June 16th, 2013

                   5:46 am

dear stupid diary ? (why am i still calling you this)

sorry i haven’t been very consistent with journalling. but then again, when have i ever been? lmao. jongdae slept over last night because we were helping each other with our homeworks. my math skills are ing ty, so he helped me with math homework while i helped him with economics.

so yeah, my life has become a cycle of homework, sleep, homework, sleep, study for finals. and i honestly can’t wait for summer break to start in three weeks! even though i’ve come to realize that summer isn’t that fun anymore. i just stay home and watch tv and miss being in school. but then when i’m in school, i miss being home and watching tv. it is as though  i could never be genuinely happy anywhere.

jongdae’s fast asleep now. i think he slept way after i did, because he was texting hyeri when i fell asleep. and oh? did i forget to tell you? she accepted him in the end! well, i found out that i make an awful wingman cause i didn’t know what to say apart from, “you can do it, just don’t poop your pants!” but apparently,  hyeri loves sarcastic idiots that lean in for kisses right after confessing, so they are now dating. lmao. it is cute, seeing jongdae all *heart eyes* over someone. but it is also kind of sad cause now i have noone to grumble over my nonexistent love life with.

but honestly? do i really have time for romance when there is so much homework to be done? lol. jongdae does, but i’m not as good at multitasking. i will  probably end up offending whichever girl winds up with me, because i’d be stuck doing homework instead of spending time wi