at After School's dorm :

Jung Ah pov :

This world is so cruel to me. Why all these things happening to me ? Why ? Every night, I'll cry since that day. I make the other members worried. I am known as the 'omma' of After School. A member that take care so much about the other members.. but lately, I feel like I am the worst omma ever. I rarely talk to them. Rarely cook for them. Rarely eat with them. Whenever they want to talk to me, I'll run away.  I don't know what is wrong with me. I just couldn't face them. To know that what will happen next, it gives me heart aches. "Dear God, please. I don't want to leave them yet. Not now. I love them so much. I love him..." I prayed as I was laying on my bed. Praying that I would still be with the girls after this. Praying that I would still be able to express my love towards him. As I lay on my bed, I heard someone's knocking the door. It must be one of the girls asking me to join them take breakfast. I still couldn't see their faces. It hurts. *knock knock!*

Me : "I'm tired. Leave me alone" 

Kahi : "Kim JungAh-yah, please open the door.."

Ohh.. its kahi unnie's voice.

Me : "......I'm sorry unnie but I'm tired. Really.."

Kahi : ".... even if you're tired, you still have to get your breakfast.. open the door, jungah.."

Me : "I'm not hungry."

Kahi : "haha liar. Last night you didn't eat your dinner.. theres no way you're not hungy right now hehe. As far as I know, you can't survive even a day without food haha.."

Me : "No, I mean it unnie. Go away."

Kahi : "...Jungah-yah.. What's going on ? Can't you tell unnie whats wrong ? You don't know how worry we are watching you like this.. It hurts.. so bad.. Can you please open the door ?"

Me : "..........." the moment Kahi said "it hurts...so bad" make me feel like I've been stabbed by a knife on my chest. My eyes getting teary. "It hurts for me too, unnie..." I whispered.

Kahi : "...... alright JungAh.. as you wish.."

She's gone. Kahi unnie's gone. I make Kahi unnie upset again. "I didn't mean to unnie. Please forgive me.. Please.." I said to myself. *beep beep* My phone rings. I pick up my phone and I see there is one new message.... by Hyun Bin. I let out big sigh before I read the message. "Good morning sunshine !!~~ How are you today honey ? Feeling great ? hahaha. Remember, next month is gonna be awesome honey hahaha" .. "you crazy bastard! its all because of you !! because of you !!! damn it!!!!!!" I screamed my heart out after I read the text message from him then I threw my phone to the wall. I started to cry... *knock knock!*

Juyeon : "Unnie ! Are you okay ???"

Me : ".. sob sob..."

Soo Young : "Unnie ! Open the door please.. what happen ??"

Me : "I'M FINE ! NOW LEAVE ME ALONE !"

Juyeon + Soo Young : "....unnie...."

Juyeon : "... unnie, we'll leave you alone.. but if you need someone to talk to.. we're always here for you... always.."

"Sorry kids.. I didn't mean to yell at you girls.. I didnt mean to.. Oh.. why ? why ?" I said to myself. I think I don't deserve to be called as 'omma of After School' anymore. I should've been call as 'the stupidest jerk in After School' . I've hurt everybodys feelings. I am a total jackass. "I can't just stay here.. I need to go out.. if not Kahi unnie and the kids will keep knocking the door asking if I'm okay" i think to myself. I changed my outfits to a much appropriate outfits. I open the door slightly and take a peek to see if they are girls around here or not. Luckily no sign of the girls. It seems like they are all in their own rooms. I walked quietly to the main door. As I was about to open the main door..

Raina : "Unnie !"

Me : "..shoot !.." I whispered

Raina : "where are you going unnie ?"

Me : "...out. I'll be back later.." I quickly opened the door and went out.

Raina : "...un...nie..."

"I'm sorry Raina-yah.. I'm sorry.." I keep apologizing. I made Kahi unnie's upset, the twins, Juyeon and Soo Young worried, and Raina's sad. I am the worst person ever ! I walked to a quiet street. The sideway of the street is full with maple trees and the road is covered with maple leaves. It's autumn right now. The scenery is so beautiful. Finally I get to smile a little looking at this beautiful scenery. Walking through the maple trees... There is no people here. It seems like I own this street! "I love autumn.. well who doesnt.." I said to myself. On the sideway, between the maple trees, I saw a bench. I sat there for a while and take a deep breath. This place is so peaceful. It calms me a little. I closed my eyes trying to forget every single things that is happening to me. Then...

? : "noona ?"

I opened my eyes and I see a tall hansome man standing infront of me...

Me : "O-o-ohh ?"

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"Oh hey I got a reader ! haha yeah !!~ Well this chapter is a lil bit short. mian~~~ I'll write a better chapter.. I promise ~~ Sorry for my bad english~"