Interlude Chapter 23

At Soul's End

A/N: This is a double update. If you haven't yet, go back and ready the previous chapter. XD

It felt like it was about time to check in with our wanderer so here's the 1st person pov once again.

 


 


 

I lie on my back, looking up at the pale blue expanse hanging over me as the sun arcs through the sky. Eventually, day is decimated by night only to give birth to a new day like a phoenix rising from the ashes. Wait, what? I shake my head, trying to shake the errant thought from my mind. My mind is trying to tell me those strange words were a ‘memory’ but I don’t think I’m ready for such things. I’ve come to realize that remembering all that I lost while in my current broken state would ruin me.

 

My leg twitches involuntarily, breaking me from my disturbing thoughts. I have no idea how long I’ve laid here but it seems that my body has decided it’s time to move once again. The elastic rope deep within me that connects me to something, somewhere, someone has become taut and is once again pulling me forward.

 

I lumber to my feet, my stiff joints protesting, deep in my chest. Once again I come face to face with the gas station on the edge of this new city. Nothing moves as I assess my surroundings. There’s no sign of the beings from the day before. There are no other wandering bodies either. I’m not sure if that’s good or bad… Good or bad? Is that thought another one of those memories? That doesn’t seem right but it’s not nothing either.

 

As I ponder these things I notice that my feet are once again marching along all on their own. In a way it’s kinda nice not to have to worry about where I’m going. I can’t get lost that way.

 

I look up from my feet, trying to distract myself from all the confusing thoughts with the sight of my surroundings but I just find more of the same homes and stores and cars and trees as every other town I’ve passed through. I feel like I’m walking in a hamster wheel. Are these town new and different places or am I walking through the same damn town every time?

 

I have trust in this pull though so I refuse to get mad or frustrated. I have to be going somewhere with a purpose, right? There has to be something at the end of this desire. I have to believe in this drive because somewhere deep down inside I know it’s never steered me wrong.

 

So I continue forward, feeling a drive to see this through to the end. I used to have a strong drive, somehow I just know this. I used to have a strong drive and I’m feeling driven right now. How is this possible? I think there are more of these ‘feelings’ swirling just beneath the surface as well. They tickle along my senses like colored smoke curling and swirling and trying to find a gap into my airtight mind. Except my mind isn’t quite so airtight any longer.

 

Something warm has begun to blossom in my chest. It seems to be some form of lump that is emanating a soft, gentle glow that heats me even though I can’t feel it with my hand when I raise it to my chest to in search of the warmth.


My mind searches to try to label this warmth but I’m not ready so I shut my mind down, gritting my teeth with the effort.

 


 

A/N: Hmm... I think most of you know what's going on by now but I'mma keep my lips zipped just in case. 

Also, I've decided to add all of these Interlude chapters to the prequel in case anyone wants to read them all together as a whole. That's what I do each time I prepare to write a new Interlude chapter. 

 

Thanks for reading!!! I'll see ya again soon XD

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Rwalton566 #1
Chapter 29: Welcome back! I hope that you are able to recover. We all go through tough times and have to take the time to heal. Even though you don't feel as if you have progressed I am proud you even thought to give us this author's note. I think just updated on here and putting edited would be fine, at least for me. But do what ever makes you feel best. Thank you for not abandoning this fic! <3
samasbananas
#2
Chapter 27: Finally Jimin's been knocked out of his stupor ^^ I can't wait for him to rejoin the team and go out and kick some zombie !
Also, Rachel just kind of annoys the out of me
Minmin1993
#3
Chapter 23: i still think that yoongi still a live and i hope soo bc jimin and yoongi be long together
samasbananas
#4
Chapter 23: Okay, Namjoon is my fav. No doubts about that now. The way he protects Jimin just makes my heart swell and how he absorbs Jimin's grief. Nobody would I'm be able to understand what Jimin is going through better than Namjoon, who's already lost his soulmate.
What makes me like him the most though is he says that he'll be whatever he needs to be and do whatever he needs to do. That gets to me because that's my way to get through life. Not the best, but certainly not the worst.

Also, Hobi and Taehyung make me so happy. Even though they aren't soulmates, it feels as if they are. Hoseok grew up so much in this chapter and his growth makes me happy. I'm excited to see how his character develops.

Jungkook is probably my number 2, closely followed by Jin. Jinkook is not something that I normally ship, but LOOK AT ME NOW.
samasbananas
#5
Chapter 22: Oh my God... my ... my heartu
Jiminnie poor baby ;-;

This is so good! So many people are just sleeping on this story. HOW?
samasbananas
#6
Chapter 21: AHHH . WHAT. THE. .

I like the time skip, I think it went pretty smoothly. The boys did a good job of causing mistrust and panic within the residents without being super obvious about it. The reader could tell what they were doing because we were given prior exposition, but I don't think the people they were talking to would understand what they were doing.

I thought it would at least be another couple chapters before somebody from BTS was going to be picked off. I always thought Yoongi was going to go first, but I never thought that it would be this soon. ing Johnson. Also, I'm happy you didn't do the whole TWD thing. Even though I like that show, sometimes it can be too stupid with the amount of people drama. I just want to watch zombies eat people tbh, not stupid relationship drama.

Low-key hoping that Yoongi somehow makes a comeback later on in the story. Maybe he cuts of his hand so the infection doesn't spread through his body. Or maybe he's actually immune to the virus, but pushes himself away from others for fear of infecting them too. Honestly though, I just want YoonMinJoon to be happy ;-;

Anyways, keep up the hard work! Looking forward to more chaos and the aftermath of the downfall of the Pepsi Centre~
samasbananas
#7
Chapter 17: Namjooonnnnnn~ I swear to god this boy is going to give me a heart attack. I just want him to be happy T^T
Also, JINKOOK IS SO CUTE~ Plus VHope and Yoonmin moments.... my heart is flying
On a more serious note, I'm not excited for Yoongi's gut feeling. I'm super nervous that one of the boys will die and AHHH. But I like all of the jobs that the boys were placed in. I think I liked getting insight on Hoseok the most and how he wishes for what would've been. It's realistic because in a situation like that, a lot of people would ask what ifs and think of what almost was.
On an analytical note, I like the way you split the chapter. Every individual person got a good amount of screen time and the reader gets more insight on everybody. It can be hard to juggle an ensemble cast, but I think you succeed in doing so.
Anyways, take care of yourself~ Put the chapter out when you can and there's no rush!
samasbananas
#8
Chapter 16: Yoongi is somebody who I'd want in my zombie apocalypse survival team. He's so straight to the point and pragmatically; both qualities you need in at least one team member. Also, I would like Jin on my team too. He's very pragmatic, but in a different way. Of course I'd like all of the boys, but if I only had to pick two; it would be Yoongi and Jin.
Jiin, I see what you're doing you sneaky boy. Compliment the facilities to get in good with the people who run/maintain it. Maybd it wasn't intentional, but you never know with Jin.
It's almost inevitable that the Pepsi Center will fall. These refugee camps always do in zombie narratives and especially because this one is so close to the city. When the food runs out in downtown Denver, the zombies will migrate outside to find of it more food. A zombie exodus~
samasbananas
#9
Chapter 15: Jungkook noooo. Bois, don't go to the refugee sight because I can tell you it won't end well. Have they never watched any zombie movie or tv show? Like, that never ends well for the main cast. The military/government will always fall quickly and refugee sights are always a bad place to be. Ahh, I just hope my boys will make it out okay
TatibearJay #10
I literally almost cried when Sam was bitten like I legit thought him and Namjoon would somehow end together .. (●__●)