may 29/2013

                 2:34 pm

dear stupid diary

so i am currently at school, and i know it’s not safe to pull you out here where someone might catch me writing and laugh cause writing in diaries is gay ( jongin’s words not mine ) but i just had the coolest train of thought and i wanted to jot it down now before it mingles in with my other less inspiring thoughts  (eg. homework) and the magic of it burns out.

so what if we lived in a world where every good thought concerning you blooms on your skin like a coloured flower tattoo? and whenever you’re sad you can retrace the contours of each bloom beneath your fingertips which in effect, relays the thoughts in your mind like a recorded message, sweetly, reassuringly.

you’re precious.

you’re loved.

you do this cute thing with your nose when you smile that makes my heart stutter.

thanks for helping me with the project, that was very nice of you.

your puns are hilarious.

i loved your cookies even though they were salty.  

wouldn’t that be neat? wouldn’t that solve a whole lot of the issues in our world today? i mean, if we knew the lovely things people thought about us, then maybe sadness would eventually be depleted in its entirety! and there will be less tears, and less suicides, and less people in prison. the world would be a happier place!

i