhyun looked even more worried. "Donghae ah..." Sungmin
called walking towards his younger brother with deep concern holding him on the shoulder wanting to lead him out of the room and
bring him somewhere safe and...anywhere as long as not in his room.

"Don't touch me!" Donghae shouted as he swove away his hyung's arm followed by his quick breathing again. Sungmin repelled as soon as his younger brother shouted
and swove his helping hand, it stabbed him to hear Donghae raising his voice as he never did that in his entire life. Donghae
tried stopping his breath shortly again but whatever he does, he just finds himself dying because of the pain literally and figuratively.

Sungmin knows it will be bad if a person breathe in too quickly as the lungs might expand abnormally and eventually explode...
he won't let that happen. Donghae needs to slow his breathing down. He tried approaching Donghae again...

"Donghae ah..." he said gently pushing his brother which this time Donghae allowed since he really needs desperate help. Sungmin
lead him to the kitchen. He immediately took a sandwich paper bag and give it to the younger Lee. Putting it on his nose and
mouth for him to breathe.
"Breathe in to this... it will help you feel better."

Donghae took the bag and breathe in to it. Depression. It must have been the shock and the sudden depression that made him
felt like he is choking to death. Sungmin rubbed his back as Kyuhyun humbly took a glass of water for the Donghae to
drink, he doesn't know whether it could help the younger Lee or not but its the least he can do to make Donghae feel better.

However when the young Lee took the glass, he deliberately splash the whole glass of water in Sungmin's face making the
older gasp for breath. Donghae's face looked guilty as he saw the water dripping down, his hands were shaking as he never felt
much anger to anyone and right now he is feeling exceptionally furious with his very own brother. He swallowed a bulk of saliva
and freed the only words he wants to say right now.

"Hyung... I hate you."

*Author's note: This is going to be fast and painful cheheheheheheehe
fast: yeah... I told everyone that this will be the shortest fanfic I will
ever write. *Its not that short though but compared to the past full fics
this is probably the shortest.*
painful: uh, shut up, author. stop being a pooper~!

I've thought of something awesome. hihihi^^ wait right there I'm still working
on it.

Valentines is coming soon... I cannot wait for Sunday to come woohoo!!
Anyone from Singapore who's going to celebrate valentines on the same day?
I can share you my dates... I have 9 handsome guys chehehehehehehe~^^