Well, I never thought I would hope that I haven't got my personal cellphone back, but this moment came.

I was happy earlier today. I went for a photoshoot with the group and we had a great dinner before we went back to the dorm. I was lying on my bed, browsing twitter with my ipad when I saw this (@GFRIEND06): "Bad news... _sceneB masternim fansite has deactivate and deleted all the fancams at youtube T.T We hope that you will comeback soon.. >.<"

Wait...what?! sceneB?! That's impossible!

All of a sudden I was feeling dizzy. I had to shut my eyes tight before opening them again, staring at that tweet blankly. Then I typed "sinb" in the search field and pressed 'enter', only tweets about sceneB deactivating their twitter account showed up, but not the user named _sceneB, who always appeared when I searched for 'sinb' in twitter. Oh damn! I changed the words 'sinb' to 'sceneb' and pressed 'enter'. Still no _sceneB. I opened a new tab and went to youtube, press 'Scene #B' on the left column. 'No recent activity' What do you mean by no recent activity?! I tried pressing 'Videos'. 'This channel has no videos.'

I felt nauseated all of a sudden. They are all gone.