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And here's a real short chapter because im really uncreative and small brained, also it's 3am and i have school in about 4 hours so yaay!

btw i'm thinking of writing a new 2jae fic where the chapters are based on songs? what do you think? let me know in the comments. i get super happy and excited whenever i see new comments so yeah!!!!! okay love you and happy reading!

Chapter 20: I don’t know hyung.

“So hyung, do you still don’t want to return to the dorm?” – Yugyeom carefully asked, examining Youngjae’s face for any sign of discomfort and stress.

“I don’t know, Gyeomie. I honestly have no clue what I want right now. To be honest, I actually think I was an idiot to run away from a small and stupid problem. Ugh, god, I’m such an idiot!” – Youngjae started to blame himself, which Yugyeom didn’t like to see. Yugyeom went on to take the seat next to Youngjae, instead of sitting in front of him, to comfort him and possibly confess in the process of doing so.

“Hyung, you’re not an idiot. If anyone is an idiot, it’s Jaebum hyung. He’s the one who decided to end things out of the blue. It’s not your fault you reacted the way you did. Anyone would do what you did in these types of situations.” – Yugyeom reassured Youngjae, hugging him tightly. Although Youngjae was the older one, he looked and acted as if he was much younger than Yugyeom. There were times when Youngjae would actually become the real hyung he was, but most of the times it was Yugyeom who took the role of the reliable and intelligent hyung. Plus Yugyeom’s shoulders and chest were much bigger than Youngjae’s, making it perfect for Youngjae to lean on and cry on.

“Ah, god, Yugyeom-ah, why in the world did I think that running away would solve the problem? Running away and hiding out never works!!!” – Youngjae continued to whine and cry, still in Yugyeom’s arms.

“I honestly I should quit the band, Gyeom-ah.” – Youngjae said, surprising Yugyeom.

“What are you talking, hyung! You just said running away from problems never work. Quitting the band is just another way of running away and hiding out!” – Yugyeom scolded his childish hyung, who obviously couldn’t think clearly when stressed and under pressure.

“But how can I now just return to our dorm like nothing happened, like I haven’t been missing for a whole week? How can I face Jaebum hyung like everything between us is more than fine? Also what do I say to manager hyung?” – Youngjae complained.

“Hyung, you just have to take a deep breath and face it like a real man!” – Yugyeom tried to encourage his upset very friend-like hyung and fellow member.

“Plus, I think JYP PD-nim would be really disappointed in you if you just leave the band like this. You don’t even like a solid reason for leaving the band other than your pure embarrassment.” – Yugyeom made a point that was hard to argue with, just like always. After all, he was the giant and fearless maknae that put all of his hyungs to their places during arguments with his brilliant, smart and quick witted comments.

“Ah then what should I do?” – Youngjae mumbled, covering his face with his hands, trying not to think about his problem and also trying not imagine JYP’s angry face, along with Got7’s manager’s disapproving glare.

“Man up and face me.” – Jaebum’s low voice could be heard inside the small restaurant. Jaebum’s sudden appearance sent shivers down both Yugyeom and Youngjae’s spines. How in the world did Jaebum find Yugyeom and Youngjae? Did he have special powers that could locate anyone anywhere? Or did he install small devices on their bodies that could tell him where they were?

“Hyung, how did you find me?” – Youngjae asked, shocked at Jaebum’s impressive skill to find ’s anywhere in the world. Youngjae was 100% sure that the restaurant he currently was in was a super hidden place only he knew of. He was also sure that he never once mentioned it to anyone in Got7, not to any of his close friends.

“You probably don’t remember but you once took me here and I remember you saying it was one of your most favorite places. And since we checked every possible place you could be at and you weren’t there, this was the only option for us to check.” – Jaebum admitted, sitting down on the opposite seat of Youngjae.

Yugyeom, who obviously felt very awkward between Jaebum and Youngjae, quickly stood up.

“I’ll leave you two to talk the problem out.” – Yugyeom blurted out and then proceeded to exit the restaurant.

“Yugyeom, wait…” – Youngjae started shout after the maknae but he was already gone, leaving Jaebum and Youngjae alone.

“Hi.” – Youngjae awkwardly said, not being able to think of anything else to say.

“Hey.” – Jaebum sharply replied, looking straight into Youngjae’s pair of hazel eyes.

“Why did you run away for a whole week? How could you think that was the best way to deal with the situation? Do you know how worried I was? Do you know how worried every single one of us was? Jackson didn’t sleep for a few days, Bambam didn’t talk to anyone for the whole week, and neither of us could eat anything for a whole week. What were you thinking running away without telling anyone?” – Jaebum started to ramble on, as he really was worried sick about his main vocalist and the positive vitamin. Youngjae just sat in his place quietly, attentively listening to everything Jaebum had to say.

“I’m sorry.” – Youngjae whispered, after Jaebum was finished nagging him.

Jaebum took a deep breath and started to rub his face.

“I’m sorry too. I shouldn’t have broken up with you so suddenly. I understand it was a giant shock for you.” – Jaebum replied, trying to control his temper, trying not snap.

“Is manager hyung angry?” – Youngjae changed the topic, feeling a huge lump coming up in his throat.

“Youngjae, please don’t change the topic. I’ve actually been meaning to talk to you about the way I handled things between us. I really regret everything I did.” – Jaebum continued his attempt to make things okay between him and Youngjae again.

“Do you think I have to see the CEO or JYP PD-nim to explain why I did something really immature and unprofessional?” – Youngjae changed the subject again, looking at his crooked fingers.

“Youngjae, stop, I’m trying to apologize.” – Jaebum started to get annoyed at his donsaeng. Youngjae kept looking away from Jaebum’s intense glare.

“Youngjae, look at me when I’m talking to you!” – Jaebum ordered, trying to catch Youngjae’s attention, who continuously avoided making eye contact with the already irritated leader.

“I said look at me!” – Jaebum harshly grabbed Youngjae’s head, finally getting him to look at him. Youngjae winced, as his grip was too strong and it actually caused physical pain. Jaebum removed his hands from Youngjae’s face and once again took a deep breath.

“The actual reason that I broke up with you was this one dream I had.” – Jaebum carried on explaining his strange dream to Youngjae. Youngjae turned his attention away from Jaebum again, which really disturbed Jaebum. He couldn’t get why Youngjae couldn’t just look at when he was trying his hardest to get back together and make things alright.

“And now that I see it, I think it was very idiotic and immature of me to break up with just because I had a bad dream.” – Jaebum said, still looking at Youngjae. He was trying his hardest to guess Youngjae’s emotion and what exactly was going inside his head.

Youngjae on the other hand was trying his hardest not to break down in front of Jaebum. He was trying his best not to weep like a baby and hurt his pride. Youngjae knew he had to be strong and reject Jaebum or else he would probably get dumped again and get hurt all over again. And looking at Jaebum, making eye contact with him, staring at his pretty brown eyes would definitely ruin his plan to deny Jaebum’s request. Looking at Jaebum just for  a split second would immediately make him want to grab his face and kiss the heck out of it.

“Youngjae, are you listening? Youngjae, listen to me!” – Jaebum started to get impatient and angry. Why was this weird child ignoring everything Jaebum was trying to say?

Jaebum really wanted Youngjae back. This one single week without Youngjae, without his sunshine to brighten his day was hellish. The second after breaking up with Youngjae, Jaebum realized how wrong he was to do what he did. Jaebum realized that dreams don’t mean and that he can actually attempt to control his temper and try not to hurt his sunshine in any way possible. Jaebum desperately wanted to reunite with Youngjae and he wanted it as soon as possible, which was why he was sitting facing Youngjae, confessing really embarrassing stuff, trying to convince Youngjae into giving him another chance.

“Youngjae, please, I promise, I will never let you go again. I realized you were actually the one for me and I want you back.” – Jaebum confessed, not letting his pride to stop him from admitting that he indeed wanted Youngjae back.

“I don’t know hyung.” – Youngjae replied in a monotone.

“How can I be sure that you will have some other dream that will make you want to break up with me again?” – Youngjae asked, looking at his shoes.

Youngjae was trying real hard not to say yes and hug Jaebum. All he really wanted to do at the moment was to run over to Jaebum and hold him really tightly and say “I love you” over and over.

“Youngjae, I promise you that will never happen ever again. I will try my best not to let my temper get the best of me. I really do anything to have you back in arms.” – Jaebum started to beg, like a child begging for candy.

“Youngjae, please.” – Jaebum begged harder.

“I don’t know hyung.” – Youngjae said again, hesitating again.