*Buzz Buzz*

I immediately woke up from my beauty sleep... I know I’m known as the not so morning person, but the fact that today is a special day, I totally give today’s an exception. Why today is so special? Well, it’s my birthday*flip hair*… I reach for my phone and unlocked it. It’s a message…from Vic unnie… Okay, probably I’m hoping too much. I open her message and read it…

Happy birthday to my favorite maknae, Soojung-ah!!! I wish you all the happiness in this world and successful in everything you do… I also wish that we will always stand as a family until the end. Take care of yourself and your health, especially your eyes… Don’t play game so often, that’s why your eyesight is getting bad. Although after this I can call you the spectacle couple…kekekeke… Have fun today and always remember I love you maknae! Present? Well, my PPAP video will be a good gift…kekekeke

I just giggle reading her message… Vic unnie… She’s always teasing me with her PPAP video after I commented about it in her IG… I reply to her message and open another message that appear before Vic unnie message… Oh… it’s Luna unnie message. Again, my hope drop a bit. I open her message and read it

Happy birthday Ddudungie/Sodungie!!! Please be happy in whatever you do and may you are always surrounded with love from your family and that koala… don’t worry too much, she always remember you… Have a blast and let’s do our best in making f(x) stronger than before okay? F(x) Fighting! I love you Ddudungie!!

I can’t help to smile reading her message. She never change. Always bubbly like before. She is our vitamin indeed. I look at my phone’s clock, it’s 7.00 AM. It should be 3.00 PM there… Well…She probably haven’t wish me since it is still 23rd October there… Probably… Ughh… I don’t want to think about… I stood up and lazily went to take a shower. I went down and was greet with my sister

“Hey there birthday girl! Happy birthday!!” I just smile as I hug her

“Thank you unnie” I smile as I sit beside her

“So, what’s your plan today?”

“I don’t know… Probably just stay at home and have a good meal with omma and appa”

“Oh…”

“Why?”

“I thought you gonna spend it with that stupid”

“She haven’t come back from LA yet” I let out a sigh

“Hmm… If that so… Let’s go!”

“Huh? Where to?”

“Treating my lil’ sister some good meal” My eyes glitters as I heard what she say

“Yeay!!” I do some weird dance in front of her as she just chuckle looking at it

“Dork…”

“Well, I am dork..sometimes..” I smile smugly at her…Dork… Automatically I remember that certain person…. Or should I say certain stupid ><

We went to have some good breakfast as we share a lot of things. Well, she’s a bit busy nowadays as she just come back from her fansign and today she’ll be heading to Berlin. Why did everyone had to be away from me during my special day? Vic unnie is still in China, Luna unnie is in Japan for her musical and that dork? Having fun with her squad in LA. I can’t help but to feel down a bit with that fact…

“Hey birthday girl.. Why you seems so sad?”

“Well… Everyone decided to go to work on my birthday” I pouted in front of her. She just giggle as she pinch my cheeks

“Awww my Soojungie is soooo cute… I’m sorry I had to leave you on your birthday. You know how work come first for me right? Don’t worry we will spend more time together when I get back” I stare at her deeply

“Why are you staring at me like that babysis?”

“You sound exactly like her” She snort as she roll her eyes

“You know I’m not stupid”

“But you are stupid for Yuri un—Ouchh!!” I groaned as she pinched my thigh hard. I brush lightly at the spot she pinched… I hope there’s no bruise left there

“That’s for calling me stupid” She stick out her tongue at me… Sometimes I wonder, who the big sis is and who the lil sis is… We take a few selcas before we went home and she wait for Yuri unnie to send her to airport. At first I thought they just gonna meet at home before she go to airport, but I guess it won’t be obvious since Yuri unnie will also had a flight today. I slump my body on my bed. I’m thinking about going to her house and spend time with Jackjack and Tuna, but Hyun Jun oppa had told me earlier that he will be taking her pets with him today. I open my IG and read all the fan wishes send to me. I smile sweetly reading all the wishes… Honestly, I’m grateful with all the wishes… I don’t know how to put it into words because I’m really bad at it, but I hope I can show my gratefulness to them by doing my best for our next comeback. I open her IG and saw her update… Should I feel bad? I don’t know… She just online before, and she don’t even bother to wish me happy birthday? Is it because it is still 23rd there? But it is already 24th here!! Arghhh….I went through a fan account about her and watch all the snapchat update from her friend. I do have snapchat, but it will be super awkward if I follow all her friend’s snapchat just to catch a glimpse of her in their update. Beside it’s easier for me to watch it since it’s already compiled. I scroll down the IG of her fan as I let out a deep sigh… So, she’s currently at Disneyland? And she don’t even have time to wish me? Like seriously that stupid llama? I feel like I want to fly to LA right now and smack her head hard, just to knock some sense on her mind… I stood up and went down to take a cold water, to cool down my raging heart. I take a sip to let it cool down to my throat....

“Hey there my baby jung” I turn around and see my parent, holding a small mango cake. The anger inside me quickly faded away as I see my favorite food in front of me… I cover my mouth as I let out a small giggle… My parent just smile looking at me

“Happy birthday Soojung-ah. You have grown as a fine woman now. I can't even imagine how fast you had grown up... it feels like yesterday that I still hold you in my arm... I hope you’re always happy with everything that you do. Omma love you Soojung-ah” My omma embrace me in a hug. I cried a little with my omma’s speech. I bet she doesn’t even realize that her baby daughter here had already grown up. I kiss my omma's cheeks as she kiss mine too. She release me from my hug, and now it’s my appa turn

“Happy birthday my little fighter.. It feels like yesterday when I see you crawling from the corner of the sofa and take your first step, walking to me. I know I didn’t say I love you to you more often like your omma does, but you do know that my love is never less than your omma’s love either. I love both of you and Sooyeon so much, because you two are my precious gift in my life”

I hug him tightly after he finish his speech. I know he’s not the type of people who can say I love you easily, even with his daughter, but I always felt his love with his advice and critics

“Awww… So you only treasure those two?” My mother pout her lips, earning chuckle from appa and me. He widened his hand, signaling my omma to join our family hug. If only unnie is here, she’ll probably jealous because she’s not here…kekekeke

“And you are the best gifter,