Even though I have a new chapter and I'm ready to update... I don't feel it today and I want to pay my respects for former Shinee's Jonghyun. Jonghyun was one of the first idols I stanned and made me love K-pop. The fact that he died hit me hard and it just made me emo. He always put on a smile and the fact he completed all his schedules before this happened just made it worse. I just learned from an article his depression has been going on for a while and I can't help but feel sorry for how much he had to suffer but was forced to put up act for the sake of everybody. I pray his family, close friends, and the fandom to recover from this and be happy for the sake of Jonghyun. He was still an angel even after he died as he donated his organs. If anybody is depressed or going through something like this, go seek for help so the person won't end up thinking harming themselves will make everything better.