上海, 中国 (ix)

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 Dear BTS,

I know people joked that I could be a nightclub singer after Stigma, I just never thought it would actually happen.

The place is dark and great for performing without people looking at you.

Well, except for that girl that keeps looking at me. She keeps staring at me as I play the piano.

Oh, yeah, Yoongi-hyung, you should be proud of me - I'm spending every free minute working on a crash course on how to play the piano.

If I ever see you again, you could help me play as well as you. But right now even the thought of seeing any of you sees like a dream.

If you were here, one of you would probably say something about how we achieved one dream already, maybe we could reach another, etc. But you're not here.

Damn, since when was I so pessimistic? Is it because Hoseok-hyung isn't here?

Or was it always me?


 

Love, 

Taehyung

 

 

 

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A/N: So sorry about the late update, I've been really busy the past few days! I will try to make updates daily from now on. 

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atalla
#1
Chapter 28: i usually do not comment on any story, for whatever reason, but i find myself compelled to do so on yours.
it is one of the most original fanfics i've encountered and the only that delved into the psychological being of BTS without making it all about the over-romaticized mental illnesses which suddenly get cured by an OC or by love in general.
thank you for sharing your thoughts (also, i love The Brothers Karamazov, i can't believe someone else has read that).
YukiMeichan #2
Chapter 28: You made me cry litres of tears TT Good story ^^ :) TT
xx1melody1xx #3
Chapter 28: I finished this story in one go. It is such a hauntingly beautiful and sad story, where I would read certain lines and my heart would drop. Having been such a long term fan of the boys, it really made my heart ache to read this story and envision it as if it were happening to the boys in real time. This was a highly unique concept. I am so glad Eden recommended this story for me to read. Great work, keep it up.
just_geli #4
Chapter 28: This story is honestly so gut wrenching, tear jerking, ugly sob inducing, amazing. Your style of writing is beautiful and the emotions are just squeezed out of you whether you want them to or not. I love the concept of being left to interpret what you wish, but I haven't read anything that portrays the idea as good as your story. I just... ughh thank you so much for sharing this story. It was enjoyable until the end and one of the most fluid reads I've had in a while.
bluelixir
#5
Hi! I just wanted to let you know that your fic was recommended at Eden! Here's the link: https://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/1348908 Thank you for writing such a great story!
PyromaniacBunny #6
Chapter 27: I read this again after 7 months and yet again I cried. But this time I cried even harder than the last time. Like, seriously, author-nim, why??? I never cry but here I am crying my eyes out.
ButtercupRainbowdanz #7
Chapter 28: It reminds me of how fame changes people. They drift apart from each other, some go crazy, some try to live the life they did before, but they can't, because fame changed them. It just randomly popped up in my head please ignore me XD