yoongi's p.o.v

3 weeks passed since father and his wife went for business trip, aunty calls every 3 days, made sure we're okay. they're surprised when jimin said that we got closer, she was very happy, i know because i did overheard their conversation.
yeah, since that morning, me and jimin looked like lovey dovey, sometimes i felt sick of it but jimin always succeed to seduce me, he's so affectionate to me. whenever i said 'get lost', 'i'm tired', 'don't disturb me' or something like that he would come to me gave me various things to entertain me. like he gave me a massage, come with a bunch of snacks, or he could suddenly come with random songs and random dances, he's always lift my mood up. we're not in relationship, i mean, we're still an older brother and younger brother. it's a lie if i didn't think to bring our relationship became more serious, but again, i was slapped by the fact that jimin is my brother, and certainly i can not date my own brother, though he was not my real younger sibling. also, i don't know what he feels towards me.. just thinking about it already made me headache, and surely heartache. that thought wrecked my heart, this love made me think this will ruin my dream about love, instead of thinking it would make me happier. okay, i did think i'll be happy to fall in love, if only the person i fell for wasn't jimin.

this reality, really makes me want to cuts the blood ties with my family.

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"are you crazy?! ya! min yoongi! he is your brother! you can't fall for him!" jin yelled.
"i know hyung.. but.."
"no no no, it's a big no, min yoongi! you should stop it!"
"hyung.."
"calm, baby. calm. you know, this is the first time yoongi fall in lo