yoongi's p.o.v

i don't know what to feel, happy yet sad, mad, feels like betrayed but this is a good news. if jimin isn't my brother, so i have a right to date him, but why he didn't tell me? didn't he know how this feelings tortured me? ugh, really that kid. i want to mad at him, but i knew it won't work. but, this is unfair! i'm sure i'm the only one who didn't know about this, sure parents knows, jimin as well. i want to scream, yell at anything but i can't.

this week is the last week we have 'alone' time, and i got this 'new reality', i don't know what to feel, how to act, should i act like nothing happens, or should i mad, should i act like i am the happiest person in this world. ugh, park jimin.

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12 pm, jimin stay still in front of tv, watching the advertisements as always. i walked towards him, sat beside him. try to ask him, but i feel slightly afraid. i moved my position closer to him, rest my arm on his shoulder. then he rested his head on my chest. hesitantly i caressed his hair, kiss his head. should i ask him now? or should i ask later?

okay..

"jiminie, may i ask you something?"
"what, babe?"
"ugh.. that.."
"hmm?"
"ugh, nothing."

first attempt, failed.

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6 pm, jimin still busy preparing for dinner. should i try now?

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