Here I was, sitting beside Sehun like it was the most natural thing in the world, despite my little outburst a few minutes ago. I looked up to him. He was beautiful. His sharp jawline could have cut a paper in half, or me. His eyes could pierce right through a wall, or me. His hands could break every piece that he would come across, or me.

I shook my head. I shouldn't be thinking like that. It was wrong but damn I wanted it. I want it. His long and lean body against mine. His hands all over me. His eyes locking with mine. His lips on mine.

''Are you okay?'' His deep voice woke me up from my wildest fantasy.My cheeks were burning as he looked at me with those dark seducing eyes. We kept looking at each other what felt like minutes. No, hours. I felt my body tense up more and more. This wasn't good. I have to stop this.

''You're weird, Luhan.'' His voice stabbed me like a sharp knife. He turned his head away from me, throwing the blanket back. He stretched his limbs, starting to get up. I didn't want him to leave me. Not again.

''But you like me anyway.'' The words came out of my mouth before I knew it. He turned to me and looked at me with an unreadable expression. It was a quite scary one, to be honest. 'Okay, Luhan, look confident.'  My mind was telling me things and I copied it without thinking.

Sehun's eyes changed into a dark brown, almost black colour. His eyebrows were furiously knitted together, like he was angry. But he wasn't. I didn't feel an angry vibe. ''What did you say?'' His voice was dark and low. Almost like growling.

''You. Like. Me. Anyway.'' I said, trying to look as seducing and confident as possible. But something happened. Something within Sehun snapped. Like he made a great decision. He flew towards and gripped me hard. It hurt. I looked him into the eyes, not wanting to show any fear - which I certainly felt. I tried to pull away from by placing my hands on his chest and pushing him away but it didn't help at all. Every move I made, made him give a backlash. He only pulled me closer, not looking at anything else but me. This was so embarrasing.

''Sehun, what do you think you are doing?'' ''Isn't that obvious? I am going to kiss you.''

''Wha.. What..'' My lips were being sealed with his. I closed my eyes and kissed him back passionately. I couldn't help but smile a little into the kiss. His lips were moving fast and I couldn't keep up with his speed anymore. Sehun noticed and pulled away, leaving me breathless. Once I had some breath he smirked and kissed me again but slower this time so I could adjust to his pace. He softly pushed on the couch, not breaking the kiss. We pulled apart once again to catch our breaths. Sehun was hovering above me and I couldn't help but blush a little. ''you're cute when you are embarrassed.'' ''Just shut up.'' I laid my arms around his neck and pulled him closer to me so that he could kiss me again, which he gladly did.

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After our kissing session, we lie down on the couch. He pulled me into his arms and i snuggled against his chest. It was quiet. Not the type of quietness when nobody says something. No, it was a beautiful serene peacefull quietness. We stayed like that few a few minutes when Sehun opened his mouth.

''Do you want to tell me about your father?''

I looked at him in surprise of his sudden question. ''Why do you want to about my father?'' ''Because it really bothered you when you talked about him earlier and I think you didn't have told the whole story, am I correct?''

I sighed. ''Yes, you sre correct. I didn't want to tell the whole story because it is very painful for both me and my mom.'' ''I understand. It's okay if you don't want to tell me. I don't care.'' ''No it's fine, it's just hard, you know. To think back to all the memories and to remember them. I'd rather forgive everything, but I can't obviously. He is my dad after all.

''So, will you tell me about him?''

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hello readers,

I'm so sorry that I didn't upload it sooner but I had some problems.

I had to learn for my exams and my mom was hospitalised.

But she is okay now.

I will post a new part as soon as possible.

Also, I can't believe I have so many subscribers right now.

THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH!