Chapter 1: They won't understand how much we love them ... call us obssessed freaks and over-dramatic fangirls. They'll reassure us that we'll get over it, "death happens all the time". But will we really get over losing someone that helped us breathe in this cold world?

Chapter 1: ...This sounds a lot like what you would do if Namjoon died. Is this what your mind was imagining while writing this? Oh God I'm shaking, I'm making mistakes and every time I press the backspace button I end up pressing the esc button until I realise that it's not the button I aimed for.