Ughhh!!! This 5517 miles is killing me. I know I should be enjoying my trip to Milan, but I can’t help to feel guilty with her. I know how much she want to spend time with me, but it’s just killing me how different our schedule are. I was a bit happy when she post her photo with Jackjack, saying that they miss me. How cute, it make me feel hard to leave her. Speaking of her, I just remember that I forgot to reply her message

Hey dork. I’ve already arrived at Milan. I miss you too stupid. Take care always.. 

I press the send button. We check-in the hotel and I slump my body to the bed. *buzz buzz* I look at my phone, she’s calling. I answered it immediately.

“Hey dork!”

“ *giggle* Hey princess. I bet you’re already arrived huh? I’m sorry I’m late princess, I have some meeting for my collaboration with Lulu here”

“Oh.. that dream crew thingy?”

“Yes princess, hey I wish you’re here” she sigh heavily. Oh Amber..

“Hey.. I wish you’re here too.. don’t have any filming??”

“Nope, after I wake up, I went to meet Ailee about her new single. I’ll be the director princess” she tell me enthusiastically

“Well that’s great for you Am. I’m proud of you”

“Princess, how is Milan?”

“Well, beautiful like always. But it feels so empty without you” I chuckle at what I say

“Awww cheesy princess. Hey princess, isn’t it lunch time yet there?”

“Well, yes.. but I guess I want to rest a bit”

“Hey.. Don’t skip your meal. I will call manager oppa to remind you to eat everyday”

“Hmm.. I want you to feed me~” I cooed at her

“Hahaha, be patient princess. Just enjoy your fashion week ok. Hey, gotta go, need to do some practice for the collaboration. Bye princess, I will call you later. Take care. I love you princess”

“I love you too dork… take care..bye~” I hung up the phone. Ughhh… this long distance is killing me, even tho I just arrived, but I miss her so bad. I got a text from manager oppa saying that we’re gonna grab some lunch. I went down and try to blend with everyone, I’m lucky that they don’t make me feel alone, but still, I missing that dork so bad. It’s not the first time we’re away like this, we’ve been away once when I had that filming in China, but this, not only we’re thousands miles apart, the time differences is also too much. I look at my phone’s watch, it’s already 1.00 PM right now. We have a 7 hours’ time difference, which mean if it’s 1.00 PM in Milan, it will be 8.00 PM in Seoul. I know that sometimes she had some trouble sleeping, but I can’t keep on bothering her since she’s busy with many things now. We went to few shops before we went to some scenery place. It’s so peaceful and calm. I took few picture of the scenery before we went back to our hotel. I glance at my phone’s watch, it’s 5 PM in here.

“Ughh.. it’s already 1.00 AM there. Should I call her? I guess texting is fine” I utter to myself.

Hey dork, I know it’s already 1.00 AM there, hope you’ve got a good sleep. Goodnight babe, I miss and love you 

I press send before I went to take my shower. When I went out, I heard my phone screaming this particular tone. I rush to get my phone and answer her facetime

“Hey princess” She smile brightly to me.

“Hey Am. Aren’t you asleep yet?” I lay on the bed and support my head with my left hand

“Well, I just woke up from sleep. Sorry I didn’t call you earlier, Jaewon oppa really push us to the limit today” that explain her hoarse voice.

“Well, I’m Ok Am. I know you must be tired with all your hectic schedule and meeting. You should get back to sleep. Don’t you have any schedule tomorrow?” I worriedly ask her

“well for tomorrow I won’t have any schedule princess. Just gonna chill with the squad. Oh, I’m gonna meet the squad for Ailee’s MV also. But at the morning I’ll be lazily cuddling with Jackjack and Tuna” She flash her smile even though her eyes is barely open.

“Well, that’s good. At least you won’t be missing me too much *merong*”

“Hahaha.. dorky princess.. Hey would you stop teasing me?” Teasing her? Huh? What did I do?

“Huh? When did I tease you?” I raise my eyebrows

“Well, I know you’re just finish taking a shower, but wearing only bathrobe right now, you’re really tempting me” she pouted at me.. hahaha.. so that’s why

“Hahaha.. Stupid! Well, you need to behave well when I’m away, maybe after that I’ll give you some reward” I wink at her

“Yahh princess!! Stop teasing me!!” We just chuckle after that

“Have you had your dinner princess?”

“Not yet, but I think I’m just gonna have some food delivery”

“Ask manager oppa to buy for you”

“Well I just can call the room service”

“No, don’t do that”

“Why?”

“because they’ll be mesmerize by your beauty and they might hurt you. so, no”

“Hahaha.. who’s being insecure now?”

“it’s not being insecure, just a safety precaution. But, hell yes, I’m insecure” she puff her cheek. Heh, cutie llama.

“Aw… shoo cute. What chu doing stupid??” I notice some dim light reflected from her spectacle as she facetime with me

“Well, I’m editing the next episode for my ranting monkey, look” she show me the part where I call myself a monkey

“Yahh!! You’re embarrassing me!”

“I’m a monkey~” she mock me. I shot her my icy glare but she just laugh it off

“Your icy glare won’t work on me honey” She stuck out her tongue

“Yeah yeah.. fine, no reward when I get back”

“NO!!!” now it’s my time to sticking my tongue out to her. Revenge is sweet Am XD

“Huhuhuhu… why are you doing this to me” She pouted at me. Heh.. so cute

“because I miss you”

“Heh..cheesy princess. I miss you more, monkey”

“Yahh!!!”

“Hey..have you heard Simple plan song, called Jetlag before?”

“Well.. I’m not sure. You know I have different kind of music taste Am”

“Well, let me sing it for you” she set her phone vertically as she take her light brown guitar and start to strum it.

What time is it where you are?

I miss you more than anything

And back at home you feel so far

Waitin’ for the phone to ring

It’s gettin’ lonely livin’ upside down

I don’t even wanna be in this town

Tryin’ to figure out the time zones makin’ me crazy

*You say good morning

When it’s midnight

Going out of my head

Alone in this bed

I wake up to your sunset

And it’s drivin’ me mad

I miss you so bad

And my heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged

Heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged

Heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged, so jetlagged

What time is it where you are?

Five more days and I’ll be home

I keep your picture in my car

I hate the thought of you alone

I’ve been keepin’ busy all the time

Just to try to keep you off my mind

Tryin’ to figure out the time zones makin’ me crazy

Repeat *

I miss you so bad

I wanna share your horizon

I miss you so bad

And see the same sun rising

I miss you so bad

And turn the hour hand back to when you were holding me

Repeat *

She strum for the last time before she put back her guitar. Me? I was speechless. Because this song really suit us now. It seems like the song was made for us.

“So, how was the song princess?”

“It’s..good.. the song, the lyrics, if you didn’t tell me that it was a Simple Plan song, I might think that you compose that song for me”

“Aishh.. I shouldn’t tell you earlier, so you can think that I compose it for you”

“Yahh.. no cheating”

“Fine princess..Hmm.. You should eat something by now. Call manager oppa so he can buy you something to eat, arasso?? Take care”

“Ne.. I will after this. You too take care Am.. Have a good sleep, or else you will confuse the panda in the zoo with your eye bag.. hahaha”

“Not fair...”

“Yes fair… now, go to sleep”

“After I finish editing ok?”

“Ok, Ok.. text me before you sleep”

“Okie dokie.. goodbye princess. I love you”

“I love you too” I wave at her before I press the end button. Even though it was just for a while, but talking to her lift my spirit up. I search for manager oppa when I heard knocking at my door. I was startle for a while, since I haven’t call for any room service. The room was knock again, so I went toward the door and peek thru the hole. Oh, it’s Hodory oppa. I open the door and see a pack of food

“Here’s your dinner.”

“How did you know? I was just thinking to text you, oppa”

“Well, your llama had already text me an hour ago to buy your food. So here it is” no wonder she didn’t want me to call for room service, sneaky llama<