"Why did you have thos ecreepy panda eyes ?" Asked Jiyong oppa when i entered kitchen for brekfast. Its not like Tae Eonnie and Jiyong oppa doesn't have home, they have. Appartment in Gangnam. But, today is weekend so they spent holiday at ours.

"She probably do some project" answered Tae Eonnie. I just smiled.

Project ? Rght, project to forget namja named Jung Yonghwa. It's been one week since that kicthen coffession happen yet i still wanna cry. Why i being such a fool to talk to him like that. Ugh fortunately Oppa not in collage anymore.Or else she would face the embarasment. 

"Hyunnie, can you accompany unnie tonight ?" Fany eonie popped from my back

"To ?" i asked spoon my oatmeal. 

"Party tonight, my office event" she answered and drink some orange juice.

"Don't you have khun Oppa ?"

"He's busy" she said and pretend near cry.

"Okay okay" i said giving up. Eonnie know me well. I'm too lazy to come at such event like that. Wasting time. People wouldn't saw me either. 

"Lets get you pretty for tonight!!" she cheered.

"Eonnie you lied to me" i said angrily.

"What ?" again, she acted innocent.

"This is all set up, right ? You made me come here and said Oppa can't come. In fact he come" i asked pointing khun Oppa who stood behind eonnie 

"Mian baby girl" she said giggling.

"Arghhh this is frustating ! I could die single" i said irritated

"Yah sweetheart stop being kill joy, enjoy the party. Make some fun"

I pout my mouth and went to buffet table to get some food, well at least food still here. I sigh in relief that i didn't see any indication of Jung Yonghwa, Great, i now sound like super spy.

After eat some sweets i went to the bar to get some drinks. 

"Can i have non-alcohol ?" 

"What ? are you 17 or something" i heard someoen chuckled at my word. I rolled my eyes and suddenly i felt my cheeks hot because people surround me start make fun of me. I hate this life. Why Eonnie drag me here ? WHY ? Its not like i can't drink vodka or something My stomach never agree with that kind of drinks.

"Hey, baby girl, i was looking for you" i heard someoen wishpered in my ear and his arm surrounding my body. I felt a warmth. A familiar one. And thsi smell

Yonghwa Oppa

I take a look at him and saw hie smile. "Is she your girlfriend ?" asked the woman earlier 

"Yeah, she's pretty dizzy, thats why she can't drinks"

"Ah, you guys made a perfect couple yonghwa-yah!" i turn to her and saw she smiled 

"Gomawo noona" yonghwa oppa said "May i introduce you, Kim Seohyun, nae yeojachinggu" he said proudly.

My heart went crazy and just smiled to the girl give a light bow and smiled again "I believe she need some air, if you excuse us" Yonghwa oppa said drag my body.

"Are you feeling unwell ? You look pale" yonghwa oppa held my shoulder as i strugled but he kept held my shoulder and suddenly he hug me tight. I cry. No i sobbed like a child lost their mother. "Why so stubborn!" he said 

"Let..me..go... chebaaalll" i said betwen my hiccup.

"Why ar eyou keep doing this hyun ? You run away from me, its hurt me!" he said look at my eyes.

"ITS HURT ME TOO!!!" i scream, i don't know where the courage i get.  

"IF YOU HURT, WHY YOU KEPT MAKE BOTH OF US SUFFERED ?!" h scream back. I stepped back and palmed my face. Screw this night. "Hyun listen, I don't get it why you make distant from me ? tel me hyun, why ? WHY ????" He said again almost scream while shaking my body.

"Leave me alone..." i sobbed.

"No. never" he said and suddenly my lips felt his lips.

MY FIRST KISS! But..

this is not like i want.... My first kiss suppossed to be beautiful. Yet i felt Yong Oppa anger in this kiss. I push him back, but he stand still and hold me even tighter. 

"HOW DARE YOU JUNG YONGHWA !" i heard Khun Oppa from behind. Yonghw aoppa immediately pulled off and i turn arround. I saw Nichkhun Oppa and His face tells that he's really mad and about to punch Oppa. 

"Andweeee" i said held Khun oppa hand tightly "Oppa jebball" i sobbed. "Please take me home oppa" i pleaded. His eyes instantly soften and look at me.

"You okay ?" he asked. 

"Please oppa. I'm... I....I dont know" i sputtered. 

"I let you go this time, you bastard. You made her cry!" Khun oppa said. I just tighten my armd arround him and made him realized i can't stand properly anymore.

"Nichkhun, its not what you think..." yonghwa oppa try to take my hand

"Back off! I heard everything, you scream at her and kiss her forcefully. Where's you manner ? You stupid jerk" 

"But..."

My mind get dizzy. All this situation made me sick. And all i know. everything went black. I fainted. 

"Joohyunie" i heard eomma voice at my ear. I look at my surrounding and found its my room. I saw Taeng Eonnie and Hyo Eonnie beside me.

"Ugh..." i groaned as i tried to sit.

"Don't try to sit. You may made your head dizzy again" hyo Eonnie scolded me.

"What happend"

"Khun punch Yonghwa, thats happend"

"YAH" Eomma and Hyoyeon Eonnie whinned at Tae Eonnie blabber mouth.

But, what ? Yonghwa oppa ? Oh God...

Did he suffered a lot because of me ? I'm such a trouble maker. Yonghwa Oppa right, We just hurt each other

ani.

I made both of us suffered. 

Mian oppa. 

"I forbid you to come to my office again" i suddenly heard Fanny Eonnie stromed to my room

"Eonnie ?" and people turn to her 

"You heard me clear ! You never ever show your face in my office again"

"No.. Eonnie. Its just missunderstanding!!" i fight back. 

"Kim Seohyun! Try to understand!! what Yonghwa did to you over these year ?! WHAT ? He give you nothing, even love" Fanny eonnie tears strommed "Jebaall, Eonnie just want to protect you. You deserve better, Jebal" she cry.

I saw her. And my eyes started to teary.

Is it the time i suppossed to forget him ?

Oppa ?

My forever crush.