You know... there's a day in your calendar that you really anticipated to come...the day where all the nostalgic feeling could hit you like a bullet train...A day....like today.....

"Am...."

"Yeah?"

"Happy anniversary...." She snuggle closer to me as her hand wrapped around my waist... ahh, my clingy princess XD

"Hahahaha... The way you said it, it feel like we are married for a long time and today is our anniversary" 

"Stupid..."

"I'm not... I'm Amber..."

"Geez....Give me back my stupid..."

"As you wish your majesty... Annyeong, I'm stupid, nice to meet you..." and there she is... giggling like a teen who just got her crush's number... Happiness is a contagious feeling aren't they?? Seeing her happy like this in my arm, make me wanna smile at her.... Have I ever told you how lovely this girl is?? Forget the cold demeanor you saw on the Bride of Habaek, forget all the controversies regarding her love scandal, forget about her cold image you always see in the media, because her fan knows (me too since I'm her number 1 fan 😍), behind this cold facade she's been showing, is someone who are sweet yet so fragile, savage yet still considerate, innocent yet she can be so damn y at a time.....alright, that one for me only (sorry folks!)... But you know what I'm saying right??? Just like what people always say, 'Don't judge the book by its cover' and she is one perfect example... Sometimes, I do reminiscing about the past and think, what will happen if I didn't go to Seoul when I get the invitation to be trainee? What will happen when I give up during my trainee years? Maybe... We'll never end up like we are right now....

"Hey...."

"Hmm??"

"What are you thinking?"

"Hmm... Just some stuff...."

"Really? What kind of stuff??"

"Like.... What will happen if I didn't come here at the first place? You know that I don't even know a single person in Seoul at that time, but I still come for the sake of my dream...What if...."

"Did you regret coming here??"

"No!! That's not what I meant to say...What I mean is.... I.... I'm actually thankful that I come here despite all the odds...Even though I had no one to turn to when I first come here, but I never regret this one decision that I've made... I'm really thankful for this golden opportunity... You know why?"

"Why?"

"Because I meet an angel along the journey..."

"Pffttt.... Sweet talker..."

"I'm a sweet talker when it comes to you..."

"Really???"

"Really..." I pull her face closer as I capture her lips, her intoxicating lips. We only stop when we're already out breath...

"Am...." Her forehead now meet my forehead as she's still panting for air...

"Hmm??"

"Thank you...."

"For?"

"Loving me~"

"For being my eyes, when I couldn't see~" 

"Aish.. I'm serious..." Yikes... she's the one who start to sing it..I just play along XD

"Okay~"

"But seriously and honestly... I'm thankful for you being here with me... I'm thankful you take the decision to come here even though you didn't know anyone here... I'm thankful because of this one courage decision you did, we eventually meet...here, in this city... Maybe that's why there's this saying 'everything happen for a reason', there's a reason why we meet someone, its either for improvement or as a lesson... and you, Amber Josephine Liu, you strengthen me to the way I can't explain... Sure, we do fight a lot..especially when you start to pimp around..."

"I'm not~"

"Shhh, I'm not finished yet.." She put her index finger on my lips and as a good servant, I obidiently shut up... 🙊

"But you know what, I'd rather to bicker with you than to have none... remember those days when we barely can talk to each other?? Those time...was the hard time for me..For us...a lot of things happen, but those time make me appreciate every moment I have right now with you...And I'm thankful for that..." I wipe her teary eyes and kiss her lips, conveys my love and adoration to her through that kiss... I pull away and look straight into her brown orbs and saw my reflection in there... How thankful I am to have someone like her...

"I love you.... I love you so much..."

"I don't" She meronged at me.... 

"Aishh...princess~"

"I know... I love you too stupid..."

Our sweet eye staring session ended when both of us was startle with notification from our phone... Both of us reach for our phone and unlocked it... It's a message from Jiejie...

Everyone.... Happy anniversary to amber, sunyoungie and our mischievous maknae, soojungie...Wow... It's actually 8 years that we've been together huh?? Scratch that, we are together much longer than that and I'm thankful to each one of you... Amber, we both get close quite quick because we are both foreigner in Seoul.. thank you for all the advices and encouragement as well as your caring text reminding me to eat well and rest well... Be good to our maknae and treat her well okay? Sunyoung, our vitamin luna... Your smile can brighten up even the saddest soul.. I hope you always shine us with your bubbly attitude and smile.. thanks for the random 'I miss you', it does brighten my day... And to our Soojungie, you've grown up... You are a lady nowadays, stunning everyone with your appearance, but I know, deep inside you are still a kid and you'll always be one... Don't think a lot about what happened recently and take care of yourself, altho I know there's this one llama already taking care of you..I know I rarely spend time with all of you, but I hope you always know that I love each one of you.. I'm sorry if I'm not a good leader/umma to you these years that we spent, but I hope we gonna kick some when we are back together again... Gosh I'm crying while typing this, but thank you for all the love we shared, lets be together with MeUs till infinity ok? I love you girls a lot.. F(X) jjangg!!!💜💜💜💜

"Unnie..." I turn to her and saw her crying silently... I cupped her cheeks and wiped her tears... Another notification come in through our phone, this time its from puppy...

Umma~~😭😭 Don't be sad please... you are the best leader/umma for us... I am thankful because I meet each one of you... We might be different in term of personality, but the opposite does attract right? And I will always be the vitamin luna for all of you.. Thank you for being a caring and loving leader to us vic unnie... I hope to see you soon, we missing you so bad...I wuve u....And I love our koala and ddudungie too..And happy anniversary to us!!! I hope to be together with all of you and MeUs till the end... Speaking of Amber unnie and ddudungie, where are you hot couple? ㅋㅋㅋ

I almost choked with Luna's question...well not only me apparently since she's also coughing... 😅😅 So I typed my respond...

Happy anniversary too jiejie, puppy and uri gongjunim... Thank you for letting this weird llama inside your friend circle... We've grown up together and I hope our friendship will last till our hair grey and old.... Thank you for all the advices and support throughout our journey together, I can't express how grateful I am to have all of you as my bandmate and family... I love you girls...and our MeUs too...Let look forward for our next meeting kay?? and puppy!! What's with that question?? I'm at home right now?? 

Awww really???With who??

I can imagine she's smirking evilly right now...

With me...😶

Our maknae is here!! 😝

Yahhh... I want to say something too ㅜㅜ

Okay okay... everybody quiet... her majesty want to speak...

typing to be exact...😝

Jiejie!!

😂😂ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ okay go on, uri gongjunim...

"Ouchh!!!" She pinched my shoulder so hard that I think my life is already on the bridge...

"What's with that babe?!"

"Because you started calling me uri gongjunim and now they are teasing me..." Awww.... my princess is shy XD

"Okay okay I'm sorry...now go on..type your speech.." Geez...it still hurt...mommy~ your future daughter in law is no chill... but no biggie, I still love her...^ㅂ^