I was once again stuck in my room, its been like this for one week. I never really left, not even for school. I droned everything connected to the outside world, out of my life. I hadn’t turned my phone on for 5 days already; I never the Tv or accepted the newspaper anymore, since they’ll just probably have another article about Kevin and Audrey, leaving my heart even more crippled inside.

I laid on my bed, staring at the ceiling, I’ve been like this for two hours now. I sighed and turned to my side, suddenly spotting a picture of me and Kevin on my beds side table. I growled and quickly pushed the picture away making it fall to the ground. I nibbled on my lower lip, trying not to cry again when suddenly a memory flashed back in my head

FLASHBACK

“Yaa, Cara” Kevin plopped down on the couch, sitting next to me.

“What?” I looked at him and he just pouted

“Hyu-na, just isn’t the one for me. We broke it off” He said in English and I just rolled my eyes

“Kevin, you never have someone who can be THE ONE for you.” I smiled and he messed my hair

“Your so mean, aren’t you supposed to be making me feel better?” He laid his head on my shoulder

“Kevin-shii, you’re a great guy and even if you haven’t found THE ONE yet, you will one day. She will be there waiting for you, caring for you and just loving you. And knowing the type of guy you are, you will be loved fully and endlessly.” I held his hand, and he suddenly laced our fingers, making me blush. He looked at me and smiled

“You always know how to make me feel better” He said “Why didn’t I ever fall for you Cara-shii?”

I don’t know Kevin, why didn’t you? That’s a question we all wanna know. “Cause I’m your bestfriend, duh!” I messed his hair and he laughed

“Still…you’re the best” He looked away and I bit my lowerlip. I love you Kevin Woo.

FLASHBACK END

I blinked back tears, when suddenly the door bell rang. I tried to ignore it, but it started ringing faster and more impatiently. Didn’t they get the point that I was in no mood to see anyone today? Or ever?

I groggily stood up, tugging my covers along with me and wrapping it around my body. I walked towards the door, not sure if I should open it or not, but the door bell sounds were getting more annoying by the second. I swung the door open, and met with Xanders eyes. He looked at me from head to toe and sighed

“You’re a mess” He said

“Thanks.” I turned around and walked towards the living room and heard him follow.

“Cara, we need to talk.” He said

“What do you think were doing now Oppa?” I laid down and closed my eyes

“About Kevin” He said

“No thanks.” I shifted, so that he couldn’t see my face.

“Cara, its important, I really need to tell you. Would you look at me?”

“No, and I don’t wanna hear it okay, Kevin is happy with Audrey and I’m—I’m happy here at home, so just go” I said.

“He broke up with Audrey.” And with that my eyes shot open “And you kissed Doojoon when he did” And with that sentence, I sat up and looked at him.
How the—what the—

“How did you—“ Before I could ask he cut me off

“Kevin saw you” He looked me in the eyes “He just broke up with Audrey and wanted to talk to you, and well—he saw you”
So that’s why the door was open, He—He walked in on us. But! That kiss, it wasn’t real, it wasn’t on purpose. I didn’t mean it, he didn’t mean it.

“I—okay, so? I mean, whatever” I shrugged and stood up, biting my lower lip

“What do you mean whatever? Cara, after that whole scene, Kevin hasn’t been the same. I’ve been trying to contact you, but your phone is off, and I’d be here late at night, but no one frigin answers the door.” He snapped “Kevin, he refuses to perform on stage, he refuses to sing, he doesn’t wanna go on any shows and apparently its pissing our president off”

“He locks himself in his room, or goes out late at night, we try to follow him but he just disappears. He’d be back by 2 am or something, but then leaves at 6 am to go jogging. And when he comes back, he ignores us or just snaps at us when we try to talk to him. And once I walked in his room, finding him sleeping with tears still sliding down his face.” He breathed “Cara, you know how emotional Kevin is.”

“So?! I mean, a break up with Audrey? He’ll get over it.” I shrugged

“Oh my god! This has nothing to do with Audrey Cara! Its all about you, he saw you kiss Doojoon when he was just about to confess how he realized he’s been inlove with you all along!” He screamed “and now he’s broken hearted and moody and I ing cant take it anymore.”

I took a step back when I heard Xander cuss. He does not Cuss, even Dongho cusses, but Xander never did.
“He’s inlove with you Cara, he told us, but he just never got the chance to admit it.” He held my cheek

I slapped his hand away and glared at him “AND YOU JUST TELL ME THIS NOW?! WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?! I COULD’VE BEEN WITH KEVIN A WEEK AGO!”

“well both of you shut the frigin world out of your life, and both of you were in a crappy state that time, so I shut my mouth!” He countered “Now will you get freshened up, we gotta go get our Kevin back”

“Don’t tell me what to do.” I dropped the covers and started walking to my room “And OUR Kevin?? You mean mine!”
I heard him laugh but he also let in this word “PALI PALI” 

a/n: CARA HWAITING!!!!!!!!!!!!! ommmoooo, whats gonna happen next? COMMENT! XD