7/11/2016

 

It’s been a while since I have time to spend time with my friends. After our Dimension 4 encore, just now I had time to meet with my friends. It’s so nice to finally have the time to share about what is going on in our life with each other.

*buzz buzz*

 

I look at my phone and see her name appear

 

Princess… I’ll be waiting outside

 

What?? This stupid… It is quite cold outside

 

Come in… You will catch a cold if you’re waiting outside

 

Don’t worry… I’ll be fine 😊

 

Ughh… This stupid

 

“I’ll be right back” I went out and search for her… Where’s that stupid llama?? I look around and find her, leaning on the wall. I approach her and grab her hand inside

 

“Princess, its ok… I’ll just wait here”

 

“I know you’re stupid, but don’t be stubborn.. You will catch a cold if you stay like that. Besides, my friend have been asking about you”

 

“Oh…Okay~” I grab her hand and lead her in. She greet all my friend and start to have conversation with them. Well, she’s known as the social butterfly for nothing. She got along with my friend quite quick and well. After few hour conversation, my friends decided to call it a night and she accompany me on my way home…

 

“Stupid…”

 

“Yes??”

 

“I’m going to japan tomorrow…”

 

“Huh??For what??”

 

“Well I have some Tod’s event there... So I’ll be heading to Japan tomorrow morning”

 

“Oh..Okay…”

 

“Are you okay??”

 

“I’m fine…”

 

“Really?? Are you sick or what?”

 

“I’m fine… no need to worry about me…”

 

“What’s with that kind of reply Am??”

 

“Nothing princess…I…I’m just tired… I’ll be meeting Tia and Dani tomorrow too…”

 

“Oh… Okay… Have fun”

 

“Yeah… You too”

 

 

Okay this conversation is getting a bit awkward. First, she seems to dislike the idea of me going there, second, she love to hang out with everyone else more than me and third, she seems to be a bit….distant??? Is there something bothering your mind Am??

 

“Princess… we are here” I release our intertwined finger and unfasten my seat belt before she open the door as I hop out from her car. I stand in front of her, facing her face to face

 

“Am…”

 

“Yes?”

 

“Is there something bothering you??”

 

“Nope… Just… go inside princess, you need to have a good sleep” She push me to the door before she turn around, walking away from the house

 

“Am” She turn around and face me

 

“Yes princess?” I went toward her and just hug her… I hug her tightly as if my life depends on her. I know she was taken aback with my bold action, but I don’t care…

 

“I don’t know what’s on your mind, but I hope you felt better after I hug you” She hug me back tightly as she caress my hair gently

 

“I felt better now princess, thank you…” She took my NY cap and kiss my forehead

 

“You’ll be going now?”

 

“Yes I am… take care…”

 

“Okay… You too…”

 

She start to walk away before I call for her again

 

“Am…You don’t want to come and send me at the airport?”

 

“I don’t know princess… We’ll see tomorrow”

 

“Oh…Okay… Safe driving…”

 

“Okay… Safe flight too” She faintly smile to me… now this is getting suspicious

 

“Am…” She turn around again

 

“What now princess??”

 

“Do you want me to accompany you tonight?”

 

“It’s okay… I’ll be fine, now go inside. You have an early flight to catch tomorrow”

 

“Okay~”

 

I frown a bit since I want to spend more time with her, but she is right. I had to be early since I have a morning flight. I watch as she drive her car away from my house. I went inside and refresh myself with a hot drink before I went to bed. I tried to close my eyes but there is something that keep on bothering my mind. I look at my phone, no texts or calls from her. Something is really holding her back... What is exactly on your mind stupid??

 

8/11/2016

 

It still early in the morning when I woke up. I take a long, relaxing bath before I wear my outfit for today. I look at my phone, still no sign from her. no text, no call, nothing at all. That stupid, ugh!! I went down and find my sister in the kitchen

 

“Unnie?”

 

“Hey there my baby sis” She smile brightly at me. This is weird, a sleeping beast (sorry unnie 😂😂) is awake at this hour. That is totally unusual

 

“Why are you awake so early?”

 

“Well, I can’t sleep so I need to grab something hot”

 

“You haven’t sleep at all?”

 

“A bit busy because of B&E, so it make sense”

 

“Unnie~~”

 

“Ara ara... I will rest after this” This sister of mine. She always put her work first instead of herself. She even fall sick because of excessive work.

 

“Soojungah, want some?” She hand me her sandwich. I took it and eat it

 

“Yummy!” I delightfully exclaim at her as she just smile at me

 

“Good...” We stay silent for a while

 

“Soojung”

 

“Hm??”

 

“Is everything okay with that stupid?” I choked a bit when she suddenly ask about Amber…

 

“What do you mean?”

 

“Nothing.. I’m just asking”

 

“Oh…Hmm… Honestly, I don’t know unnie… She seems a bit distant since yesterday”

 

“Have you ask her about it?”

 

“I tried to ask, but she keep on saying she’s fine”

 

“That stupid, always act on her own” She mutter in low voice but I still can hear it

 

“Are you saying something unnie?”

 

“Uh nothing… Everything will be fine Soojungah… Just be patience”

 

“Yea… Will do… thank you unnie… *buzz buzz* Oh I need to go unnie. Manager oppa is already here”

 

“Okay… take care soojungah”

 

“You too unnie… Don’t overwork!”

 

“Hahaha… Fine~~” I hug her and kiss her cheeks before I went out and greet manager oppa as we go to the airport. She haven’t text me yet… Ughhh!!!

 

 

Meanwhile…..

 

 

I can’t sleep!!! I know I have insomnia since I don’t know when, but something is really bothering my mind now. I know I shouldn’t act childish like this, but I can’t help to be hurt when I saw how people keep on speculating about her ring and cap when they saw her photo in her friend’s IG… Blame me for being childish, but who will not be jealous and hurt seeing the apple of my eyes being speculated with that boy. No, don’t get the wrong idea here. I’m definitely fine with him, but seeing how people keep on speculating them because of their similar outfit and accessories, I start to feel unease around him. When she told me she’s going to Japan tomorrow, I was froze deep inside. Why? Because that boy’s group will be in Japan too for their concert. I felt bad because I know she was frustrated with how I act last night. But I can’t help it… I really can’t… I wish I can act cool about this... Arghhh… *buzz buzz* I was startle a bit before I took my phone and look at the message

 

STUPID… YOU MAKE HER SAD 😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡 DO WHAT I TOLD YOU. A.S.A.P. NOW…

 

I gulp as I read her message. It’s Jessica. Now that remind me about our unexpected meeting last night

 

 

-Flashback-

 

I felt guilty when I just left her like that. I know it bothers her mind a lot since I rarely act cold to her. I went to my favorite stop to get some Boba. As I was standing there waiting for my boba, I saw someone familiar. I stare at her when our eyes meet. It’s her

 

“Hey stupid”

 

“Hey Jess” I smile weakly to her

 

“What’s wrong?”

 

“What’s wrong what?”

 

“You seems to be….unlively?”

 

“Oh… I’m just a bit tired”

 

“Oh…Where’s Soojung?”

 

“I’ve sent her home before I went here…”

 

She stare at me deeply before she sit in front of me

 

“Spill it out now”

 

“Huh??”

 

“Don’t play dumb, stupid. Being stupid is enough. Now tell me, what’s the problem?”

 

“Nothing”

 

“Amber… Don’t make me unleash my HellSica here” She start to glare at me… Yikes, my sister in law is no chill…

 

“Uhh F-fine… I…I’m jealous…”

 

“Wh-what?!”

 

“Calm down a bit.. I..I don’t know how to tell you… But if you open your Instagram, you’ll see a lot of people keep on speculating about her with her so called “boyfriend” because of her NY cap and ring… I know I shouldn’t act like this, but I can’t help it Jess… I felt hurt but I can’t tell her at all.”

 

“And why you can’t tell her?”

 

“Because it is childish?”

 

“You know what? You should change your name to dumb right now. Like seriously Amber? You should tell her the truth. She’ll probably thinking about you and your weird attitude right now. Okay, I do see about that post, I check most of her tagged photo okay. But come on Am, If there’s thousands people who wear NY cap, does it mean they are dating my sister? No right? And about that ring, who’s the one who give that ring in the first place?”

 

“SM? That…boy?”

 

“Ughh…Stupid…Nope. It’s her own ring. She buy it herself…It’s our sisterhood ring. See?” She show me her ring and it is indeed have the same design.

 

“Oh…”

 

“So now, I want you to text her or call her, tell her the truth. She deserve to know it…”

 

“But…”

 

“But what?”

 

“She’ll be going to Japan tomorrow”

 

“And??”

 

“His group will be at Japan too for their concert” She chuckle a bit

 

“Aigooo… This llama had become jealous day by day… So what you want her to do? Stop her from going?”

 

“If I can, I’ll definitely stop her”

 

“Stupid. Do you even believe in her?”

 

“I-I do…”

 

“Then? What’s the problem?”

 

“I… I’m just jealous…”

 

"Tell her the truth... or should I tell her?"

 

"N-No... I will tell her later"

 

"Why are you keep on stuttering? As if I'm gonna eat you..." Well she probably will eat me if Hellsica is release

 

"Uhh nothing... I had to go... Thanks Jess"

 

"Hey stupid"

 

"Umm yes?"

 

"Don't leave her hanging.. Tell her the truth"