attention : i only repost this fanfic. i was angry when wrote it.

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1000 days
1000 days, you left me....
1000 days, you are gone....
1000 days, you are faded...
1000 days, you are nowhere...

I hold mics. My blue dress is very glamour. My fans shout out my name crazily which named Ji-Star. All agency are bickering to want me enter their company. All title song has been all kill chart. All my songs stand in all chart. I get platinum because get over 10 million copy album physical and 5 million copy album digital.
I close my eyes as see the big screen : Park Jihyo’s 1000 days debut concert.

1000 days i successfully became ballad singer. My name on line with Baek Ji Young, Lyn and Navi. Iam known as The Youngest Ballad Diva in korean. Not only singer, iam writer song. I never give my songs for another singer. I wrote my songs, iam the one who sing it. everyone know it.
“Thanks for loving me until 1000 days, i wish Ji-Star will love me forever!” i say while smiling.
“of course!!” Ji-Star.
Unlike her, unlike her... i surely Ji-Star would stand for me until the end.
Unlike her who didn’t fight for me in our 1000 days. Enough 1000 days, she said it. Enough with all my big mouth, poorness, and bad habit. she killed my soul in one day.. one day... the day in our 1000days. The day, i were in debut day.

“anybody want share your love to me? come on.. i need real Ji-Star” i tease my fans.
There are many Ji-Star who raise their hands. The PD-nim choose 2 from them to join in the stage.
“anyyeong~~ i think everyone know me.. hehe” handsome guy speak.
“ok.. i don’t need your explanation” i and all Ji-Star are giggling.
He is the famous actor who cheering me up. he make a bet with another actor. He would bald his hair when my second single get all kill chart. He said that in one of channel national. I got all kill chart, so he really bald her hair. 
“Ok but i get hug as gift, right?” he say while scratching her nape.
I open arm and he hug me. Ji-Star scream as they envy.

the second Ji-Star is the student of senior high school. He is very cute.
“anyeonghaseyo~ my name is Seung Ho. I came from Busan. I love Jihyo Noona since her third mini album” he say shyly.
“why’d third mini album?”
“because my girlfriend dumped me when noona released it. all noona’s song in that album are touched my heart” he is lowering head.
“OOOOhhh~~~ “ Ji-Star feels pity for him.
List song of my Third album are Raindrop (tittle song), After Love, if you loved me, Yesterday and Don’t leave me. Not only this songs, but also my all song is inspired by her. the one girl who break my heart and left me in my tired days.
“what’s your wish?” i ask him.
“i wish live and grown up with her in another world” he said sadly.
“another world?”
“yeah in this cruel word, there are many people against my love” he talk like mature.
“OOOh~~~~ “ Ji-Star scream.
“There’s camera. Say anything what you want!” i point the camera.
“Jisoo~ah. Please accept me, give me second chance. Iam sorry for anything. I will wait you” her face is serious.
I smile to him. He is like me in the past. i was begged to her for not leave me.  

“Jisoo is your ex girlfriend’s name? It’s my real name” i pretend shocked. I know jisoo is the ordinary name in korea.
He show huge smile, “It is one of the reason why i love your song”
“hahahaha~~~ “ Ji-Star laugh.
I hug him, “fight for your love and i wish your girlfriend give second chance” 
“i wish nayeon noona would too” he whisper in my ear.
My eyes is bigger. He smile innocently then walk down.
1000 days, without her name... but her name still make  my heart flutter. 
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1000 days, i didn’t see you....
1000 days, i didn’t hear you....
1000 days, i didn’t touch you....
 

I laid in bed. The concert is ended 30 minutes ago. Just need one hour to reached 10:20 PM. The time made my heart flutter, yet broken my heart.

FLASHBLACK ON
Day 1, 20th October 2010
Iam going to home like usual with Im Nayeon. She hold my hands tightly like usual. She is my bestfriend since middle high school.
“nayeon~ah, would you sit for awhile in there?” i point chairs in front of mini market.
“ok!!” she smile.
She sit in the chair while i buy ice cream. I closed the door of mini market. I see she look at sky with confused face. i know she will asked “why the sky haven’t stars?”, why today isn’t rain?” and another why, she is talkaktive. I earn my braveness to ready answer her “why”.
“nayeon~ here...” i give strawberry ice cream.
“gomawo~~ jisoo~ah” 
she talk randomly like songs, movie, and school. Meanwhile iam still thinking when i will speak about my confession.
I look at my wristwatch, its 10:00 PM.
“Nayeon~ah..”
“hmm...?”
“iloveyou” my confession like Eminem who singing rapp.
She laugh.. she look at her wristwatch. She still laugh. 
I guess my confession is failed, i think 10:00 would be best time. I sighed while nayeon laugh hardly. Sometimes, i confused why i love this kid. she never serious.

“5..4..3..2..1..iloveyoutoo” she accept my love like the way i confessed.
“oh?” i can’t get it.
“its 10:20, date 20th, month 10th, 2010. Our day 1. Iam cuter than you. iam smarter than you. iam prettier than you. iam your girlfriend” she speak.
“weirdo~~ “ i stand up while walking out.
She run to me then clinging in my arm, “My baby~~”
Ouh.. it’s so cringe but i like it. nayeon is very weird but i love her so much.

Day 1000
Iam in  waiting room for debut stage. I get last stage as i just sing one song. Iam sleepy but i heard my energy come.
“Jisoo~ah...” nayeon enter roon.
“don’t call me like that. My name is Jihyo, right now” i pretend to mad.
She hug me warmly. I patted her back as her hug is tighter. I know nayeon’s habit. She’s clinging when miss me. 
“until when you hug me?” i .
She still didn’t let go the hug. we’re hu