yoongi's p.o.v

even though he said he's okay, i know he is not. i feel so guilty because of what happened yesterday, though myself also shocked from what taehyung did, jimin was more shocked and hurt than me. he saw what he shouldn't see, and it's because i couldn't fight back. why am i so weak.

and the hateful part is our kissing brings back the memories between me and taehyung, he hurt me but it doesn't mean he'd never made me smile, he did. i could remember how much i love him back then, even after he left me, the love still remained till he moved from daegu, till he completely gone.

i was a kind of sweet guy, smiled a lot, laughed a lot, because of him. then changed became cold, rude, ignorant, also because of him. now, there's jimin who could make my cheerful side's back. cheerful yet sensitive. what i regret is why taehyung have to appeared in front of me again. he's right, he was my first boyfriend, my first love, and i hate it.

jimin didn't talk much today, and for some reason i don't want to bother him. or may be i'm afraid to talk to him. aunt- ugh, mom looks confused when she saw me and jimin are quiet, she asked me if we have problem. of course i said no, i'll create another problem if i tell her what's the matter between us. i really really want to talk to jimin, but he seems make himself busy. i just wanna know what he's thinking about, ah really, i hate this situation.

jimin's p.o.v

i couldn't lie, the scene of them kissing is bothering me. though yoongi said he love me and will never leave me, but it's still worrisome. how if that kiss affecting yoongi? how if yoongi would love him again? how if yoongi leave me for that jerk? i couldn't even manage to talk to jungkook what happened yesterday. why is everything seems chaos..

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from taehyung
i'll make sure yoonie will leave you, and he'll come back to me

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from taehyung 
don't you know how much yoonie loves me? he only use you to forget me. you know, first l