picture of you...

Behind Closed Doors

"Hyung..." Donghae called timidly. Sungmin looked at him wondering why his little brother is acting like he is constipated
worrying about something and touching the back of his hair.

"Yah Lee Donghae...if you need something just tell me."

Donghae smiled sheepishly..."Hyung, can Kyuhyun stay here for 3 nights?"

"Why does he need to stay here?" he asked making sure his tone is like that of a concern older brother and not of a
concern secret lover. He cleared his
throat a bit as he felt like choking with the thought that the three of them will spend the night under one roof.

"We have a school project and we need to finish it in three days." Donghae said still looking at him sheepishly.

Sungmin knows how to act like a lover and how to act like a concern and close brother, right now he is the closest person to
Donghae, thus he must act accordingly. Kyuhyun, right now, is his brother's lover and he is a loving brother concerned with
the person involve's well-being.

He cleared his throat once again. "Project, you say?" Donghae nodded his head but saw something double meaning in his hyung's
stares, he blushed.

"are you sure you two will be making a project?"

Donghae nodded again, this time more eager to make his hyung agree.

"Alright...just make sure you won't stain the bedsheet too much." Donghae blushed immediately when he heard his brother dirty
talking to him. Surely they do it at times, but he's not really into details when he talks to his brother about it. And even if
he wants to do it with Kyuhyun as much as he wanted to... Kyuhyun is quite distant when they talk about it.

"Hyung~!" Sungmin clapped his hands as he laugh while Donghae innocently blushed even more. He knows everything, and even if he
is choking everytime Donghae will talk about it, he will just listen to him in one ear and let it pass by the other ear.

"I'm just kidding..." his hyung said as he tried to calm down, holding his tummy to stop himself from laughing. "Do it here, as
much as you please..."

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"Sungmin Hyung, I hope it'll be fine to stay here with you for a while." Kyuhyun looked at him as if they treat each other like
common friends. And still looking shyly at each other as it seems like the younger one will be disturbing their peaceful life.

Sungmin just smiled and went to the kitchen. "Hyung, where are you going?" Donghae asked as Kyuhyun wrapped his arms around the
younger Lee's waist.

"I'll get you guys something to eat."

Kyuhyun and Donghae looked at each other and smiled. Soon the youngest was walking around the living room area looking at the
photos displayed around. He saw the young Donghae and Sungmin riding bicycle together, a picture of them with their parents, a
picture of Sungmin when he was playing guitar and a picture of the Lee brothers poking each other and a picture of Donghae with
him. He looked down shortly.

Sungmin went out of the kitchen carrying a tray of fruit when he found Kyuhyun alone in the living room. "Eh? Kyuhyun ah...
where is Donghae?" he wondered, his tone as if he really has nothing to do with Kyuhyun.

Sungmin is pretending to be a loving brother very well and somehow Kyuhyun cannot stand it. "Hyung...how come we never had a
picture together?" he asked softly.

Sungmin sighed and looked away, walking towards the nearest table to put down the fruits and to avoid Kyuhyun's question. "stop
it. Donghae could come any minute." he whispered.

"I'm just asking-"

"Hey..." Donghae said entering the scene. "Don't tell me you two are talking behind my back!" he said pretending to be angry
look.

"How did you know?" Kyuhyun asked making Sungmin stop breathing. "I'm just telling Sungmin hyung here that you are in need of
that project so that you won't fail in that subject." Sungmin sighed secretly. Kyuhyun is quite playful that even he cannot
stop the young man from giving hints about their relationship to Donghae.

"That's not true!" Donghae looked at Sungmin anxiously. "Hyung, don't believe him." the oldest just shook his head with
Kyuhyun's playfulness. He did got nervous though. What if Kyuhyun cannot take their hidden relationship and decided to tell
everything to Donghae? What of Kyuhyun tells everything and decides to choose one of them? what could ever happen if Donghae
find out about them? What will his brother say? How will his brother look at him? How will he ever face his brother? Questions
as such started running endlessly in his mind.

"Actually... I'm wondering why we don't have a picture." Kyuhyun told Donghae making Sungmin have cold sweats. "We've been
together for quite sometime and Sungmin Hyung is no longer a stranger to me..." Donghae tilted his head and was oblivious with
the two guys' exchange of looks.

"Aigoo~ that's not necessary." Sungmin said shyly, smiling fakely and looking away.

"On second thought..." they both look at Donghae. "Hyung...we never really have a picture together."

"Donghae ah... that's not-"

"I'll get the camera." Donghae said not listening to his hyung at all. Sungmin looked at Kyuhyun with annoyance but the young
man just shrugged his shoulder and looked at him as if he didn't do anything at all. He continuously walked around the living
room smiling slyly as Sungmin watches him sharply.

Donghae was running down holding the tripod and a polaroid camera. "Tah!"

"You're suppose to be starting with your project. Donghae ah...we can take pictures later." Sungmin said.

"Let's take a break before we start. Just a one picture, Hyung." He said as he attached the camera to the tripod.

"Alright...it's set." Donghae said running towards the two. Kyuhyun extended his arm to reach for Donghae's waist, making sure
he is in between the brothers and smile while Sungmin just stand there forcing a smile. Click.

Donghae ran towards the film and blow it and shake it as well. He looked at the picture and smile. "Tah!" he said showing
everyone their pictures. Donghae's head is slightly tilted towards Kyuhyun while Kyuhyun's head was only tilted a bit, his angle
is a bit slant towards Sungmin's side.

Kyuhyun smiled and secretly look at Sungmin who is seemingly uninterested with the picture. "Hyung, you should be the one to keep
this." Kyuhyun said making both Lees look at him.

"Why?" Donghae asked.

"We rarely have a picture with Sungmin hyung...it will be better if he'll be the one to keep this."

Donghae smiled at the thoughtfulness of his lover. After that, they started moving to the younger Lee's room as Sungmin stayed
in his own room. He looked at the picture focusing more on Kyuhyun and him standing together. It will be better if Donghae is
not in the picture...literally and figuratively. If only Donghae is not his brother...it would have been a lot easier. He
wouldn't really mind taking Kyuhyun away... but the other man in the picture shares the same blood as his. He sighed and get a
tape to post the picture on the wall of his room.

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It was almost midnight when Kyuhyun silently went out of Donghae's room. The young Lee is already sleeping deeply unaware that
his supposedly sleeping lover is slipping out of his embrace and is walking outside the room.

Sungmin startled and almost got blinded when the lights in his room suddenly . He couldn't open his eyes for a few
seconds as he is adjusting to the sudden brightness. He was already half asleep. When he finally opened his eyes, he saw
Kyuhyun walking around his room... he looked away.

"You're not suppose to be here." he said lowly.

"I know...we're supposed to be in my place." Kyuhyun said as he walked around looking at the very tidy pink room. He strummed
Sungmin's guitar that was hanging by the wall and noticed one string is broken and then walked to touch other displays. He
finally stopped and looked at their recent picture with Donghae at the side.

"Do you have scissors?" Kyuhyun asked as he tried opening one of the drawers to search on his own.

"For what?"

Kyuhyun freed an ahh sound when he found a pair of scissors in one of the drawers. "What are you doing?" Sungmin said still
watching Kyuhyun from his bed. Kyuhyun cut the picture of Donghae making it seem to be only
him and Sungmin in it. He smiled and turned to the older stretching his arm to give the picture.

"This is crazy." Sungmin said looking away, not even wanting to touch the picture.

"Do you know how sad I am?" Kyuhyun asked making Sungmin look up. His lover is sad? He has Donghae and Sungmin beside him and
yet he is still sad? He is playing his mischievous games inside the Lee house with both of his lover around and he is still
unhappy?

"I'm sad that I want to go out and play with you but we can't. I'm sad that I want to talk to you over the phone for hours but
we can't. Right now, even taking a single photo together...we still can't. Minnie ah...don't you feel sad with this?"

Sungmin looked down. Who wouldn't want to take a picture with his lover? Who wouldn't want to talk to his lover until dawn
breaks? Who wouldn't want to hold hands with his lover when they are outside.

"I don't know how you do it, Min. But I don't think I can still keep it longer." He met Kyuhyun's eyes as gentle as ever. "We
keep on hiding like this so as not to hurt Donghae...but look who's not getting hurt?"

"Kyuhyun ah... Donghae is such a good person, he's very dear to me... and he-"

"And yet look at what we're doing behind his back. Why don't we just tell him about us? He'll hate us whether we tell him or not
anyway."

"I know...that's why not telling him is a better choice. As long as you don't tell...as long as I won't tell... he wouldn't get
hurt."

Kyuhyun shook his head as he feels hopeless for Sungmin. Exactly when is the older guy going to understand that he loves him
more than Donghae...it has been that way even before the younger Lee confessed.

"Let's just be like this..."

"Until when? Sungmin ah...we're not liars you know. I love you... I sincerely love you and I know you feel the same so
what is there for Donghae not to understand?"

"Kyu-"

"We both care for him...but that doesn't mean I'll stop myself from going to you. Think about it, Min. Sometimes being selfish
is a way of being unselfish as well. Stop giving in to him too much, you're not someone who doesn't deserve to be happy." He
patted his older lover and watched his beautiful face being saddened with what he said. He kissed Sungmin's forehead gently and
brushed his cheek with his thumb.

Kyuhyun stood up and reached for the door. He turned the knob but looked at his secret lover. "I know you're worrying too much.
Take a rest and sleep. I'll see you in the morning."

Sungmin looked down... telling his younger brother about him and Kyuhyun, can it really make things better? He's...quite scared
though.

That night, he thought deeply about whether to tell Donghae about everything or not. His eyes got heavier until his mind slowly
drift away...

 

 

 

*Author's note: Apologies for the late update, I was in
my hometown for the past days... Ah, personal dilemma,
I feel like quitting my job and become a bum for the rest
of my life... of course I wouldn't let that to happen.

Anyways, The only
thing that I look forward here in Singapore is the major
event on this coming weekend hihihihihi~^^ SS4,
I'm so excited to end this lazy week kekekekekekeke~

Can you give me a logical reason why I should put Eunhyuk in
this story? because I have no intentions of putting him...I cannot
see his relevance in this fanfiction. However, I repeat,
However, if I can do something incredibly awesome... *right now,
I still don't know what* I... still don't know...let's just see.

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su3993ga #1
Chapter 3: Ohhhh Filipino ka pala authorniimm ^^
nAJOnHyun #2
Chapter 11: OMG IM CRYING :' goshh its okay haek... Hyuk is there for you :' ughhh kyumin TAT sungmin's love for kyuhae omg <3
Holymotherofduck
#3
Chapter 11: Oh thank god it got better! I was having a break down over here!
Holymotherofduck
#4
Chapter 9: Oh Jesus the pain! This is horrible!
haenateuk1006
#5
Chapter 11: reading it again!!
i can't recall how many times i've read this but it certainly never gets boring! ^^
mymyJOY137 #6
Chapter 11: I know its too late to comment but I need to comment n say thank you to you~
I Like this story , 8 & 9 is my fav part esp 9 OMG I read it twince but I STILL CRY ;;___;;
Thank you Authorssi for make this fic :)
LOVE YOU !!!!!!!^^
RayhanAdni #7
Chapter 11: HI! new reader here! ugh okay poor Min!!! ugh ugh it glad that they have been together back!!! Yeay!!! Goodjob ,author-nim! I love this!
Hwaiting for ur next fanfic!! XD
little-dreamer #8
Chapter 11: the most heartbreaking thing is sungmin's letter... i cried hard when i read that T.T
ROAAELF
#9
Chapter 11: The most complicated fic that I ever read
I love it ... And the end is just soooo good
Thank you for this good fic
kyuBBlabs
#10
Chapter 11: I seriously love the ending!!! KyuMin should stay together forever!!! Lol. Btw authornim, hihihi.... The first time I read the foreword? I instantly remembered my dream. Wherein my boyfriend was Donghae but I am cheating behind his back with Kyuhyun. Of course Kyuhyun knows about it. Lol. Just wanna share about it authornim. It's like wow, my dream was interpreted by this fic. Kkkk thanks authornim. I enjoyed reading this.... And because of the last few chapters, my eyes are now BLOODSHOTS because if crying. DAEBAK!