October 2005

Dear Joohyun,

                How have you been? I hope you’re doing well, atleast better than me and yes as muchas I want to tell you that life is fair, I mightt have to agree on your “life is sometimes unfair” comment. Remember when I told you about my mom and dad being weird? Even before I left for camp they were acting differently and now I know why, I just found out that my parents will get a divorce. the last attempt if they can be together was when I was away, but apparently 1 month isn't enough. I knew they were having problems but I didn’t know it’s to the extent of separation. I mean everyone has misunderstandings right? They told me about it yesterday. It’s unfair when they brought you into this world feeling all love and protected just because they love each other and when they get tired of it they just got up and leave, where would that leave me? Why bring a child into this world if you can't keep your end of the bargain? They can call it quits but can I call it quits with them? I swear love and adults are complicated. They even brought it up like it’s so casual! It was like asking “So how’s school?” It was somewhat to that effect. I was to dr