Admittance, Out Loud

Midnight Altar
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There was something weird with Mino. After Jinwoo recovered from his flu--which got him worried in the bed thinking of how many hours of practice it was costing him--Mino became rather distant. He was close and clingy but then cold and faraway. He took the time to take care of Jinwoo, making sure he rest and ate well. He joked around and smile at him and it made Jinwoo fell in love with him more. But then sometimes he looked at Jinwoo like he was some kind of alien. It was like Mino was confused of himself. And it scared Jinwoo.

 

Did he do something wrong?

 

What did he do wrong?

 

It was the day after he felt totally recovered. He was allowed to practice till noon before he was required to go back and rest. He was fine, but the members really would rather not risk it and stopped him from training too hard.

 

He understand. It was his fault after all. He did disturb the daily practice they should have had when he was sick. It scared hhim because they were a team, and a lacking member like Jinwoo just bring the whole team down.

 

It made him feel bad.

 

That night, Jinwoo could not sleep. He slept the day away, and he could not go back to sleep. He reached out to the nightstand and took his phone. 8.37 PM, it said. It was awfully quiet. He looked at the other bed and found it still empty. The members were still out then.

 

The phone suddenly buzzed. He looked at his phone to find a new notification. A message from Hanbin. They do not chat that often, preferring to just meet up and talk about things face to face. Their text messages mostly consist of 'are you free's and meeting place. But Hanbin was aware that Jinwoo got home early, because the younger did meet him on the corridor before he went home. There was really no reason for him to text.

 

So with great curiosity, he opened the message...

 

To an image of abs.

 

Mino's abs.

 

Jinwoo could feel all the blood rush to his face. 

 

Hanbin < Am I not the best dongsaeng ever? >

 

All the fond exasperation rushed through him as he proceed to face-palm himself. Oh, where is his cute awkward dongsaeng gone to? The rapper really did not hold back with his teasing after he found out who Jinwoo's crush was. Then again, Jinwoo did a lot about Bobby.

 

He quickly type back a reply.

 

Jinwoo  < Yes, Hanbinnie, of course you are. *insert eye roll here* >  

 

There were really no burden when talking to Hanbin. Now that the rapper knew everything about him, it was easier to Jinwoo to talk about stuff without being afraid of saying something wrong. Hanbin was really a great friend to be around with, once you passed all the I'm-so-awkward phase. Perhaps it was the mutual crush under the same circumstances. Then again, perhaps they just clicked because both of them

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DaisyJinu
#1
Chapter 13: Haii... I really love your story. The feeling in this story is really good and somehow make me cry. I hope you can update thiss. Thank you so much for making this beautiful story of jinwoo.
Hipsterian
#2
Chapter 13: Hello!

I just find out this and read it all in one go. It's a great story! You really are good catching feeling and emotions, it feels even real, as if watching their real self on the screen I stead of words.
The whole story is heartbreaking but also gives hopes and there is so much love lingering there, so tangible but, also, ethereal. Reading you has been a very nice experience, and so I hope you will keep writing this story because it's very good and very warming.
Also your writing style is precious.
Thanks KS a lot for your effort writing it and I'm looking forward to the next update!
Have a lovely day!
Thy_nh
#3
Chapter 13: A great broken, but also a great feeling!
Looking forward to next chapter <3
ayaayawae #4
Chapter 13: Sweet jinwo :)
Mishtique
#5
Chapter 13: my feelings are all over the place BC of mama and this was just so beautiful in a sad way i want to cry again TT
babybin
#6
Chapter 12: aksndixjebd i love songkim and doubleb and jinwoo-hanbin bond!!!
SlightlyBroken #7
Chapter 11: It's such a great story! One of my favourite songkim stories I ever red!! Thank you for writing it. Waiting for your update:)
Rinnie1997
#8
Chapter 11: I'm being blessed with these Songkim moment, thanks authornim TvT my mood is not good today but your story has saved me T T
HOTGEE
#9
Chapter 1: Wow i love your writing sytle and it delivers well :D
I enjoy this so much! ❤
ayaayawae #10
Chapter 11: I love songkim, but it's cute to see jinwoo with hanbin, hehee